Fucking CTE Any time, everytime! Wa lao Outdated Photos... Just stole the photos from facebook....Everyone just use their phone to take pictures lor.....lazy to bring out camera liao....Aiyo....Nothing much to blog leh, sister just niam me said I going to burst her pocket liao...I been using her credit card quite abit....My client delayed my payment leh..... I forgot about it and thought I could pay off some my debts sooner...Not much shows this month also.....always come this period is the low season leh....(We got low season de hor especially in June and July and August)Sep will be a crazy month, friend asked me whether I want to go for the F1 Grandpix and will get me a ticket. Think that period need alot of girls like crazy.Maybe I cant watch F1 afterall........think I need to work.....Not only F1 racetrack need girls, got after parties, ushering guests.........My client requested me to provide some girls to usher some VIPs from the airport also.Now everyone of us are keeping our fingers crossed, now see who fast can chopped the girls liao...Photos time!Me and Rachel....(Who took this photo sial????) I look so tiny....Whiskey, Mumm Champagne , Shots.....Whatever I can lay my hands on......Karen, the birthday girl!! Who appeared after 1/2hour when I reached.....She was damn busy.........and high.......Happy Birthday!Me getting high high high!Cheers!!!Cash and Jacky also joined us for a while....The freelance models team.....Imagine.....most of us known each other quite a while lor.....Hope we can celebrate birthday together more!3am....lights on.....Shifted outside for some fresh air......Out came 2 bottles of champagne from the manager.....my god.....My god.....so busty.....Have a good week!Love,Poisonlady Drinking......2 nights in a row.... This week is a hectic week....Never expected myself to get high 2 nights in a row....Photos not much cos I been lazy to bring my camera out recently and the girls have not upload any pics yet.Just "lun" first with the photos I stole from Sherry's facebook....Was doing a beer event cum auction night on Thursday, didnt drink during the event but decide to sit down with one guy from Ireland who is also a lawyer who is also 29years old.Me and Yan happily drink and drink because he buy and buy.....Both of us had make a pact and had reminded each other like 28474 times that we will not go drinking but will be a good girl and have supper.Drink and drink already mood very good and very happy.Decided to head down MOS to meet sherry and Judy to get more alcohol see what they are doing since we were nearby.The gfs pact dont work.......Sherry, Me, Judy and YanSherry who got us 3 bottle of Moet Rose, Judy.I prefer rose more but I still dont like champagne.Yan who got drunk and went home very early.....Cash and friends and more friends joined us......Irin and Sherry.Again......Gosh....I didnt remember her nameClement who remembered me but I TOTALLY dunno him at all.....Crazy dancing....I got a lapdance for free from cash! Friendship cum colleague r/s lor or he charge very expensive de hor.The dancers......Still the dancers......Lovely night with me getting drunk and sleeping at Newton Circus while they were happily eating supper....(How did I got there????)With a huge hangover, next day went over to Thumper!It was lovely Karen Tok birthday!More drinking again....but I didnt get drunk, not as bad and I can actually go for supper.Photos to be load.Caught "The dark Knight" on Sat, it was a great great movie!Lovely!Girls went to MOS again and I surrender.Need a good rest.Gonna work very very hard!Love,Poisonlady Past Memories Look what I found! I always have the habit of keeping things, all the past memories.....This box belong to my nearly 4yrs ex-bf. Mr TanHmmmm, wonder why I got his car key with me? I should have return it to him wor....Alot of stuffs, receipts, cards, movie tickets.....I totally forgot about this card!Imagine 4 years ago........Somemore he got wrote that "he handmade it himself"!Found the map of Banyan Tree Bintan......I think we used to go swensen many many times....Imagine he gave me the birthday card when I was 18yr old, seems so so long agoooooI think this was the best candid photo I ever had.....We went to Genting....This file belong to Mr Weiyi who is happily married now! Nothing much cos we were only together for like 3 months? But i remembered I went to the Zoo with himThis belong to Mr Addiction.... We split because of is long distance relationship. He is back now and we still got keep in touch. The ancient disc was all the chatlog that I had kept while he was in Laos. Maybe I should save it into a thumbdrive....Last but not least....this box belongs to Mr Ng.....Looking back at all the cards, letter, there will be words with "I love you forever", "My love for you will never fade", "I drop a tear in the ocean and if they ever found it, it means I will stop loving you".....I think there is no forever love at all, how can someone love someone forever?Maybe only family love......But I think Love this word will be kept hidden inside me for a while, career should come first.I still wish all the loving couple be grateful for the person beside you and have a everlasting relationship!And do communicate more, it is really important, say it out first rather than bottled it all up.Love,Poisonlady Acer Aspire 2920Z I need money, need to sell off my Laptop which I bought only about 4months. Usage not much, only a few songs inside.I bought it for $1399 and I was thinking of selling $1000. Not sure what price I can sell though but please send me an offer.Included:-Laptop case-Red colour cute small optical Mouse-One Genius G-Pen Tablet ($98, bought only 1 mth)Email me verypoisonouslady@hotmail.comBasic Config: Intel® Pentium® Dual-Core processor T2330 (1.6GHz, 533MHz FSB, 1MB L2 cache), Intel® GL960 Express Chipset, 2GB DDR II SDRAM, 160GB HDD, DVD-Super Multi Double Layer Drive, Integrated Bluetooth 12.1" WXGA Acer Crystalbrite colour TFT LCD, Intel® GL960 Express Chipset with integrated 3D graphics Acer InviLink™ 802.11b+g Wi-Fi CERTIFIED® solution, Integrated Acer Crystal Eye webcam W/ Windows Vista Home Premium EditionSpecification: * CPU: Intel® Pentium® dual-core mobile processor T2330 (1 MB L2 cache, 1.60 GHz, 533 MHz FSB), supporting Intel® 64 architecture Intel® GL960 Express Chipset Memory: 2GB DDR II SDRAM Upgradeable to 4GB using two soDIMM modules (dual-channel support), subjected to availability of 2GB RAM Hard Drive: 160GB HDD Optical Drive: DVD-Super Multi Double Layer Drive Optical Drive Details: Read: 24X CD-RW, 24X CD-ROM, 24X CD-R, 8X DVD+R, 8X DVD-R, 8X DVD-ROM, 4X DVD+RW, 4X DVD-RW, 3X DVD-RAM, 2.4X DVD+R (double-layer) Write: 24X CD-R, 8X DVD+R, 8X DVD-R, 4X DVD+RW, 4X DVD-RW, 4X CD-RW, 2.4X DVD+R (double-layer), 2X DVD-RAM Display Size: 12.1" WXGA Acer Crystalbrite colour TFT LCD Graphics: Intel® GL960 Express Chipset with integrated 3D graphics, featuring Intel® Graphics Media Accelerator X3100 (Intel® GMA X3100) with up to 358 MB of Intel® Dynamic Video Memory Technology 4.0 (8 MB of dedicated system memory, up to 350 MB of shared system memory), supporting Microsoft® DirectX® 9 I/O Ports: 1 x ExpressCard™/54 slot, 3 x USB 2.0 ports, 1 x External display (VGA) port, 1 x S-video/TV-out (NTSC/PAL) port, 1 x Headphone/speaker/line-out jack, 1 x Microphone-in jack, 1 x Ethernet (RJ-45) port, 1 x Modem (RJ-11) port, 1 x DC-in jack for AC adapter 5-in-1 card reader, supporting Secure Digital (SD), MultiMediaCard (MMC), Memory Stick® (MS), Memory Stick PRO™ (MS PRO), xD-Picture Card™ (xD) Integrated Acer Crystal Eye webcam Acer Video Conference, featuring: Integrated Acer Crystal Eye webcam, supporting enhanced Acer PrimaLite™ technology, Acer PureZone technology Dolby® -certified surround sound system with two built-in stereo speakers Dolby® Home Theater audio enhancement featuring Dolby® Digital, Dolby® Digital Live, Dolby® Pro Logic® II, Dolby® Digital Stereo Creator, Dolby® Headphone, Dolby® Virtual Speaker technologies Communications: Acer InviLink™ 802.11b/g Wi-Fi CERTIFIED® network connection, supporting Acer SignalUp™ wireless technology Integrated Bluetooth Integrated Gigabit Ethernet Operating System: W/ Windows Vista Home Premium Edition Software: Acer Empowering Technology (Acer eNet, ePower, eAudio, ePresentation, eDataSecurity, eLock, eRecovery, eSettings Management), Acer Arcade™ featuring Cinema, Video, Music, Album, Acer HomeMedia, Acer Arcade™ Deluxe featuring DV Wizard, VideoMagician, DVDivine, Acer HomeMedia, Acer Crystal Eye, Acer GridVista™, Acer GameZone, Acer Launch Manager, Acer Video Conference Manager, Adobe® Reader®, CyberLink® PowerProducer®, Norton Internet Security™, NTI CD-Maker™, Microsoft® Works 8.5 with Office Home and Student 2007 Trial Dimension: 304 (W) x 223 (D) x 32/42 (H) mm (11.97 x 8.78 x 1.26/1.65 inches); Weight: 2.04kg Battery: 44.4 W 4000 mAh 6-cell Li-ion primary battery pack 3-hour battery life with 6-cell battery Acer QuicCharge™ technology: 80% charge in 1 hour; 2-hour rapid charge system-off; · 2.5-hour charge-in-use Warranty: 1 year local limited warranty (1st year international traveller warranty), 2 hour Express Service *Revised - The search for "The One" Seriously, all the scolding and complaining about male species....I didnt give up and I am stillwaiting......Looking.....Searching....for the man, for the one.I hope he will be someone whoAppearance wise: Taller than me, not too skinny, tanned, if can hor, look like some of the Hongkong actors lagi best but don't have also never mind cos too good-looking I also worried.Hobbies Wise: Enjoys singing, loves to dance, willing to try bungee-jumping and roller coaster, can roller blade, likes to watch plays, loves everything about Egypt, loves to watch discovery channel, loves comedy, loves Stephen Chow and Adam Sandler (Dont love also never mind otherwise seems gay also)Character wise: Hardworking, knowledgeable, kind-hearted, Generous, Understanding, SensitivePersonality wise: Out-going, friendly, sociable (but not too sociable with women), humorous, sporting (means can tolerate any form of punishment when play games)Horoscope wise: Libra, Leo preferred but not these 2 also never mind cos cannot be too greedyNote: Cannot walk too fast, must pull the chair for me, gives me flowers, open the doors for me (every single door, my car door even if I am the driver and toilet doors included) all in all is to be very gentleman. Also to buy me small little gifts to let me know he do think of me, must give me alot of assurance, call me everyday, sms me everyday.Last but not least: Loves me for who I am.My wishlist to "that person above" for a man I want send up very long but "that person above" always send me a wrong one.Never mind, if everything above else fail, just send me someone who loves me alot and I loves him a little bit will do.Love,PoisonladyPlease call 1800-POISONOUS now!Poisonlady is ready for dating now, feel free to call the above number.Press #1 if you think u fit the requirement above.Press #2 if you don't fit the requirement and still want to try.Press #3 if you think you fit the requirement and you think poisonlady's friends are better.Press #4 if you wish us to match you with anyone (including men) who is available.Press #5 if you wish to help your friend match with poisonlady.Press #6 if you are a female and you think your partner is also calling the same number and we will teach you the steps to make a bomb to blow up his handphone.Press #7 if you are a male and you think your partner is also calling the same number and you suspect she is turning lesbian, we will need to verify her details. Please get ready her I/C number.Press #8 if you just want to tell Poisonlady that she is pretty and nice.Press #9 if you want any love advice.Continue with pressing #1 if you are a manYou will hear the reply of "Please be prepare that there are 13248327 options"Continue with Pressing #2 if you are a womanYou will hear the reply of "Just give that man a blowjob. "Press #0 if you just want to talk to poisonlady who might just reply you with "I am very very busy lor"Thank you. For all the girls who are feeling pain in the heart now.... Recently I scream alot on "Men are just fucking liar bastards"....I seen girls being hurt, being cheated on and my friend said it just give her another reason not to have a bf and get a commitment.I almost fell flat when one of my best guy friend called me and said he had no feelings for his gf after being together for very long.It makes my heart wrench when i see women going through the pain and doing crazy things.Somehow I don't understand them, I just want to tell them to just wake up from the bad dream and move on. It was alot more easier for me but I know it is easier said than done for them.Maybe the male species are angry now because I am scolding your own kind.Maybe it is not easy on your side but if you are really mature enough, stop giving your woman any hopes and if you really want her back, do it correctly.You will never understand the feeling of what your woman is going through........The feeling of wanting you back badly....The feeling of piercing pain in the heart......The feeling of craziness when she will do ANYTHING to get you back.....The feeling of sadness when your face just keep popping into her mind....The feeling of hurt when by just hearing your name, she can cried non-stop....The feeling of the excitement when you said you want to see her...The feeling of madness when she tried to stop herself from thinking about you.....The feeling of confusion when you told her that you really loves her but yet you don't want to be with her.....The feeling of betrayal when u lied to her.....The feeling of fear when she think she might lose you....The feeling of anger when you cheated on her....The feeling of hope when you called or sms her.....The feeling of self-denial when nothing else matter to you anymore.......The feeling of degrading when friends just scold her for being stupid....If you can find all the feelings overwhelming, imagine this is all the same feelings she is going through right now.... a-l-t-o-g-e-t-h-e-r.Men,I just hope the male species out there use your brain and do the correct thing.I totally understand that if you don't loves someone, nothing will help to bring that feeling back.But if you use your upper head to think, things might be better for you and her.Of course, relationship is troublesome but you have a choice.What choice do you want?Girls,You also can make a choice.If you really love the man and you absolutely believe that he still loves you, you can try way and means to get him back.Please do it the correct way also.I have to warn you first, getting him back is not a miracle where you can see result overnight. It might take months or even years and you have to decide whether you want to take that effort.Ask yourself, do you really love him? It is because you just cant let it go? It is because you are too used to him?I have seen cases where my friends been through "hell" but they really made it through and now walking the life path with their man hand-in-hand.And I always believe that if you really do love someone, nothing else matter.Love,PoisonladyThe 1-day ki-siao Love Gurup/s: If I were born a man, i think this post will be totally different liao..... New Handphone.....Finally.... After my 6mth old handphone died on me for so long and been using a my lousy old phone which I cant sms out, finally I got a new one.....I been so busy to go out to shop around, last weekend I finally have a chance......Last sat, I went out with my friend, I decided to name him,*PP.Wanted *PP to accompany me for a new phone but instead I went shopping with him for his clothes instead.I am not the kind to shop for very long and I buy things very fast. He didnt really take a long time though but I was yawning throughout in Hugo Boss while he tried out his suit......He said he will compensate me by accompany me to shop for my new phone.I think I only took 5 mins to get the phone I want.......Was just walking pass one shop and immediately something "golden golden" caught my eyes.I fell in love with the W880I immediately! The moment I saw it, he asked me whether I like it.I keep nodding my head and just smiling silly at the phone.He decided to just get it for me because he knows alot of people cannot get in touch with me.I am so happy!!!!So slim! I like it! Simple and enough functions! I never like a phone with too many features.....With also a new phone, he let me indulged in the warm brownie with ice-cream!With fruit punch!Thanks! *PP! 3 weeks away for business trip, i think this home-stayer is going crazy.*Name and face to be keep confidentialAfter meeting *PP, i went over to meet the girls for movie.Caught "Hellboy 2" but nearly fell asleep, not very bad lar but not very good also lor.Went over to Sherry's hse to drink and chit chat.Normally I dont drink but since she left abit of Martell and I been very stressed up about sales this 2 weeks, I wanted to relax abit.But I cant even finish 1/4 bottle from 3am to 6am.Clearly a lousy drinker.Enjoy your lovely Monday!Love,Poisonlady! Just a nerd on Fri Night Went to bed this morning at 6am and woke up at 9am.Though I only had 3 hours of sleep but it was a great day today!Met up Marshall and heard the news that he was married and baby boy is on the way! I am so happy for him!It was great to meet up your friends and found out they are leading a happy life!Met Adeline after that and found out she is attached already! It was great news also! I am so happy for her!Havent see my friends for very long and now I have alot of catching up to do!Life is great!Today is a good friday night!Girls are going MOS (again.....) my god..... I decided not to go because I got to settle some stuffs.Pitstop Cleaning is currently going through some changes now and I got to clear up alot of things.Met 2 Japanese man the other night doing a bank event and both of them actually proposed to me.Their friend commented that "These 2 men are very nice guys but unfortunately single"I also unfortunately single leh....Anyway, it was very amusing to have 2 men asking you to marry them the whole night and I was very entertained by them though I am supposed to be the one entertaining them.Forgot to take pictures but it is ok because we are dressed quite like prisoners.... (Sorry Eileen, haha)I am now sitting in front of my laptop and looking like a nerdy geek.Need to go to bed soon cos I going blading tomorrow night!See the nerd!Paiseh, resolution not good cos I used my webcam.Love,Poisonlady Plastic Surgery.... Hello.....Hows your weekend? No photos to blog cos I never go out much.....I realize my friends are mostly alcoholic wor...I didnt drink with them and I decide to just make them have coffee with me. Better right? Drinking makes me sleepy recently and I think when I start having alcohol inside my body, my mind starts to wander alot and I will become very quiet when I drink. Not like last time can party and party.Dunno why...is it got become more mature liao?Trying to go for blading twice a week, anyone also into blading? We go together leh, I want to learn braking.....Anyway, I been doing alot of research on Plastic Surgery....I just found out....ALOT ALOT of people actually got do plastic surgery lor....My god...But i still think it is the good decision leh.I always encourage people to go for some enhancement and anyway it is so common now. I always want to go for nose surgery to enhance my bridge, slim down my jaw just a little bit, do my chin to make it a little bit sharper. I still considering whether I want to give a dimple to my face or not and also to make my lips alittle bit fuller and make also make my eyes abit bigger. I think my body nothing much to do, except to tone abit (Must go blading more) and I really really hope I can add like 3cm to my legs.....Anyway, just want to let you know, if you email me to ask me about plastic surgery, I really dunno how to answer you because my research might not meet your expections. Try to search around forums and read through, oki. When I can save enough money to go for the surgery (Gods know when) I will update the information hor. Love,Poisonladyverypoisonouslady@hotmail.com Blue Black......Blue Black Gan Si Lang tired....I feel like 80 year old grandma now....My whole body is aching like mad lor.....Just now when I bend down to try to pick up a piece of paper, think Lao Niang sprain my neck or more like I pull the muscle than sprain ba..... I also not sure...Yday we had a bbq for all the girls!I am so guilty lor..... I had alot of fun these few days liao, so I got to work very very hard liao!No more money to spend!!!!!!!!! Siao Liao......Me!!!Waiting for Karen Tok!ECP..... Nah Bey.... The pit was fucking far.... C17 and they told us was near Macdonalds. Macdonalds one is C28 lor..... Imagine we walk like mad....20mins I thinkLydia!Erm.....Judy.....always cannot have normal expression (We carried all that drinks and ice lor)Nearly die.........The only good thing is got good view....though the whole stretch looks the same, I still feel we got a nice view!I am damn tired after carrying and driving to and fro......BBQ starts! Thanks to this 3 person who cook for us, I never even go near lor....Only know how to eat......hahahaWah....i dunno is who leh..... Trying to cycle....All the great food!Oh, we are very into blading now....cos it can firm our butt and can work out also but all of us not good lor.....Judy trying to blade and Gillian trying to teach.... My new blades!!I got it at a very good price! Only $139! Cos only left my size! The blade shop I bought from was beside Coffeebean, forgot the name but the guy was very sincere and helpful so I bought from him!We was really scared........ Havent blade for damn long......I suddenly remember Mr Weiyi, we used to blade alot..... and he is my brake lor....Now Zeta trying out......imagine we were all worried.....Each of us got 1 person to accompany us....cannot fall down lor..... later our skin not nice, how?Cheers!Thanks to all the girls who make the effort to come! But so sad some cannot make it... =( we shall do it again!Well, we realise we only rent 1 bicycle because we need a "transport" but suddenly Karen asked why only rent 1? Who is going to jagar the bike if go toilet???!!Girls night out! Hope we can do this till we old lor but next time we get the professional to deliver the food right to the pit......Worst thing happen....We parked our cars at this driving range and when we went back to collect our cars......The gate was lock!!!Wa lao....5 of us still carry alot of things lor, somemore got 3 new rollerblades...We need to walk one BIG round to get to the front gate....I cannot take it and I start climbing over the gate.....Wa lao...Imagine 5 models so "da glam", trying hard to climb the gate and look so sneaky.....Names will not be mention cos it is really very unglamorous.....This girl here looks like fallen from sky lor.....then drop down at a wrong placeSo gungho...... she climb damn fast also!She was abit stuck and we dunno how to help her cos we were all over at the other side liao.....When all went home, we got alot of bruises and blue black and all of us body aching like mad....Lucky we still young......HahahaLove,Poisonlady Girls Party!!!!!!! Beautiful Sunday!I am slipping my tea and blogging now in my cosy room! Reading a new book when waiting for so many photos to be loaded....This week have been busy..... with the girls, with appointments, some shows, some dates and I think there will be more to come!Photos alot......Will now take you back to the past week to show u what I have been doing....20 June 2008 FriLast Day of the Comasia, we headed down to Far East Plaza for some shopping and food!Strongly Recommended by Judy and Noel......I only like their "Fried Nian Gao"Rachel and Me!Judy and Noel!After food and shopping, we head down for some coffee. Ju pop over and join us! I think I really love her with short hair!Me and Judy!I am glad my gfs are getting along very well! We are all nice people! Haha22 Jun 2008 SundayWent for late lunch cum dinner at Great World City! Only 3 of us but the food seems to serve 5?We went to catch the movie "Zohan", was quite a dumbass movie lor....Yeah! The girls were fun!24 Jun 2008 TueAfter much food and play, Judy invited me to go to her Amore Gym for a Kickboxing ClassShe look so......professional......and she looks like she was really ready to kick someone.... I was not doing good, too dainty for the class...... My body still aching even till now.....26 Jun 2008 ThuMet the girls again for a movie, this time we catch "Wanted" Sherry and Me!Judy and Yan!These 2 are really Siao Ding Dong....Look at Yan's face.....these 2 trying to steal her drink!Went to Sherry hse for a serious game of "Monopoly"! Proudly sponsored by me!Money not enough.......I can counterfeit money!Trying to get everything in order since we have 8 person playing.....The guy Vs the girls! They all had only 1 property! HAHAHA! The big players were negotiating on a deal, trying to buy and sell real estate. Hse building up.....so scary....that's where all my money went to.... I was quite rich in the first place....Chris lost! And need to be punish!I am really not good at this game.....Announcing the Winner! Sherry! Chris need to call someone in the middle of the night, sing a song and hangup.... After 2 gave up because it was late, we switch to playing "Pictionary" Not easy game, most of us were bad at drawing. Me, Judy and gillian lost to the other team! We were punish also.I called Karen, she was damn funny because she actually sang back.....thus I was laughing like mad.... Gillian actually called her god-brother.... Judy called Elise.... 27 Jun 2008 FriAfter finishing my show, we decide to go for some drinks! Hair were damn messy after the jobTrying to dress more casual nowadayJudy! Her lovely white clothes were stained by red wine.Someone once asked her whether she can see anything because her eyelash very big like fan.....We headed down to Thumper first because it was Karen first day at work as a PR Manager! Well, we got the very VIP treatment!We didnt realise we were all wearing white!Thanks babe! I will pop over often k!Judy so happy, think maybe because of the champagneCheers to our friendship!Was actually trying to get Sherry into the photo but she siam......After Thumper, we head down to MOS! Smoove! First time i go that room lor....We had red wine, malibu pineapple......Si Rachel......dunno why she cover my face sial.....Dunno who...... this very badly taken photo....WITHOUT LAO NIANG!Now only half of Yan......I was getting very high though.......I was not really drunk.....Dunno got drink alot or not but got drink alot of kinds..... My eyelash dropping also I dunno......pui...I dun remember taking this photo....The girls love to dance!We had to eat some food because this 2 were very drunk........Thank god we got 3 sober out of 5....See........she just walk out and start to dance......without music hor....The 2 damn noisy......Sherry in charge of feeding them and I in charge to take them out for a walk......28 Jun 2008 SatAfter going to bed at 6.30am at Sherry's place, we woke up at 12pm to get prepare for Esther's ROM.They were together for many many years, finally tie the knot!The freelance models team....... Finally one down, many more to go.....I do hope everyone will find their true love someday and be very happy! Busy Me! Helloooooooooooooo!I am rushing out soon but thought I just say Good Morning!!!!I been quite busy this whole week also...Think I been meeting my gfs alot, we had alot of activities recently...And tonight we are going for movie!I cant really say much now (and I got so much to share) but I will upload the photos soon!Btw, anyone know which Sim Lim shop is reputable and good? My friend wants to get a HP Tablet Laptop but we are quite scared to anyhow walk into a shop wor...Got that kind of will-be-rip feeling leh...Thanks ah!Love,Poisonlady Bitchy Me Finally last day of the show but got to work tomorrow morning and sunday as well...Now so late I still blog for u......See I so nice....Lao Niang this week never sleep much, very tired hor, been working hard oki...Debts seems to be piling up, been going for retail therapy also (Miss Karen sell me clothes lor when working.....and I tot I got no time to go out....)Today I very bitchy mood leh....hahaha...keep bitching the girls....Find that the girls very wonderful, let me bitch and bitch....Anyway, photos lar or I bitch again.....Me! Day 1! Hair too long......dun dare to cut leh.....Was in the toilet before start work for Comasia.....Paiseh....Battery no batt.....Did a sony event for the night!Moulin Rouge! Find the costume very cute!Why I love to do this, I can play different roles!Gillian and me trying to pose differently.....not between us different hor, is different kind of pose....(see I told u i was damn bitchy liao)Day 2! Waiting for Judy!Start to Zi Lian......Love my lens! Got people come to my booth just to tell me my lens very pretty..... Hmmmmmm Judy leh?Dark eye rings.....Think eyebags coming out.....My side profile.......also niceMy dunno what profile....also nice lorWhatever profile....I think I look nice! HahahahaJudy still not here?Act Cute......Our booth!Me! My new heels btw!Gillian and Me! Thanks for the show dear!Aiyo......the light.....I actually like this white uniform!GillianImagine I stand like that whole day....Day 2 night, another event!See the girls all busy......I am done!While waiting for them....HmmmmmmWaiting......The girls! Yen, Gillian and Karen!Me and Yan.....Miss Audiocode! Hahaha!Waiting to board the ferry!Yen and Thea.....Imagine everyone staring at us.....Lovely Karen......Gillian....Miss NueraJust 6 of us.....imagine we like going very very far....only 2 hours nia....Was so tired......I really concussed with my mask on.....Bedsheet from Ikea in case u ask....Very cheap that time I bought but NOT comfortable leh....Day 3...Black liao.....Waiting for Judy again....She promise to buy cigarette for me if I pick her...hahaPolicewoman....with no baton, no cuffs, no gun.....so sad.....White nicer right.....Gillian.....Went for dinner after the job.....These 2 devils bringing me to somewhere damn scary....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I never love massage.....My feet so damn pain....I no choice liao....Pay the $25 ba....My first time.......This man here hor, damn bitchy.....But very funny though....He said never prepare red packet for me since I first time give my feet to him.....I damn scared........Gillian very happy lor....She loves massage....Judy also damn happy lor...She also love massage....I feel so............pain.......Bladder, Neck and not enough sleep he told me.....Gillian give me the support....hahaha so funny lor this photo!This man very stress to do Gillian feet....He was sweating like mad....Judy and Rachel who joined us for dinner at Sake!Lovely little girl!We both dying liao.....massage makes u tired is it?Tired and cannot think of making funny face leh...Fri night....I am at home!!!!!!!!!!People jio me go Velvet, Zouk, Phuture, Dragonfly, Lunar...Wa lao....I very long never go out on Fri liao cos I been working alot....Aiyo....this week I busy.... Next Week I make time.Friends, pls wait for me okiLove,PoisonladyP/s: Got more photos......No time upload, stay tuned Comasia..... Pls stay tune...Alot...Alot...Alot....Of photos...Day 1...Stand for 12 hours....with high heelsDay 2...Stand for 12 hours....with high heels and bootsDay 3...Stand for 9 hours...with high heels and high heels (changed 2 pairs)So.....I amvery...very...very...Tired...Promise to blog soon...Day 4 is the last day.....Love,Poisonladyp/s: Imagine I am dragging a chair with me whenever I go remove make up, bath.....need to sit sit sit... Blogging help me relax.... Not that I am damn free to blog everyday but I think blogging do help me relax abit...Suddenly the not-good-feeling rush over me....I guess when u try to be nice, kind, caring and good, people think likewise....Not that I will demand anything in return but I guess I do have some expectations...I expect people to understand me...I expect people to know the real reason behind is not for myself....I expect people to know what kind of person I really am....I expect people to know that I do care.....The funny thing is when u seems to know people for very long, it seems that they don't even know who you are.Just getting abit upset because I find that when u treat people nice, people just take you for granted and for those great pretenders out there, people just worship them.And never would I expect that as I am typing out this post.....The tears rolled down my face uncontrollably...I guess....It.......is.......Just....PMS....Love,Poisonlady $$$$$$$$$$$$$$ Wa lan noi.......I dropped my phone, hit the ground and now cannot switch on...Nah Bey!All the time I drop ok one leh, how come this time si liao??!!!My friend wanted to treat me to some nice food (I really look so hungry meh? Everyone seems to ask me out to eat....) but when he knows my phone died, he said can get me a "nice" phone instead......but dunno is it got food no phone or got phone no food......Nice?Hmmmm...I think anything "nice" should be something not too big and can endure Lao Niang to drop one and easy to use. (I am thinking of Ericssion K810i, good or not?)I can make things spoil easily.....dunno whyAnyway, been too busy to go shopping so I guess a new phone got to wait abit.My head only got one thing now.....$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$I think this mth is a good mth, client delayed my payment for 2 months already so I think it should come in soon.Will be rushing for shows and shows so I think I should be able to pay off the debts soon.I never owe more than 1 person money in my entire life and now I owe so many people.....Damn stress lor...Last time when I was in Pri School, my daddy never allows me to borrow anything or even lend people anything.I got listen to him lor.I never borrow anything and never even dare to borrow "rubber" from my classmates.....ButI do lend out alot of my "rubbers" out.....But at least.... I got listen to him on one thing...still not so bad horRemember next time tell ur kids one thing at a time hor.....Dun say 2 together....Love,Poisonlady Single Girls Night Out! It was unplanned and planned...Planned because we were going down for a briefing for a show coming up next week, client specially came down to tell us that the job we will be doing got high position guests and also warn us not to be late because we are going out on a trip without passport.....Unplanned because I didnt realise that my gfs are single now also wor.....Sherry and Gillian!Yen Yen who complained she got no make-up and Judy who just got bk from Bali!Me and Siao Char Boh....Gillian who looked damn tired because she just came back from Batam and Me!Gosh....I think she really didnt sleep much......This lady also went batam but she looks good....so guess what happen in Batam?Lovely girl got a lovely tan, makes me wanna go tanning also!Went for Kopi instead of drinking now......er....the server did a bad job of taking the pic...I need to position the camera for him lor....It really feels good to have gfs for support and we will talk and share and listen to each other.Sun is another day where most of us will meet up for an official gathering and I just cant wait to see them again!I am going to be soooooo busy!June is a good mth!Love,Poisonlady Sisters! Life is getting very meaningful now, realize there are so many things to do!Alot of people are concern about me, but I am really really really alright.I am rational enough to know what I want and I know what I need to look forward to.I spent alot of times writing, thinking and reading acquiring new knowledge, using my brain more now instead of my heart.I am going to get my goal real soon, some of my friends find I am weird to have a goal like this because I seriously don't look like a kind-hearted person and I am not going to tell u in case some nut case appear to write stupid comments.I will always get what I want and I believe in myself in getting what I want!Cheers!Didnt know sometimes stomp got my photos....went up to steal them! Jeannie, Gillian and Me!I actually find this guy damn cute! Was actually planning to steal his poster. I dunno him at all though and I never even see him in real.Bernice also find him cute, haha!There was one fine weekday where we had a sister day out! Shopping and eating!I will always be the driver unless daddy is around.Forever.....checking the mirror... I not vain hor... I AM SIBEI VAIN!Been wanting to try this restaurant since my friend bought me to eat and I love it!Their famous bbq grill!I had a wafu beef burger!2nd Sis got a teriyaki set!Youngest sis had Katsu set!We went shopping and think we walk alot sial but I love spending time with them though sometimes I am very busy but mostly if they jio, I will try my best to make it.2nd sis burn a big hole in her pocket and my pocket because she had been clearing my credit card bills but I promise I will return to her soon!Sibei heng to have her when I am a very poor person now.Going to do alot alot of shows this month, thanks god!Love,Poisonlady Japanese And American Food... I got a freaking long day today, in fact the whole week...I am going to sleep anytime but I got to prepare alot of things.My very happy client who gave me another 2 new contract for Part Time Housekeeper, so I got to prepare and send it out by Mon.Tomorrow meeting my ex-colleague for lunch, havent seen her for so many years!After that got our monthly Pitstop Meeting.Today was an "Angry" day which my friend said it is actually called "Road Rage".Alot of jams today lor....Met up my friend for lunch at Great World City. Saw this nice Ramen restaurant and decided to just head in cos we were both starving....Not bad actually and he said is cheap, he never even tried Ramen before.....I was suppose to attend a wedding dinner in the evening. My best friend's brother got married. The wedding held at Orchard there. Meritus Mandarin.Damn angry, the road towards orchard jam like 45mins? Nah Bey, I so angry already never mind, after when we reach there.Went to Cineleisure but parking full!Went to Meritus Mandarin but parking also full!Asked us to go for Valet, Valet also full!!!I was so angry that I dropped off my mummy and best friend, I told them I want to go home.They got out of the car immediately and quietly sensing that it was the best thing to do, I guess. I was in a foul mood.I didnt manage to went home cos I was too freaking hungry.Tried calling my friends who were nearby town to meet them for dinner then I can go back to pick up mummy.Finally found LaLa (Cannot disclose his identity or he will kill me) who was going home to the East.He said if I need someone to talk cock, sing song then I go find him.At Kallang Macdonald's....So....He went to buy 2 Double Cheeseburger Meals from Macdonald's and we ended up parking our cars behind the dark dark ulu ulu carpark and start to enjoy the wonderful American Food.Whenever take his photo must cover face one, havent seen him for damn long but really thanks for the nice American dinner. HahahahaHow come my face so skinny sial.....Anyway, enjoy ur weekend!Love,PoisonladyIn case u cannot see from the sidebar, my email isverypoisonouslady@hotmail.com Mixed Feelings I lazy to upload photos sial...I left the camera with my best friend and forgot to bring it home.Anyway, still got take some photos when me and gfs met for dinner last 2 days.I wont comment much about how I feel now because I myself also not very sure but at least things are looking better.I have found the strength to plan my career and planning how I can succeed better.Boxing event girls,if you are reading my blog, I am very sorry about the late payment, client side had been delayed and my phone got spoil also so cannot get in touch with u now. Promise to do it asap.Havent been sleeping much, got to find the dough now!Work Work Work!Love,Poisonaldy My time spent.... Hi Hi,Thanks for being so sweet, I really dunno how to express my grattitude cos I cannot think of any words that could describe how i feel.It's have not been easy of course.... I have a lot of support from friends who had been keeping me busy.But I took this time out to think, forgive, learn and I think I mature again once more.Thanks to other readers who actually emailed me and share about what you had been through or some was even going through the break-up now. And though you do not know really who I am and I cannot help you much but i thank you for sharing your personal stuff with me.I am planning to take up more hobbies now, I have friends who are planning to take me rollerblading, dancing, tennis and I am very happy.I didnt have a chance to do what I always wanted to do, what I always wanted to learn because I was too committed to my lovelife.I think it is time I should be committed to myself, to my life, to what I enjoy.Photos! Did a Martell Event!24 girls involved!My god....long time never do show. The feeling quite good actually!Girls were all busy preparingGillian and Me!Bernice and me!Quick Quick, a surprise again!Guess whose birthday this time?Cannot disclose a woman age so 1 is enough.....Except for Stella who is not feeling well, all of us contribute to the cake! Me, Gillian, Rachel, Kat, Karen and Destiny!Birthday girl! Pam!She was shocked cos 23 of us sing her a birthday song!All Changed....redI do like red but the dress is tooooo long for me....Gorgeous Karen..... I am going to join her "singles Club" now...Me.....I was damn tired.....I didnt sleep for one day......and i met a friend for lunch at Amoy Street. Quite Ulu Jap restaurant but the service damn good! My fav! Chicken Balls and Pork with apargus!My friend had a Tuna dunno what set lunch.....I manage to pinch his food and it looks and taste like meat though....I had Pork Katsu! Yummy!Love,Poisonlady!p/s: I am training my cleaners now at my house and imagine they did a better job then mummy who cleaned my hse for 20 odd years.....*bad daughter* I will learn to love myself now Well, first of all....Happy Birthday to Youngest Sister! Annie Melody Lim!Her birthday was yesterday and she is 1 yr older now!Beloved cute sister is always the one that seems so young yet sometimes more mature than us.And how she turn into a fine young pretty lady now! I wish her pass her exam fast and go out and enjoy herself soon cos she been at home everyday studying!Secondly...Me and Mr Ng are not together anymore.Everyone was asking why I shut down my blog and I can only apologize.I was hit hard....I think the worst thing that can happen is that suddenly some major things in your life just disappeared....While my career life is going through a downslope, I thought that my love life can gave me the support and the strength to help me up.And maybe we were just not meant to be.....It is so strange that two person who seems so in love can turn into strangers overnight.....The reason for this post is to remind myself. To remind myself that I am lucky, the other 2 major things of life had pulled me up.1. My family.Younger Sis was the one who heard about the news first. She had been listening to me patiently, chatting with me during the period where I was just not myself. Though she do not understand how to help me but she had been very sweet and understanding. Keeping me company during the difficult period.Youngest Sis had never comment anything but she will help me run some errands because I had been at home without going out much and just seeing her ever-bubbly character, I felt better.Mummy had been upset as well but I guess that she just want me to be happy.2. My FriendsThanks and sorry to make you worried. I really thank them for being in my life, though I didnt really explained much, they were ever willing to open their doors for me. To just lend the listening ears that I need, to provide support for me. To be there for me if I needed them.I had been worried about posting the news....I had been scared to tell the people who had been asking....But I had been running away from this issue for very long and shutting myself out, I think it is time I just let it go.I had been deceiving myself thinking that nothing had happened, he was going oversea, I will forget everything, it was just a nightmare......But deep inside, I knew.No matter what I do, no matter how I changed, no matter how nice I will be, no matter what crazy things I did, no matter how much I will think of him, no matter how long we had been together, no matter what he thinks, no matter how happy I try, no matter how sad i am, no matter how hard i try, no matter how much i care, no matter how understanding i am....I guess it just doesnt matter anymore.Because I am facing the fact now.And the only thing I need to do now is to learn to love myself all over again now.Love,Poisonlady Oosh! Always been wanting to go Oosh at Dempsey to try their foodFinally got a chance!Dressing up!Waiting downstair.....I ilove my coloured lens loads! I going to buy the green one soon!It was a huge place!Nice and cosy...but abit warm though...The menu....We ordered a Shabu Pork Salad....not too bad though but potion small....My fav mushroom soup!I had rack of lamb...lovely!Damn....think i didnt eat enough...Busy talking......my stomach is complaining now...Love,Poisonlady Photos.... I was trying to find a folder of photos that I hide it somewhere in my desktop but I think is so well hidden that I forgot where I saved it lor....Anyway, I browse through all the photos since 2003 and I realise when I was younger really "gong gong zi teh sai"How time flies....I was younger then.....Nah BeyOh and I realise I got alot of friends sial....I took photos with so many people lor!So funny when i go through all the photos....There were devils bar times when all the bitches and the guys were all so close and happy....There were the gathering times when all of us will pose stupidly and do crazy stuffs....There were times when I tasted so much nice food and went to many places...There were times when I used to do so many shows with the girls......All the happy memories...... It was really great to see the photos again and thinking back of the past againAs we grew older, alot of things changed and piorities are set differentlyI guess this is life ba....But Memories are something no one can take away from you......And I am so glad to browse through all the past photos....It was really.....Heartwarming.....And I just cant help smiling to myself......I am going to make a promise to take more photos now!I had been so lazy to take pictures and I think I should capture more of the lovely moments...Maybe if u are bored cos I never blog, go through my past post, I was funnier then.Ha HaLove,Poisonlady Blur Old Me.... Log on to MSN just now to talk to a friend....Somebody suddenly msned me also...It was a guy whom I met long long long time ago doing a photoshoot...I really cannot remember whenWe both chat about that time we met and we actually went on a date and we even kissed lor.....Anyway we were also wondering how come we never end up together but really cannot rememberThen my worst fear came....XXX: "U know my name?Apple: "?"Apple: "Erm....."Apple: i was just telling my friend,....Apple: "Die, i forgot a guy's name whom i kissed before"Apple: "Wait....I must think hor"XXX: OMG!XXX: "BO XIM"Then we chat chat and....XXX How come u never contact me, u still remember me meh?Apple: Of course lar!Apple I still remember we went to Thai Express to eatApple Btw......Apple I been wanting to tell you something for very very long leXXX ?Apple I Hate Thai ExpressXXX: Chey....I tot u want to tell me something romantic.....Anyway, I havent been feeling well recently leh.....I think I lost 2kg sial....Aiya, so late liao...... I got to go....Love,Poisonlady Chocolate! Just went to watch the movie "Chocolate", never really expect to watch this movie cos I will always prefer comedyBut it was really good!!!!I was stunned by the moves and it was a really good movie!The crews all very poor thing, quite badly hurt for this movie so I hope more people will watch it k!Btw, in front was a bit draggy........just to warn you firstLove,Poisonlady!P/s: My new coloured lens nice right! Photos! Photos Time!Did a private function at Cafe Del Mar. Bikini Girls!Huiqi brought baby Lucas to my house, sooooo cute!He is really very cute! More photos at her blog! 4 months old!Instead of any fancy toys, Huiqi and her hubby train baby to play with this.......lucky my house got alot for him to play....Finally my yearly boxing event!The girls! 2 missing cs they were to the toilet.....Thanks for the hard work!The ring....Esther helping me to coordinate them!Went out for lunch......Aiyo...how come my hair so messy?Me!Again!Bought a new pair of shoes! I think to date i have about 70 pairs?Family gathering at Grandmum place for Mother's Day! My neice! Going around taking picturesThat's my cousin.....Single but she like tall guys......My uncle......Clyde's dadThat cousin (above) dadThat's my niece maid.....That cousin again......I think this is another family maid......Hmmmmm what are they busy with?My sis and her bf.....getting married soon......i think sooner than me.....me!That's my nephew, that neice brother....so young know how to use camera lor.....That cousin and my youngest sis!My daddy!Love,Poisonlady! Blog Shut Till Further Notice Blog will be shut down until further notice.ThanksPoisonlady Anyone knows? Sorry for not blogging, organizing for my show yesterday...Finally is over, promise will update the girls photo soon!Btw, anyone know where to buy something like this?I like this alot, bugis or far east got sell?Anyone see pls tell me k!Mr Ng bringing me out for a date now...Enjoy ur weekend!Love,Poisonlady