why do i feel that sex always exists in my relationships with others? uhmmm, not always but uhmm… it’s like happening to a couple of my relationships/friendships with other guys… uhhh no… this is not turning into a sex blog cos i am too shy for that lol… uhmmmmm, so why is the adult world so complex??? complex in the sense that why do people yearn to get intimate with one another? and if there is too much sex going on, the girl will start wondering if the guy truly loves her or he just wants her for sex. we always see little girls wearing teeny weeny skirts with their diapers showing and we think of that as cute. but if a girl were to wear a tube dress or a short skirt, that is seen as revealing. and why do guys’ thoughts always steer the wrong way? when a girl sees another pretty girl, she would think that the girl is pretty… but if a guy sees a pretty girl, he would most imagine how she would be, lying naked in bed… some people just like to crack dirty jokes…. being around them makes me watch EVERY word that i say. for example, if i said 你的头! most of the time, their reply would be 哪一个头?? is it because i always mix with the wrong people? then again, can’t be, cos people use sex to climb the corporate ladder, get sugar daddies to buy them pradas & lvs… speaking of which, i just got to know an uncle who is of sugar daddy material… hmmmm it’s quite therapeutic to go dragonfly on a wednesday night, sitting there doing nothing except chatting, drinking and listening to the live band… but of course, nothing is going on between me & the uncle… gosh… it’s kinda scaring me to know that i have so many things to do but so little time. i need to really start sitting in front of the desk to do my revisions for the upcoming exams (a classmate took 2 months no pay leave just to study !!!!!!!!!), i need to get my license this year, hook that cute guy in school, get a sugar daddy, shop for more dresses, pass my exams, get a new job and oh yah, i wanna get a wii! but first, i need to get my ass off and go home. byeee! =)