I... feel so bad.. for neglecting any and everything else in this world for the past few days..I've been busy with alot of things...And a more packed schedule is coming up..26/8 : PTM , tuition27/8: PTM , briefing28,29,30,31 / 8 : Comex - full shift1/9 : Wedding dinner2/9 : PTM3/9 : PTMI think tts a grave in front of me waiting for mi to jump down.Result is coming out soon. And I'm feeling worried n scared. Lord.. pls let me pass everything!And I dunno why.. my mum is always the starter of all trouble. Think I have to be out of the house soon b4 my dad screw mi for wadever ridiculous things that comes from my mom.BYE. I think I'm really eating too much recently. NNnnoooo! I must cut down on ffooodddd! Must!Sudden call to go work tml. Sigh. And I duno y I still agreed to despite me feeling uber tired these days from the happenings. 9.30am to 9pm. Wish mi luck. I feel that I'm so gonna die. X.XRoar! Why do parents always think that they know everything when they actually don't?And communication is made worse when they keep thinking that they are right and refuse to listen to us.With the different mindset of the youngs n olds plus bad communication, life is made miserable in the family.The olds are obstinate and they didn't bother to do anything to make things right while the youngs failed to make things right despite their effort in trying to do so.The old does the speech w no action, the youngs does action w/o speechThe old thinks this young is useless but they didn't see what the young had actually done.Tt explains why the youngs try to stay away from home and that this young nv feels happy at home.I hate the olds. Esp the male. Meet Shawn Johnson. My fave Gymnast from USA. She rox! Her excellent performance earned her a Silver Medal. How cool. Nicole by OPI. I wan! I realli think I should to be a CC. Roar. MGM today after being MIA for months. It feels gd to be back to the place which I was once so familiar yet strange. School. I hadn't been back for months. Anyway.. Mgm todae was alil boring but later on pretty fun (contradicting i know). Dinner at Thomson Miss Clarity aftermath. Pretty fine. Jus tt felt rather irritated that I was left alone with the freshies to go on our own suddenly and none of us blardily know how to go. And the bus was jus in front of us. (Apparently those who know how to go nv step out. )Oh.. on the bus. Majority are our own people.. so its super noisy. We talked n laughed and tease. Fun la. The freshies are ffaarrrnnniiieee. Interesting people.And I didn't finish that plate of Fish n Chips. I dunno why. Theres alil coleslaw, fries, and a small serving of fish (which look so much like a chicken cutlet that even Audrey cant help but ask mi whether that realli is a fish). And I only manage to finish the coleslaw and half the cutlet-alike-fish. The rest was munched up by Liping n Hy.Still, I feel fat.Results out soon. I sincerely pray for passes for all subject PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. =/ And the blardy parcel which is suppose to reach me by todae didn't turn up. Instead, Singpost sent me a delivery notice and wans me to go collect myself. I hope its not heavvyyyyyyy.... =(( !@#$%^&*(I'm so so so upset for losing the precious bracelet!I'm gonna grieve over it for the next few days. Sigh. Insult.I feel so gross out and single. How amazing that is..to see someone who has had a feud with you all along and suddenly approach you for advise when that person wishes to do something similar like yours years later.And this is also when this quote comes to good use 'Be nice to others.. you'll never know when you'll need their help. 'YUCK! Thank god lifes been getting better.Danielle is back from the States with goodies for me! So happy. Didn't expect to receive so many things.. Didn't take pic of them as honey is holding on to the cam..I'm so gonna pack my wardrobe. Too many clothes and its getting messy.I so wana go to the States for shopping spreeeeeee! VS, Coach, DKNY..... The things there so dirt cheap as compared to Sg.Have to save at least an 8k by next year and hopefully can go together with Danielle!And the Olympic is so nice la.. I love the Gym, Swimming, Cycling .... Hungry...Any kind hearted soul can help me get Coach stuff from overseas pls pls pls pls...Reason 1) UrgentReason 2) Also UrgentReason 3) Still UrgentReason 4) they cost more in sg.. and 1 or 2 not seen here.. My life has taken a drastic fall with a loud 'Thump'. *Ouch*Lady luck please come my way..Happy me pls come back..Sad me pls go away quickly..Pretty pls..?On a happier note.. the months lost cool friend is back from the States. I miss school. for I dunno wad reason.. Esp after reading the blog of a fellow schmate..Tuesday dinner at NYNY was great. And I started to miss everyone 5 hours later when I went to work..Life has been pretty upsetting.. I think it is a slight down-slope point at this moment in life.. And I think I'm sinking in depression soon.. I seriously need to unwind..I'm thinking of going for a facial and keep-fit program.. but I dunno where should I go to..3 weeks to a wedding dinner.. And I duno wad to wear..Darn.. too many things floating in my mind... its breaking down.. And I think IMH is going to welcome me.. One of my greatest wish now is to move out of this unbearable house.Its not home to begin with.Screw it. New gadget added to my collection.Say hi to the camera of the Weedarby-s. =)So much to say but everything was lost while I do the updating.. I got a pair of Singfest tix worth $600 for 2 days.But I'm thinking of selling it. Any buyers?[Edited]Tix sold. An unexpected caller took up the offer and I'm surprised that she accepted the offer without any bargain.Power la Weedarby-s.I dunno whether to be happy or sad to the fact that its sold. Sigh. I heard thats it gonna be a rocking event. The colleagues are very nice people..And I see the sweeter side of guys-- a male colleague called up the travel agency to plan and book for an overseas trip for him n his wife.. a long and far travel I would say..-- another male colleague who uses his lunchtime to get a diamond ring for the wife..How nice..countdown: 2 more days to job end.. A blessing in disguise.I'm very very thankful and grateful to my 2 bosses..The bosses who feed me very well..- bring mi out for lunch knowing that I'm not familiar with the place..- call back to office to ensure that I've taken my lunch when they are outstation..- Call back to ask if I wanted to eat anything on their way back to office- keep offering mi tidbits..- Give mi a teabreak everyday and there'll be cookie n muffins.. yumm..Overfed in short.And theres always laughter and we get along very well.. always laughing and talking nonsense.. stress-free..If not.. I guess I'll be inside the office having a tongue lashing session if I'm under the other boss.. TGIF!!!!Relaxing friday at work.. *Grins* But the happy time is going to end soon.. Boss is coming back soon.. hurhur..Lets see.. I ... did alittle work.. played online games.. went downstairs.. bought lunch.. ate lunch.. now waiting for boss to be back.I hope for more days like this next week! Little work, no boss, no colleagues around.. more games.. more fun! YAY!Oh.. and I can meet honey soon.. double YAY! Friday friday friday!! I cant wait for tml evening to come.. !!On the other hand.. I dun look forward to tml's lunchtime. I dun wan lunch review.. stressful enough to cause indigestion much less say eat.Sigh. Next week please pass quickly!! Tuesday Tuesday Tuesday... I dun wan tuesday.. I wan Friday nite or Saturday.. =(Anyway.. 1 n 1/2 weeks to into my job and I naively tot that job will be ending in another 1 n 1/2 weeks more. I got called into big boss's office todae.. he insist on getting mi a cup of hot chocolate but that cup contained more than jus a drink.What can be more hateful than to find out that he had intended to transfer me back to his company and not end my 3 weeks there.And he seems all ready to take me over as he openly introduced mi to all his members with an open notice to take good care of me -.-" .. I feel uber awkward la.Theres gonna be alot of happenings in the coming 1 n 1/2 weeks. Sigh. With the amount of persuasion going on, life is gonna be stressful.Maybe I ought to be more firm.. Meet this sweetie that I've gotten over the weekend. Happy. Happy weekend with hunny! Finally he can book out on fri nite and we went PS. Sushi-ed, shopped. We were both enjoy-ed ourselves very much though destruction was huge. But how time flies.. hes going back in camp again tonite. I can't wait for next weekend to be here. I can't wait for his reservist to be over. I dun like days without him.. =( Now I can only console myself by bringing along the water bottle and wearing the bracelets that he had bought for mi everyday till next weekend.. Weekly review with big boss."" -- boss speech'-->' My speech'()' -- thoughts"Good news.. Pay increment of $1 from next week." ( Should I be happy or sad? )"No complains no comments?" --> No.."Irene n Dennis are very happy with your performance.." --> Er.. thankew =)"Let me see.. base on past experiences.. the reasons for your hardworking-ness (I understand you're holding a job at mediacorp too.) can only be 2... 1) You need money.. 2) You need experience.. I guess.. its the first?" --> Haha nope! You're wrong.. I can be home slping instead of being here?"Oh.. so its the experience?" --> Sorta."Similar to those kind who doesn't wan to take money from their parents huh.." --> =)Whats wrong with being hardworking? My boss thinks I'm in need of money..Think I gotta slack more @ work. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHWad an insult. -.-" I love hate the job. Love is because some of the colleagues are funny and frenly.. Hate because its very the da cai xiao yong. All I do is scan the documents.. arrange them into folders.. tear away unwanted documents.. sibei no brain job la! Freaking tedious and boring. And theres tonssss of document to scan and clear before they move! So sickening la.. I can be working non stop from the moment I step in till I step out. Tedious pile of shit. And Wth.. they jolly well wan save money and not employ another temp staff. Its not like they are paying me alot lor.. and it doesn't kill to employ another one since theres super lots of things to do! Thank god its only 3 weeks but I'm already dreading the work loads. sucks.Screwed job. The man will be away for 2 weeks.No one to irritate anymoreNo afterwork meetupNo smsesNo lunchtime callsNo more funny jokesNo nite talksNo shopping bbNo lifeSadPeople.. PLS DATE ME! Hello baby! Why didnt u come in a slightly longer width than the smaller one but shorter than the bigger one? But still.. I find you too nice too resist. Mmwaahh! I think I realli have to admit that I'm a direction-blur person.My interview today is...Sibei malu. And I didn't pin any hope on the interview on getting the job. I expected the rejection due to my CNA commitment. But still.. I went to the interview to get the 'feel'.The cab uncle sent me to the venue building todae and I had to realise that building's presence after asking him. I totally dunno the place at all! I have to admit that I've nv been there la. I had a hard time finding the lift but I succeeded eventually. I step out of the lift feeling -.-" as I'm led to this soooooo long stretch of corridor with manyyy doors and EVERY door looks ALIKE. I dunno which one to go tot I'm given the door number cause the numbers can occur on more than one door! Luckily, theres this nice guy who called mi to check for my attendance initiated to fetch me from the door. But still.. I was caught waiting at the wrong door for him. -.-" .And I didn't know the person who interviewed me is the Financial Associate Director. I hadn't been to interviews for super long and that I've lost all skills. I tried recalling the techniques to good interviews and tried my best not to let unglam things from happening. But still.. some questions that he asked really got me stunned ("I see that abt 70% of your resume is made up of sales.. so why did you choose this admin job?") and I went blurr and said: "huh? why cannot? " . And theres 3 singlish words also. I wana laugh at myself on the spot k! Anyway after all those craps.. surprisingly, he looked and expressed his satisfaction in this soon-to-be employee. *grins*And thus I'm starting work on monday.. for 3-4 weeks I suppose. I'll be at Tanjong Pagar.I think I'll jus try my best. I dun think I wan the internship offer there. sigh. Hope everything goes well, smooth and happily. =) Jus read the blog of a girl whos boyfren was the army guy who passed away during his training ard 2 weeks back. Its so saddening.. very heart-wrenching.. sobIt reminded mi that hunny is going to a 12 days reservist next week!It suddenly set me feeling so scared. U know u know.. scared..Gonna call him later..K k.. gonna slp soon.. I shall try not to let my mind run wild..