Protected: des culpa This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: shoes. i have not bought shoes for months. (if you do not count the shoes i bought yesterday because my feet were hurting) i keep seeing pretty heels and i cannot buy them because the place i am going = damn hilly. don’t know if it is a blessing/curse that i only recently started appreciating other colours than black and also started to like shopping (horrors of horrors!). one super huge shop of desire is the new C&K shop at citylink. I KNOW! C&K! i’ve not bought anything from that shop, except for one pair of slippers when i was in polytechnic. I don’t know! I didn’t like the fact that you can see people wearing them EVERYWHERE, and also i felt that the worksmanship isn’t very good. (when it comes to shoes, i do not compromise on quality because a good pair of shoes can bring you a long way.) but now they seem to have improved by leaps and bounds! and i am less able to spot shoes on people’s feet that are distinctly from c&k (though it might be because i seldom go into C&K shops). nice bags, sunglasses and all too! resisting the temptation to step in! —- i need a hug. choice phrases of the week coughs 1: life is short, fuck fast. coughs 2: now i know how long you last. - coughs 1: did i do anything stupid last night??? coughs 2: i think we were the stupid ones last night.. - coughs: i want to puke.*pukes* - coughs: is this the 5 bottle per night drink?? - coughs: i think to get to my point of sex does not equate to love nirvana, you’ve got to get hurt that many times. and i think i’ve passed the quota. - coughs: you’re addictive - coughs: i like to see you smile. it makes me happy. - coughs: i can’t believe we drank 3 nights this week. - coughs: you not fun wan. coughs: where got!!! - coughs: i am a lost cause. - and cakie rolls away on her bed. :) :) :) :) :)   when i see you smile. runnerway Call you up in the middle of the night Like a firefly without a light You were there like a slow torch burning I was a key that could use a little turning So tired that I couldn’t even sleep So many secrets I couldn’t keep Promised myself I wouldn’t weep One more promise I couldn’t keep It seems no one can help me now I’m in too deep There’s no way out This time I have really led myself astray Runaway train never going back Wrong way on a one way track Seems like I should be getting somewhere Somehow I’m neither here nor there Can you help me remember how to smile Make it somehow all seem worthwhile How on earth did I get so jaded Life’s mystery seems so faded I can go where no one else can go I know what no one else knows Here I am just drownin’ in the rain With a ticket for a runaway train Everything is cut and dry Day and night, earth and sky Somehow I just don’t believe it Bought a ticket for a runaway train Like a madman laughin’ at the rain Little out of touch, little insane Just easier than dealing with the pain Runaway train never comin’ back Runaway train tearin’ up the track Runaway train burnin’ in my veins Runaway but it always seems the same oh it’s what you do to me Thank you. Tue, 12 Aug 2008 11:35:22 +0000 so i’m sitting here in the office, waiting for god knows what. i can’t be arsed to go home, i can’t be arsed to stay, but since staying would require less energy, that i will. just feeling all the emotions i haven’t been feeling at everything that’s happening around me, but ought to be. anger. frustration. sadness. feel like my head is exploding, don’t need this now, didn’t need this then. is what i am doing right, am i living the right way, am i doing the correct things. what the fuck am i doing? i just want to cry. Protected: don’t ask for password. This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: use what to lick? 08:14:33 * THB drool over cakie 12/08/2008 08:15:55 * cakie starts to disintegrate 12/08/2008 08:16:13 * cakie is being digested by THB’s enzymes. 12/08/2008 08:16:44 * THB lick her lips 12/08/2008 08:16:54 * THB gobble up cakie!!!!! 12/08/2008 08:17:05 * Dua Pai Lang lick THB’s lips 12/08/2008 08:19:35 * 1121 quit 12/08/2008 08:21:39 ‹THB› eeeee 12/08/2008 08:21:42 ‹THB› dpl u sick 12/08/2008 08:21:48 ‹THB› how can u pass ur germs to me 12/08/2008 08:21:57 ‹THB› inconsiderate 12/08/2008 08:26:33 ‹Dua Pai Lang› who says im using my tongue? 12/08/2008 08:28:13 ‹THB› lick then u use wat lick? 12/08/2008 08:28:17 ‹THB› ur ass ah????!!! WAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA Protected: alcohol = veritaserum This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: 找不回来的幸福 小寒老师写的词，Jim老师写的曲。感人肺腑， 我很荣幸能称他们为老师。。。 我的爱 明明还在 转身了才明白 该把幸福找回来 而不是各自缅怀 我会在沿海地带 等着潮汐更改送你回来 你走路姿态微笑的神态 潜意识曾错过的 真爱 一转眼，已经一年了。 今天很想你。 你。还好吗？你们的问题，你们的懊恼。解决了吗？ 我们当初做的选择是对的吗？ 做出对的选择，有让我们快乐一点吗？ 他们说，一生只能有一次真爱。 我们是佛太在乎人家的眼光，害怕人言，不敢坚持，就这样，放弃我们一生中那一次为爱勇敢，为爱固执的机会。 眼泪似乎是一种肯定。它不由自主把脸颊弄湿了。 现在只能靠自己察干。 我是一个不快乐的好人。 cakie is just being pmsy. :D Protected: 我的妈 This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: da cake is sick nahbeh!!! SICK AGAIN!!! FEVER AND SORE THROAT! SOMEONE UP THERE HATES ME !!!!! !#$!#$!@#!@%$#^@$%!@#$ Dear Someone Up There, u buay song me issit. tell me what i did? i will rectify it or we settle in the toilet. stop sending viruses after me prease. do you know it is not cheap going to the doctor’s in singapore? you don’t know right? you don’t know RIGHT? HAR! YOU SIT UP THERE HEALTHILY, ON FLUFFY CLOUDS AND PLAY CATCHING WITH CHIOBU ANGELS RIGHT? on days when it is damn fucking quiet, I CAN HEAR YOU GOING 你抓不到我！你抓不到我！ don’t think i donno okay. i know you created my chemical romance so we cannot hear the going ons upstairs. BUT WE KNOW. We *points at own eyeballs* Are Watching You. Scared now aren’t you. Now you know how it is like to have people watching you. I see you checking the money plant next to you for cctv. HAH! NOW YOU REGRET CREATING US HUMANS DON’T YOU! YOU YOU YOU OMNIPOTENT… THING!! Why you say you said that you dowan turgwa when you never say you dowan turgwa?!?! *smacks turgwa on the table* You need to exprain! WHY YOU NEVER SAY YOU DOWAN TURGWA BUT YOU SAID YOU SAID THAT YOU DOWAN TURGWA? Tell me about turgwa. Why did you create turgwa. How can you create turgwa. Obviously you have never eaten turgwa. What you say? You didn’t expect us to eat the turgwa?! You are asking for a turgwa slap I TELL YOU. LET ME TELL YOU THIS: At this rate I am falling sick, due to *throws dirty look* the viruses you created, I WILL BE GOING TO WHERE YOU ARE SOON. What? You won’t let me in? HA! I will plastic-surgerize myself into Dawn Yxang and lanhong your doorbastards. I WILL GET TO WHERE YOU ARE. And I WILL STAB YOU WITH MY ORANGE POINTED COMB. Since you will never die or fall sick, lets be friends after that. Teehee. We go lim jiu. Okay? I chia you. Love, cakie p.s. i kidding only hor. i ish sick. forgib me okie? next time i let you kaopeh me! oscar award losing performance. you know, one thing that turns me off are people who attempt to manipulate bystanders to get their message across to someone else. you can share your problems with me, i can lend you a listening ear and shoulder for you to cry on, even if I hate you, because if someone I hate needs to share their problems with me, boy they must have screwed up real bad. but when i realize that all you are doing is putting up an act (i thought i was the only cynical one, but apparently not), and relying on your impression of me as a baotohkia (which I am not… the thing I mentioned was not a secret, and should not be a secret, unless you have a guilty conscience) so I would tell some people some things… That’s fucked up and damn stupid. So yes, I will NOT mention what happened, what was said etc. I also think you have done enough to someone I care about. Because that would be playing right into your slimy hands. Don’t you see, don’t you see, that the charade is over? And all the “Best Deceptions” and “Clever Cover Story” awards go to you. ps. if you think you’re guilty of the crimes i’ve mentioned about, then i’m talking about you lor. outlawing last night was crazy cool. Food was great, company was fantastic and conversation priceless. sorry i got emo towards the end, must be the pms and certain events going on nowadays. Thanks to Joyce and Alex who organized this! Thanks to CS for bringing me along! Thanks to everyone for being great fun! Thanks to all who gave me advice wrt school/life/sex(LOL)/etc Thanks to drS for putting the cake in mordor! Was pretty shy at first (don’t puke), but alcohol always helps. i’m am so kanina tired now. work tmr. BAH! [EDIT] SOWWEEE I MISSED ALOE MY FAVE HAWTTIE DANCING QUEEN OUT!!! Thanks for listening to my cockshit, tolerating my nonsense and basically being there. lub eu. da mostest mostest liao. *hugs hugs hugs* next time let you grab my neh neh okay? Protected: for get This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: lphnt This has got to die This has got to stop This has got to lie down Someone else on top You can keep me pinned It’s easier to tease But you can’t paint an elephant Quite as good as she GOING NUTS Things To Do: 1. check my visa 2. email accommodation services and ask them WHY THE BLARDY HELL IS MY CONTRACT 41 WEEKS ONLY. where do in stay for the hols?  PITCH TENT? 3. i only get my keys on the 21/9. orientation starts on 15/9. PITCH TENT? 4. go for briefing this sat. 1 - 4. 5. go to the dentist again on 16 Aug. 6. call for appt for pedicure TONIGHT? 7. go for company event tmr. 8. need to do my brows TONIGHT? 9. go for zouk tomorrow? 10. go roomful tonight?! 11. buy slippers? ARGHGHGHGHGHGHHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHHGHGHG JIN STRESSED counting my blessings because i’ve been whining so much. ( just a little bit more : I burned my hand on a plate today and there’s a scar. and my earphone, one side of it anyway, is spoilt ) my family is healthy and well my mum loves me she cooked chicken soup for me and got my dad to bring durians home. (though i highly suspect it is because she wants to dissuade me from dying my hair red. she thinks that dying my hair red = not serious about studying. -_-” jin old school.) i had a long bath. and moisturized myself with err moisturizer given by someone speciallll. *sniff sniff* i smell goodddd. i got my accommodation information and I HAS GOT ROOM WITH TOILET!! YES! YES! YES! YES! It is a bit far from school (20 mins walk?) but oh well, that’s where all the freshies are put. everyday my mother cooks food/cuts fruits for me to bring to work, because i don’t like to go out of office (most of the time). It is so crowded outside and my office has nice pantry! every morning, my mother wakes me up and asks me what i want to drink and prepares breakfast for me. i’ve got someone who indulges in me once in a while. *muacks* i’ve got fantastic friends who lub me deep deep. my visa is done (though i realized it so damn late) i’m quitting my job tmr. my boss does not appear to hate me. i find my own jokes funny. i got 3 books at very cheap prices at the flea market where shelly was selling stuff at (yes i am such nerd), a FUCKING BEAUTIFUL and RELATIVELY CHEAP bracelet from the aforementioned flea market, and 2 pairs sunglasses in Little India my laptop spoiled within the one year guarantee my camera was repaired free of charge! i managed to catch spongebob squarepants today! it was the episode where mrs puffs passed spongebob’s boating test and then felt damn guilty! i was telling the rest of the barflies the other day! i finally had botak jones. i had good pasta and pizza today. CS is back from Thailand safe and sound. i am too sleepy to think of anything more but i’m sure there’s more! i hope everyone around me will count their blessings and be happy like me! good night! icannotbreathe icannotbreathe my body is a vessel for my soul, my spirit my vessel is broken my soul, spirit worn. icannotbreathe choking spluttering gasping for air worries wound tight around my chest inhale! icannotbreathe was it something i did something i said why do you respond the way you do forget? icannotbreathe i need peace i need air i need to breathe. — yup as above, I have been unable to breathe. Been hyperventilating at random times. I’d be on my way somewhere, when suddenly, it hits me. It feels like my skull contracted, everything seems too damn bright, eyes water, head spins, I feel like taking off my bra, cos it suddenly seems too tight, I GASP literally for air, feel like I’m going to faint right there and then. My iPod is spoilt, my MacBook is spoilt, my camera is spoilt. Perhaps, as Ed says, cakie gonna spoil soon? Went to Shelly’s flea market today, and I rushed in and out of that place because I’d get attacks whenever it gets too crowded. Never had this until recently. — I don’t know what I said or did. I do not understand why you treat me like this. friends? hurt. falling i am afraid to close my eyes. how do i love again, how do i live again. how do i remove these paralysing fears of what’s to be, how do i stop listening to myself and let myself fall into your reassuring voice. you’d just have to trust me, you said, you’d just have to. i know i should i know i have to i know i need to be able to let down my shield of indifference, apathy is the bastion where i seek asylum. there is more i need and i am afraid u cannot provide. the silence is suffocating. blogging interrupted. if you’ve been following my plurks, you’d have realized that… the harddisk in my laptop died. yeah, so it’ll be harder for me to go online/blog/plurk at night… unless…   hmmm owell! bye for now! ahhh fuck am on mc now. feel damn sick phobia of going to work and sitting there nothing to do also SIGH unhappy nothing to do almost the whole day again. zzzzz. i will attempt to catch my boss alone tomorrow. really don’t feel like going to work because there’s nothing to do and i feel sick, yet at the same time if my boss sees that i have nothing to do, and i’m like surfing the net all day and I STILL TAKE MC?!?!?! sigh. i will do anything, ANYTHING for a good recommendation letter. (anything does not include eating a rabbit head. I will never eat a rabbit head unlike some sadistic lil’ snot. NEVERRRRRRRR) —- i kinda wanna do an industrial ear piercing. any experiences? I watched a video of it done. Seems painful, but the girl was saying it was nothing. She has a tongue piercing too though. —- So I went to see my schools webpage and started looking at intro week. Was thinking, OKAYYY I don’t wanna get drunk in front of my future schoolmates, and apparently every activity is alcoholic, unless otherwise stated. Saw this tab for Non-Alcoholic Events and I clicked on it. The webpage was blank. Something tells me… That I’m in the right school. —- DAMN FUCKING DAMNNNN I realised I might have to reach UK like before 15 of SEPTEMBER!! OMG OMGOMG PANIC PANIC. OK I AM HYPERVENTILATING NOW ORDER OF THINGS TO DO GET VISA GET AIR TICK FOR 14 SEPT ARRIVAL ARRANGE MEET AND GREET BY 31 AUGUST SIGN UP FOR ORIENTATION (which starts on 15 August) BY 29 AUGUST GET ACCOMMODATION DONE BEFORE THESE DATES! GO THERE AND MAKE FRIENDS depressed. i am depressed because i think i’ll have nothing to do again. i am not looking forward to work. i feel like crying. 5am whisper an alcohol-tinged deception into my willing ear, slip your hand on my waist surreptitiously. hold me closer, closer, closer, closer, closer. build me some rainbows set against a sleepy blue green sky and i’ll be yours for… how long?, totally entirely. where are the magic carpet rides; we dream together. then. when did the apt words take flight; our dreams are equally shattered. 白头发多多 Some of my current worries/thoughts/tasks to be done: 1. Lack of money. Yes, I am always worried about money not because I don’t have enough for basic necessities, but I keep worrying about that rainy day that I foresee will come sooner or later. Pardon if I don’t join you peeps for din dins and what nots. I NEEDZ TO SAVE. ijustboughtapairofcomefuckmeshoesfrompull&bearthatwerebeggingmetobuythem imeantheywereonsaleandtheywerereallysoprettyandtherewereonly2pairsleft andtheyhadmysize!uknowhowdifficultitistogetmysize itwasmeant,MEANTITELLYOU,meantforme andsoiboughtit. 2. I need to do my pedicure soon. I hate ragged toenails and I feel like the nail is growing in again. 3. Need to get a pair of converse shoes and a pair of sneakers for school 4. Need to get more clothes for school. 5. Need to figure out how many pairs of shoes I can bring. Currently, I am thinking 2 pairs of boots, 2 pairs of opentoe heels, 1 pair of closed toe, 2 pairs of converse shoes, 1 pair of sneakers, 1 pointed flats and 1 ballet flats.and that’s like… 10 pairs of shoes? er hehe err… 6. Need to figure out my winter clothing. 7. Waiting for my visa, IS IT EVER GONNA COME??? 8. Waiting for my accommodation information. WILL I HAVE NO PLACE TO STAY??? DO I HAVE TO LIVE ON THE STREETS? DO I HAVE TO SELL MATCHES?? WILL I DIE BY THE ROADSIDE IN THE BITTER COLD?? 9. Why am I so fat? 10. 10millionthingstobuy 11. Will i be able to afford one braun buffel wallet priced at 140? I will use it for 10 years… But i don’t know if now is the right time to get a 140 dollar wallet. 12. Need rice cooker and printer. Or should i go there and buy? 13. Need to meet Sue and ask her what i need, and if she will be flying down with me. And if she doesn’t WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!?!!??!?!?!? 14. Which farking reminds me, AIR TICKETS! can’t book them without first knowing my kanina visa is alright! Need to bank in a cheque. 15. I still want to enjoy my last days… but I keep worrying about money. *tears hair* 16. WHY DO I HAVE NOTHING TO DO AT WORK? AM I REDUNDANT? DO THEY NOT TRUST ME WITH ANYTHING? I AM ZOMGFUCKINGWTFBBQKNNBCCB DEPRESSED ABOUT WORK. (work) On my plate now, is only a report and a bible.For the report, I’m still fiddling around on Microsoft Access at home because my office comp has no MA and I do not want to ask for it until I’m sure it’ll work. My Dad helped me with it (and did most of it hur hur), because I was panicking. My bossie sent me to take up a course on Microsoft Projects and after attempting about 2 billion times to input the data in creative ways (because MP isn’t meant for datum that I was given), I started looking for other ways So now, the database in the Microsoft Access is done up and works great, but I can’t help but worry that if I use MA to collate the datum, what happens when I leave? That was after all the first meeting only and what if, just what if they have other information that I have to put in? I’d have to change the database, which would not be a huge problem, but I AM LEAVING. Will the next paralegal be able to use my database effectively? This is why I dare not ask for Microsoft Access yet. I thought of doing a simple word document, but wah lau. Seems very unimpressive lor! :/ I know the main objective of the report is not for me to impress, but still!! I was sent to use MICROSOFT PROJECT FOR FUCKS SAKE and I thought it wasn’t good enough, in some sense, and I USE MICROSOFT WORD??? For the bible, I AM WAITING ON DOCUMENTS THAT HAVE NOT BEEN EXECUTED YET AND I AM BLADDY CONFUSED AS TO WHAT’S GOING ON BECAUSE IT SEEMS LIKE NO ONE ELSE HAS A CLEAR IDEA OF WHAT IS GOING ON EITHER. Doing what I can, doing what I can… Just worried that I’ll omit documents and the person who informs me is TEH CLIENT. But well, in the meantime, all I can do is WAIT for documents. *twiddles thumbs* (/work) 17. Worried about scars on my arms and legs. I DO NOT NEED ANYMOREEEEEEE 18. PRAYING THAT MY CAMERA WILL WORK!!!! SOBSSSSS 19. Need to get a new pair of spectacles SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!! My current pair is sooooooooo scratched it looks damn gross because the black paint is like.. scratched off. 20. Need to buy black jeans. 2 pairs. The seams CAME APART. PLEASE REFER TO POINT 9. 21. OMG WHY IS HE WHINING AND WHINING AT ME? I HAVE NO TIME AND I HAVE ENOUGH SHIT TO DEAL WITH W/O YOUR WHINY PUNK ASS. Gosh, I really HATE men who WHINE AND COMPLAIN. BE A MAN. *gives two tight slaps* He only calls me when he needs me, so I stopped replying his smses or picking up his calls. NOW HE’S SAYING I DO IT? OMFUKINGGOD.LOOK AT MY UNCARING PIMPLED FACE AND CRY BITCH. I REALLY DO NOT GIVE A FUCK. PLEASE DO NOT THROW SISSY TANTRUMS AT ME THANK YOU. 22. WHY IS SHE WHINING AT ME EVERYTIME SHE SEES ME ONLINE? Seriously, this person does not ask about me, or if she does, somehow the conversation turns back to her and how her situation is more horrible than mine. THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN WHINING AND EMOING OKAY. And everysinglefuckingtime, she is whining about the BLARDY SAME THINGS. IT IS LIKE ME WHINING ABOUT BEING FAT. BUT I DON’T DO IT HALF AS OFTEN AND I DON’T WHINE SO LONGGGGGGGGGGGGG ABOUT IT. AND I DON’T MSN PEOPLE EVERYDAY TO SAY I AM FAT. I AM FAT. I AM FAT. I AM FAT. I AM GODAWFUL FAT. 23. I told mb, ba, jf, jacq, ed, cow, aloe during dinner that half my msn list is blocked and I don’t delete people just in case I need them. I REALISE I SOUND LIKE SOME EVIL MEAN SHIT WHO EXPLOITS PEOPLE. I WOULD JUST LIKE TO CLARIFY, I only block people who were acquaintances and I don’t delete because you’d never know when you need them, yes, but it’s not in an EXPLOITATIVE MANNER OKAY. More like need to contact about something??? I don’t know!! NEVER SAY NEVER BUT I REALLY THINK I WILL NEVER BE A FINANCIAL ADVISER. *coughs* But generally people I block are people who I know I won’t contact again la. I just can’t bring myself to delete. I just need more people on my msn list to satisfy my ego. ONLYYY KIDDINGGGG i really donno why i don’t delete people. :/ 24. I NEEDZ SUNGLASSES. Saw some pretty ones going for cheep cheep at wetseal but I was too late! OH WELL. NEED SLEEP GOOD NIGHT woooo wooo yeahhh yeahhhhhhh. Thank you, darling. Was quite an unexpected surprise. Hahahaha. *pinches Jay’s backside* Lub eu leep leep 是有用的咯！ 画里的含义是我门的秘密。 你跟人家说，我会扁你扁扁！ —- i feel da muacks* LOL, OKAY IF YOU ALL CAN FIND ME A NAKED HUNK (HUNK HOR. HUNK HOR! EMPHASIS ON HUNK HOR! STEVEN LIM ≠ HUNK HOR) for me to eat off I WILL GLADLY DO IT W/O LOOKING ANGRY! best flens. really. —- I AM COWBOY‘S HERO! I am looking for the wa bo zui song. That night was…. madness to say the least. I never intended for such consequences and I deeply regret what happened because what happened wasn’t pretty to say the least. That day, I was feeling like chinese rap. Ya know. C-rap. (jin lame i know. sorry. *gives self 2 tight slaps*) Felt like shit really. I felt like i was going back into depression. Thinking about too many things. Worrying. Just.. too many thoughts. Had to get out of my house. Met up with Xiao Yun, and had a very very long heart to heart with her. The Robin the Toyboy came over. As you all know, those two are famous for being emo and /ing their wrists. I am also a emo nemo lor. So can you imagine the atmosphere? LOL. We were that close to stabbing ourselves with the knifes provided at TCC. But we had a lot of laughter as well. We should do this again sometime! Then it was off to meet up with Rachel and Lenesse. Thanks to XY and R for waiting for those two late mates to turn up! *muacks* Went to Gotham with Rachel and Lenesse. Nothing much, so I went over to Zouk to meet up with Jade, Denise and Ber. Before meeting them I already had X number of drinks. X because I cannot remember exactly how many long islands and vodka sprite i had. I just wanted to feel.. high. Happy. And have a good night’s sleep because I knew I wouldn’t be able to have one that night. Forgetting that I was sick and did not have dinner, I ordered another X number of long island teas. I. Concussed. Don’t know how i got back to Jade’s place. Thanks to Denise Ber Jade Vicky ChaiMing! If not for them I might have been. I donno. murdered. Kidnapped. raped. Molested. Whatever. Very irresponsible of myself…….. Never ever in my clubbing life did I need someone to actually assist me back home. (Sometimes I just need the company, rather than not being physically capable of sending myself back…) I cannot let it happen again and I will not let it happen again. So now all four of us have concussed in Zouk at least once. HAHAHHAHAHAHA. —- I have a huge buahduku on my forehead and miscellaneous scratches and bruises all over my body. I destroyed my camera’s LCD screen. SEE? Consequences.. I cannot let it happen again and I will not let it happen again. —- i am very sad at work because i have nothing much to do and i keep surfing the net and i think my boss hates me because of that. depressing shiate. 今天我很累。 sorry to the KaoBoi for not being able to have din din with ya (no it is not because I was gonna get laid that i skipped!), and Jade, though i don’t think she reads my blog, for not going to your place. nights.