I was having relationship problems. It had seemed for quite some time that it wasn’t going to work out because we could never agree on some very crucial things. We kept working on compromise and tolerance but arguments over the same issues still kept blowing up. And, yet, neither of us really wanted to give up on the relationship because we’re irresistibly drawn to each other. We feel like, in so many ways, we’re made for each other and I don’t think I’ve ever felt that way before. Yet, we just cannot seem to stop ticking each other off. Every time we have a major argument, I would start feeling hopeless because it’s so painful contemplating a life without him. And yet, I would hate his guts so much and wish he’d disappear forever. It’s all a lot of angst.
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