Sat, 06 Sep 2008 23:40:59 +0000 AQUARIUS MAN Hot-hearted man who likes to do thing his way. He can suddenly decide to do something without thinking of it’s outcome. He is the type of guy with an inside energizer, so if you fall in love with this type of guy be “patient”, even if you have to follow him a bit. His creative mind could create fantastic idea any time. If you do not understand or can not follow him, you won’t be with him for long. A man in this Zodiac will less likely to have a pale skin, and if he has a scar, it would be on his face or on his head. He moves very fast and very energetic, and he has a very self confident in himself. He is not the type to sit down and feel sorry or regret anything for long, especially with “Love”. He loves justice. He dares to show his opinion or even argue about certain subject even he knows it might bring him problems. A straight forward type of guy. He hardly lies except if he think it is necessary and he is not a good liar anyway. He will not lie to you about serious matter, but if he lie he will lie only a small little thing. He is gifted with the ability to be a very social person. He could talk even about subject that he has no knowledge of. He interests only at the present time and look at the world positively. Many times he feels hurt because of reality, but he will not run away and he will overcome that difficulty. Even he is a high and self confident type and center his own thought as a main focus, but at the same time he is a kind, cute and polite guy. He certainly is not a mean person. He likes to help people who are in troubles even he is not asked to. He is the type who feels sorry if you remember bad things he said to you that he had already forgotten,but you did not. Belief him that he is very sorry and give him another chance. Once he decides to do something, he will put all his mind and energy in it either in his “Work”, or “Love”. He is the type who gamble anything in the casino, so do not even take him there. He does not like pessimistic, low energy, and depress person, especially no brain. Strangely he like to overpowered this type of people to assure that he is more superior. He like to be the first person to do something. You can see sparkling in his eyes, once he meet a new target or new lover. Once he is in love, he will be sincere and true till his last breath. This minute he could be real sugar sweet, and later he could also be an icy cold, but do not blame him for that will only chase him away. He could really love someone, but not a heart broken type for he thinks love is “excitement” and “Love goes on”. If you date this kind of guy, do not or avoid showing your face to him with face pack, face mask, always be presentable, nice and cute. If he is quiet not because he is shy, but he is only quietly thinking. If you have a chance to ask his X-girlfriend, she will tell you that he is not a shy or quiet type. If he is really and truly in love with you, he will never lie to you at all. How do you know if he loves you, bet on your faith! Love him and treat him steadily and do not try to find anything to argue with him, he will be with you for sure. If you are his lover or girlfriend and need to tell him something, go and say it out loud and straight forward because he hate long boring story. He hate to play games, chasing for love or being chased, so let him call you first. He likes a confident woman who also a good follower. If he gets mad at you, let him be for only a short time he will be normal again. You have to like and be able to get along with his friends, but he does not have to do so with all your friends. Don’t ever think you could make him jealous by flirting with other man, he will just leave instead of making a scene because he is a confident man and has to be the first in everything. Thu, 31 Jul 2008 21:46:31 +0000 Just imagine that from the start human do not rule over the animals. Bird thinking of how to shit on human zebra cross on human crossing pig use human bank mouse use human Thu, 31 Jul 2008 21:38:49 +0000 Days after i ORDed really passes so fast. Soon it is going to be 3 months. It maybe be due to the irregular work time and the odd timing that i had for my classes. In some part of this period, i don’t really know the date, all i know was is there work today? or is there classes today? sound quite sad. In actually fact not really, as long as you know how to live along with it. I do enjoy myself too, meeting up with my friends, watch animes, listen to songs, do sports, and so on. i am still living with a smile. Now i really got a serious problem, during my army days, i could sleep properly in the night, well ever since i am done with army, i return to my sleepless night, and it become worst. Can someone tell me how can i change this habit??? hehe.. actually i do enjoy night as it is peaceful, you don’t see alot of people around, as if the living pace had gone down. The peaceful night is cooling too. As for my studies, my results from my last term was not good. I always blame this blame that, in actually fact the person to be blame was me. Even there is little time, time can always be arranged. The situation is like a table tennis player who hit the ball too hard and get it out of court then he would look at the bat to see if his bad got any problem. Well no matter how bad the condition the bat was, if the player put his heart and soul in, he will get it. This apply to everything. When i get back to studies, my heart was not there, i always thinks that when the time come problem will be solved, always leaving problem unsolved. This term i am sure to do something about it. In work, people like me, as i really can work. A few of my bosses have problem with their mouth. They always had never ending to say about everyone. Well no matter what still have to work, or else no money. I really hope to get a full time job soon. Thu, 10 Jul 2008 18:06:13 +0000 Golden Rule of Life to Success  A professor stood before his Philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous “yes.” The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed. “Now,” said the professor, as the laughter subsided, “I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. “The golf balls are the important things - your God, family, your children, your health, your friends, and your favorite passions - things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. “The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house, and your car. “The sand is everything else–the small stuff. “If you put the sand into the jar first,” he continued, “there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. “The same goes for life. “If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you. “Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. “Play with your children. “Take time to get medical checkups. “Take your partner out to dinner. “Play another 18. “There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. “Take care of the golf balls first, the things that really matter. “Set your priorities. “The rest is just sand.” One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. “I’m glad you asked. “It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there’s always room for a cup of coffee with a friend.” Sat, 05 Jul 2008 18:04:28 +0000 Fri, 16 May 2008 20:33:25 +0000 On the 17May08 at about 0400hrs, i witness the the big fire next to NTUC, which is very near my place. i guess someone had setup the fire. hmmm, i guess no one is hurt. Fri, 16 May 2008 11:24:52 +0000 on the 15Mayo8, it was a bad day. BAD DAY…. i have nothing no say… Wed, 14 May 2008 11:07:54 +0000                                             WOMEN Wed, 14 May 2008 11:04:31 +0000 Marksmanship Training Sun, 11 May 2008 07:43:11 +0000 i have a good news. i had officially ORDed. Yesh!!!! but but i have a bad news. exams is nearer. sad sad …. Sun, 13 Apr 2008 17:27:16 +0000 i am back, after so long, have not touch blog for such a long time. Partly is due to lazy, tired, busy and so and so. Well life have been very colorful. alot of things have happen, so many things to do, so little time i have. Sometimes, i just hope that the time in a day could be longer. Maybe it would be good if it will to be 36hrs. Don’t ask me why 36, i just feel that  is the  number. I have also been studying part-time now in UniSIM (Electronic Eng). It was always a problem for me to concentrate in class, i was always tired due to army. At the initial part i was suffer, then as time passes, it gets better, as i learn to manage my tiredness. Very soon on the 050508, i will be official ORDed from the army. My plan was to find a job which was related to my studies and study at the same time. I still don’t know how tough life will be in the near future, still looking forward to. People said after army, the guy will be transform to men, becoming a more muture person. I don’t know how much i have grown, but i know that i am. From this point onwards, i am telling myself that i need to become a successful person. I need to start pathing my routh. Talking with no action means nothing, so i need to work hard. ciaos Sun, 10 Feb 2008 18:45:14 +0000 This are some Baby care instructions Sun, 13 Jan 2008 18:46:02 +0000 last week was the darkest week of my life. for the whole of last week i am feeling so sick. i just hate this feeling. i think that week i was also very unlucky. on a normal duty, usually nothing will happen. when i was on duty, suddenly they say want to have a exercise to test the duty system. so sway. they had a black out drill. i have to call so many people and follow up the necessary actions. some more things like guard duty. i was not inform on one of the day we do have to conduct inspection for the personnel, then like that i kena. when i book out, i lost my hand phone. what is this. it is like a series of unfortunate event. the day before i am going for my school orientation i lost my phone. it was just like the time i went for poly orientation also. i did lost a hp the day before. well fated to lose a hp just before orientation . on the sunday, i went to play basketball. after a few game, i cannot take it already. i feel like fainting. maybe was because i just recovered.  i guess i got to rest more. Sun, 13 Jan 2008 16:33:46 +0000 WHAT IF WOMEN CONTROLLED THE WORLD Tue, 01 Jan 2008 18:03:43 +0000 ZODIAC 2008 鼠 Rat Born in: 1924 1936 1948 1960 1972 1984 1996 2008 Personality The Rat is charming and humourous, honest and meticulous. Although they can give good advice, they cannot necessarily decide for themselves. May be power hungry, petty or greedy, Bright, sociable and highly ambitious. A true opportunist to reach the target. Passionate and good to her lover. Yet likes to gamble and spend lavishly. The charm of the Rat personality is as universally known and loved as the Walt Disney character, Mickey Mouse. He could be forthright and honest but in such a disarming manner that you find yourself at a disadvantage. Remarkably easy to get along with, hard working and thrifty, he will be generous only to those he is inordinately fond of, so if you get an expensive gift from him, you should certainly rate yourself high in his esteem. However, in spite of his penny-pinching ways, he will never be found wanting for admirers as he emits such fantastic appeal. The Rat likes: bargains, Negotiation, Winning, Trust and Gambling. The Rat dislike: Boredom, Timetable, Poverty, Loneliness and Reprimands. Compatible Animals: Dragon, Monkey, Ox Incompatible Animals: Goat, Horse, Rabbit, Rooster Your Luck In Year 2008 Overall Forecast You have a lot of inauspicious stars in your life cycle this year, where you also happen to meet your own life year (conflicting with Tai Sui). You will encounter work obstructions. Fortunately, if you are composed and flexible to changes, be steady and keep a low profile, you might be able to quell the danger. Meantime, you have the protection of Jiang Xing star, which enables you to break through obstacles in most times. Career and fortune luck will see breakthrough, but be cautious of gossiping, which may affect love luck. From the career perspective, your career may meet turbulence, yet miracles will happen often. Good personal relationship with others will be a boost to career and entrepreneurship. This is a year of change, where change of jobs, position will be common. The matters of health are fine, but prevent catching a cold or overwork. Be careful of injuries and accidents, falls and injured limbs when at outdoors. Wealth luck is excellent but it is not suited for gambling, not even for high risk speculative activity. You should eradicate the spendthrift habit, and beware of wealth luck dissipating. Love is in the air and full of romance. But mean person is in the way, where the lovers are principally affect by the adverse effect of gossips and rumours. Career Even though Rat offends Tai Sui, the auspicious stars are present to provide you assistance to subdue dangers and misfortunes. Career luck is stable with some obstructions present, but you can breakthrough it. Find means to improve affiliation with others, avoid making enemies, or dealing with illegal business. Pay attention to your noble persons, as they are the tremendous drive in your career or entrepreneurship. Do not let the desire of achieving good results overwhelm your judgment. Be prudent and live by your words. Love Your romance luck for this year is quite steady, though the fear is that gossips can distress the love life. The married couples in particular, should acutely manage worrisome scandalous rumours; otherwise, the disharmony will fragment the family. Wealth Wealth luck is smooth sailing, and rational investment will reap fruits of labour. Do not get involved in risky, speculative and get rich-fast scheme. Be more prudent in money matters. Control your expenditures. You should not place hopes on windfall and gambling luck this period. Beware of your wealth luck draining away in the end of the year. Be vigilant when business socializing, and avoid scandalous affairs so as to avert lawsuits. Health Health is quite good but injuries are likely, so it is wise not to drink and drive. Avoid dark small lane at night to avert mugging and injuries. The elderly Rat should not climb high to reach for items. Take extra precaution when handling sharp objects. Thu, 27 Dec 2007 10:01:01 +0000 蒲 公 英 的 约 定 小 学 篱 芭 旁 的 蒲 公 英 是 记 忆 里 有 味 道 的 风 景 午 睡 操 场 传 来 蝉 的 声 音 多 少 年 後 也 还 是 很 好 听 将 愿 望 折 纸 飞 机 寄 成 信 因 为 我 们 等 不 到 那 流 星 认 真 投 决 定 命 运 的 硬 币 却 不 知 道 到 底 能 去 哪 里 一 起 长 大 的 约 定 那 样 清 晰 打 过 勾 的 我 相 信 说 好 要 一 起 旅 行 是 你 如 今 唯 一 坚 持 的 任 性 在 走 廊 上 罚 站 打 手 心 我 们 却 注 意 窗 边 的 蜻 蜓 我 去 到 哪 里 你 都 跟 很 紧 很 多 的 梦 在 等 待 着 进 行 一 起 长 大 的 约 定 那 样 清 晰 打 过 勾 的 我 相 信 说 好 要 一 起 旅 行 是 你 如 今 唯 一 坚 持 的 任 性 一 起 长 大 的 约 定 那 样 真 心 与 你 聊 不 完 的 曾 经 而 我 已 经 分 不 清 你 是 友 情 还 是 错 过 的 爱 情 Mon, 24 Dec 2007 05:21:07 +0000 On the 21th dec 2007, it was xian yang’s birthday. went to have steamboat in the evening. well this comes in different phase. as you can see, at different stages we always tries our best to do something different. well it turn out to be nice. we even produce our own float out of ice-cream and soft drinks. after that headed for fisherman for a drink. this is crazy, xian yang was driving after he drink. he kept telling me that it was okay. this is not the first time he was doing it. Presenting you ho yin and his 21 years old wine. Sat, 22 Dec 2007 05:27:50 +0000 Believing is what you need Thu, 20 Dec 2007 10:51:03 +0000 ACT ONE - An unexpected investigation This is Inspector Tou Fu hand(on the left). he was pondering about something cracking his tou fu head to picture something that he cannot picture in his mind. he reached at the crime scene. as he remains his coolness, as cool as tou fu, he then decide that this is not a easy case. one of the reason was because that his best partner, Sergent dao po(on the right) was away for a Christmas job in liang tou fu (cooling tou fu) shopping center. as he push forward into the crime scene, he flash his warrant pass to the people. the people was shock seeing it. some even had their jaw drop. well without much resistance he enter the room smoothly to investigate. it said: ” HotMale, Try it for free” Scene one Scoring the point of 8/10 for his beautiful post. there was no doubt that he was a professional poser. the effect of posing too long causes him not able to put down his arm. in that position he was taken down off guard. Scene two this place was heavily covered with mist. something strange about this. he was wrap in sleeping bag, acting like a mermaid. inspector tou fu hand personally only see before merlion, which was half lion, half fish. but this is the first time i saw a half fish, half monkey being. it was a brand new discovery. he called it the mermonkey. well being half fish, without much water, it could not stay long enough to survive. Final scene the unexpected scene, the conspiracy between this two was not as easy as we see. it was so deep that inspector tou fu hand could not understand how on earth did it happen and how. and one question, who was the guy on the left?????? it was still a mystery. well maybe on this earth only the horse got the answer. he will have to pin down the horse even he had horse power that runs a thousand mile per minute. finally time to knock off after a rough day. will he solve the case or will he become the next target. who knows. Wed, 19 Dec 2007 23:50:52 +0000 finally back in singapore. done with oversea training. days over in thailand was so busy. so much work to be done. now i am left with about 4.5 months of NS, very soon it will be done and over. sometimes i just wonder what is expected of me. i just don’t feel good enough. can i break my own limit. maybe being good or bad does not matter so much after all. everyday will still be the same. the sun still rise in the morning and set in the night. maybe at the end of the day it will still go back to square one. can someone keep doing well aimlessly? is that good? maybe yes or maybe not. i guess it depends. would anyone wants to do badly for anything? who would want to do that. maybe there is someone like this somewhere out there. what is more important? the choice or path? to follow your heart or your mind? how different is to think or to feel. is like: 1. i think i can do it. or 2. i feel that i can do it. is there any different?? well…. Sat, 17 Nov 2007 06:00:37 +0000 If Fire Were Water Sat, 03 Nov 2007 11:39:54 +0000 i am tired. i am bored. Sun, 14 Oct 2007 18:04:19 +0000 12 oct after booked out, went to city hall to meet up with chong, dap, hong, des, eugene, tui phin and ming li. well had dinner then planned to watch movie over there. but timing no good. headed back to tampines. watch a movie over there. the brave one. that movie was a bit long, talk a bit too much. but over all okay. 13 oct me wake up in the afternoon, saw meng sms saying to meet for dinner but ” he go fly kite” think for yourself, if you don’t understand. i went for a little run at the bedok reservoir. then headed back home got a call from kennedy. went to meet ken, kennedy, sheena and teo hwee at tampines star buck. had a little chat over there then planned to watch movie but no time slot. so went to meet ming at fisherman. had a little drink talk and talk and chill and chill. sheena so funny, scare of cats. and then over there so many cats. after the drink, walk out of there, headed to mac at down town for food. finish our food, time to go home. sheena and i actually plan to walk for awhile then hire a cab as we just finish eating, feeling like taking a scroll. well at the end we walk all the way. walk her to her home at tampines from pasir ris then from her house i walk home to bedok. still okay, not so tough after all. 14 oct went to orchard shop for a shirt. i actually never plan to do so. just so happen to see it. had dinner at far east. as usual chicken rice. well met up with ju ting, sheena, ken, kennedy. after 6 sheena left us for her friends. we walk here and there and then here and there. looking for ken’s shade , kennedy’s cap and ju ting anyting. lol. well till then we sat down at coffee bean to chill and rest. poor ken always get bully by ju ting. lol. after that went for a little more shopping then they took bus 5 home. i waited for sheena for awhile. met her and went home together. tomorrow going back to camp. how boring….. Sun, 07 Oct 2007 17:10:10 +0000 2 OCT-3 OCT collected my NO 1 uniform again. this time round i am going to wear it with my kahki beret. it looks so cool. heh.. well we took a mini- SAF bus to the LOG branch to collect.  the trip was super long. we took like an hour to reach the place. we sleep in the bus like no business. can say that my day was wasted to traveling. at night, went to play mahjong with saw, max and saw’s friend. played throughout the night till 6am. headed back to camp. actually i did’t want to sleep. but the time is still early to start work so i lie on my bed and then, soon i see stars…… ZZZzzzZzZ slept for 2 hrs plus then wake up continue working. 4 OCT had a branch cohesion at jan sen’s house. we organize BBQ. the food was nice especially the prawns. woow.. i just can’t stop eating the prawns. i think after eating that can laugh like a prawn more “hei hei hei”, opsss… had a relax time over there, slack and slack. till about 2300hrs plus, took han yang car’s home. 5 OCT today was on leave. morning suppose to meet kennedy to go SIM to settle some admin stuff at 1100hrs at bedok MRT. when he called that morning, i was still in bed sleeping. so he dedided to call my house, and my brother wake me up for his call. i thought he was there when he called, actually he was still at home. change time to 1200hrs. hearing that and see my bed, i lie on my bed and then ZzZzzzZZ. till he called again. i was not ready at all. well habit is a habit, not very easy to change. after we finish at SIM, went to cuppage to settle my new HP line and brought a new HP E86. actually wanted to get a non camera phone, but too tempted with that phone already. in the later part of the night went to jin xiang house for house warming. indeed the house was quite warm. really warm. heh.. lots of people came. had a little chat. when kyle came, he started saying hey commando(special force) and guards(elite force) not come together due to the best unit competition. then he pull jin xiang in also, saying armour also cannot come along with commando. he  also said that armour cannot  win best unit competition so they have best armour unit competition. basically, he just wants to say his unit is the best. okay just some army jokes and saying. after that, had nowhere to go, headed back home. 6 OCT went town meet kennedy and ian. slack for quite a while then headed to bugis to look for spect. had dinner over there, the yummy chicken rice. after dinner, link up with sheena, ken and wai ming. they were having sushi before that. due to kennedy had to play mid night soccer and ian had to pick up his girlfriend, the remaining four of us decided to go to the new party world at orchard. we enjoyed ourself, had fun, had photo taking and many stupid things going on. after which we went to hong kong cafe at white sand. had supper then headed home. 7 OCT poor me. without any sleep i went back to camp to be the duty officer for the day. luckily today nothing much to do. so can rest. can say today duty quite slack. Sun, 30 Sep 2007 18:49:14 +0000 23 SEP went out to accompany km. well went out to carry out some mission. *details were missing* after that, he went home as he need to prepare for sailing. so i went to accompany kennedy. well could not get other to join us. actually looking for something to eat for dinner, but could not find anything interesting. at the end ate dinner at long john in tm. back in camp later in the night to give conducting brief for live firing the next day. prep some stuff for tomorrow too. that night could not sleep. just don’t know why. i just feel bored. 24 SEP the day for live firing. for this event i am the chief safety. safety of all. well alot to do. must ensure this ensure that. due to lack of man power, we had to do more. i felt so piss off in the later part in the afternoon. when S2 reached, he ask me if i had ensure this ensure that, yes and it is done. then he ask me why the detailing for safety is not done for zeroing, i don’t know how to answer. S4 say zeroing can just push in, so don’t really need to plan. like that i kena. whatever i plan they always change last minute, then i had to replan. what’s worst, ask me to replan then don’t use, why waste my time. there is this time where S4 ask to to find this group of people, then i reported to him that one of them still in the range, then S3 say “how come you don’t know he is still inside, if he die inside how? ” i really feel so piss off. i just got the list from S4, and this task should be done by someone, it just happen that i just took over. i got so mad, then i went into range and just be safety out there. we shoot till very late then went back to camp. reached camp gone to my office, clear some of my mails and then fallen asleep on the sofa. 2 6SEP the live firing continue, today was a much better day. everything went smoothly the shooting ends at lunch time. headed back to camp and relax. night fall, went to meet up with my poly friends to celebrate full moon. well had a small gathering , just that it ended so soon. guess next time will have a better one. 27 SEP on duty for the whole day. the duty officer of the day. nothing much happen. 28SEP went to do a DB visiting. met one of the guy name farhan. heard his story, i felt that he was so poor thing. his last officer, i had no comment for him. i just feel like punching his officer. sorry for being so work up. but really he actually can don’t need to be in DB one. it is all because of his officer. 29SEP this is the day we started battalion planning. it never seem to end. so so long one. we can plan day and night, too much to plan le. plan till i fallen asleep during the planning. after today hit my bed as soon. 30SEP the planning continue. till evening then ends. meet up with kennedy, nazri, zaman, naz and his girl in orchard. slack at coffee bean. i seem so blur, maybe still feel very tired due to the planning. when i place order, i don’t even notice the person charge me double. when he sever then i knew it. after that, kennedy drive us home, i just fallen asleep in no time in his car till home. 31SEP slack at home watch the show it is high time to start planning my life le. Sun, 30 Sep 2007 12:10:26 +0000 this is something shared by friend, would like to share with you people.  ^_^ There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don’t see the one, which has been opened for us. Don’t go for looks; they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can’t go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. Sun, 16 Sep 2007 02:03:05 +0000 it has been a while since i last blog. too lazy to blog. zzzz… well did many many stuff this period. recently having lots of activities. on the 1 sep there is Army Open House. well the day before don’t know why also went drinking with friends. then cannot wake up on time. by the time i call my boss, it over. luckily my boss don’t really blame me for that. feel so bad. in the afternoon went for SIM open house learn about some of the courses over there. then that night, went to meet up with ken, kennedy, keena and ming and turn up for sheena’s birthday party at victory pub, ktv pub. basically went there to sing and drink. the next morning, wake up late. went home at only 4  plus, then had to wake up at 7am for work. body don’t really feel good. might be the hang over effect. well that day did a singtel show at sheng song at bedok till nigh. after went went for supper with naz, naz’s gf, kennedy, and kai. really feel like sleep when eating. haaha.. should’t  had went. went home very soon. and home sweet home. on 7 sep night, went to slack with dap, eve, jc, wl and jh. we went to clerk quey. the beer we ordered is so lousy. maybe it is for light drinking only, that why taste bad. had a good chat, after that went supper. on 8 sep, meet kennedy , nasri, zaman, sheena and her friend to chill out. at first we went to momo. but that place seem boring, so we change to butter factory. that place not bad. kennedy really cannot drink. drink 2 cup only say headach. haha.. sheena gave the idea to  make him drink alot, as his birthday is the next day. we played “zhong ji mi ma”, well the number was all planed for just that we know but he don’t. everytime he is the one who call out the number. play till he say don’t want to play, because he said that always he drink, he cannot take it already. on the 14 evening, went to play basketball with saw at moutbatten cc. till late, went supper. so hungry, haven even had my dinner. then went home. saw call again to go drink. so i went down to geylang to meet him and arron.  after that, went to arron house to play mahjong. so long never play. saw was so lucky, only at the last few match, he game so big till everyone lose to him.  the game lasted till morning, took a cab from chua chu kang to home. on 15 sep, went for ken’s sis wedding dinner, wei ling da jie. time really fly. last time play mahjong together one, now she is married already.  she seem so happy. good for her. after dinner went home to watch ” a step into the past”, i spent about 8 hrs till just now to complete that show. how crazy i am. haha… maybe i have pass the limit and learn how to control sleep. see talking nonsense again. heh.. hmmm…. got to find another show to watch.  sayonara.. Fri, 24 Aug 2007 17:41:15 +0000  Duck story There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm. He was given a slingshot to play with out in the woods. He Practiced in the woods, but he could never hit the target. Getting A little discouraged, he headed back for dinner. As he was Walking back he saw Grandma’s pet duck. Just out of impulse, he let the slingshot fly, hit the duck Square in the head, and killed it. He was shocked and grieved. In a panic, he hid the dead duck in the wood pile, only to see His sister watching! Sally had seen it all, but she said nothing. After lunch the next day Grandma said, “Sally, let’s wash the Dishes.” But Sally said, “Grandma, Johnny told me he wanted to help in The kitchen.” Then she whispered to him, ” Remember the duck?” So Johnny did the dishes. Later that day, Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go Fishing and Grandma said, “I’m sorry but I need Sally to help make Supper.” Sally just smiled and said,” Well that’s all right because Johnny told Me he wanted to help.” She whispered again, ” Remember the duck? ” So Sally Went fishing and Johnny stayed to help. After several days of Johnny doing both his chores and Sally’s, He finally couldn’t stand it any longer. He came to Grandma and confessed that he had killed the duck. Grandma knelt down, gave him a hug, and said, “Sweetheart, I know. You see, I was standing at the window and I saw the whole thing, but because I love you, I forgave you. I was just wondering how long You would let Sally make a slave of you. ” * Thought for the day and every day thereafter? Whatever is in your past, whatever you have done… And the devil Keeps throwing it up in your face (lying, cheating, debt, fear, bad Habits, hatred, anger, bitterness, etc.) ….whatever it is….You need to know that God was standing at the window and He saw the whole thing….. He has seen your whole life. He wants you to know that He loves you and that you are forgiven. He’s just wondering how long you will let the devil make a slave Of you Sun, 19 Aug 2007 18:25:08 +0000 well received this mail from my friend. see what it says…. The 3 FEARFUL answers a man can get from a woman. （1 ）随 便 (1) Whatever 男：今天晚上咱们吃什么？ Man: What to have for dinner? 女：随便。 Woman: Whatever. 男：吃火锅吧。 Man: Why not we have steamboat? 女：不行，吃火锅脸上要长痘痘。 Woman: Don’t want lah, eat steamboat later got pimples on my face. 男：要不咱们吃川菜。 Man: Alright, why not we have Si Chuan cuisine. 女：昨天刚吃的川菜，今天又吃 …… Woman: Yesterday ate Si Chuan, today eat again? 男：那咱们吃海鲜去？ Man: Hmm… I suggest we have seafood. 女：海鲜不好，吃了拉肚子。 Woman: Seafood no good la, later I got diarrhoea. 男：那你说吃什么？ Man: Then what do you suggest? 女：随便。 Woman: Whatever. （ 2）都行 (1) Anything 男：那咱们现在到底做什么？ Man: So what shall we do now? 女：都行。 Woman: Anything. 男：看电影怎么样？很久没看电影了。 Man: How about watching movie? For a long time we didn’t watch movie. 女：电影有啥好看的，耽误时间。 Woman: Watching movie no good lah, waste time only. 男：那打保龄球，运动运动？ Man: How about we play bowling, do some exercise? 女：大热天的运什么动啊，不嫌累啊？ Woman: Exercise in such a hot day? You don’t feel tired meh? 男：那找个咖啡店坐坐，喝点水。 Man: Then find a café and have a drink. 女：喝咖啡影响睡眠。 Woman: Drink coffee will affect my sleep. 男：那你说干什么？ Man: Then what do you suggest? 女：都行。 Woman: Anything. （ 3）看你 (3) You decide 男：那咱们干脆回家好了。 Man: Then we just go home loh. 女：看你。 Woman: You decide. 男：坐公车吧，我送你。 Man: Let’s take bus, I will accompany you. 女：公车又脏又挤，算了吧。 Woman: Bus is dirty and crowded. Don’t want lah. 男：那就打车走。 Man: Ok we will take Taxi. 女：这么近的路不划算。 Woman: Not worth it lah… for such a short distance. 男：那走路好了，散散步？ Man: Alright, then we walk loh. Take a slow walk. 女：空着肚子散哪门子步啊？ Woman: What? Walk with empty stomach? 男：那你想怎么着啊？ Man: Then what do you suggest? 女：看你。 Woman: You decide. 男：那就先吃饭？ Man: Let’s have dinner first. 女：随便。 Woman: Whatever. 男：吃什么？ Man: Eat what? 女：都行。 Woman: Anything. in the end no answer.. great right. haha… Sat, 18 Aug 2007 05:53:04 +0000 last few weeks was super busy. HR Audit just over. because of this, we work day and night like there is no tomorrow. went back to camp even on my OFF days. sometimes, also don’t know why i put in so much effort for certain stuff. maybe it’s my nature to always try to excel. when somethings that was given to me to work on, i always try my best to do the best out of it. maybe to others my best may not be good enough. well people learn from mistakes. the more you do it the better you are. well, being man power, really not easy. people always say slack but but, there are so many small small detail you cannot miss out. even one small issue could affect the life of one serviceman in camp and their ORD or some other stuff. well my job to ensure the welfare of the people. not an easy job but i am getting it. another thing is that, maybe i trusted people too much. some people, tried to take my kindness as weakness. lie to me, thinking that i will not punish them. maybe i am too nice. i don’t think i did a good job till now from the point i take over appointment. i guess my expectation was much more higher, expecting much more than this. seriously, why bother to do things well. maybe is the sense of achievement or maybe others. i always take it that it is my responsibility to be around to settle all the stuff. this stuff are not my interest, my interest are in sports. remembering that one of the day my clerk told me that he is going to join the formation basketball. i was so temped. but but, i have heavy responsibilities to be around. if i go who will cover for me. well in the end i did’t go. not saying that i am so good. just that i think at some point, you have to give up somethings in order for other stuff to happen. to my friends, i am sorry. i always thought that my closer friends will understand me, know what i am thinking. i always expect a lot more from them than others. well, i think i am so wrong. i always thought. sometime when i am late, i really had somethings in hand to settle, i admit not all the time. hmm.. maybe i should’t expect so much from others except me. the movie secret was unexpected for me. i don’t know about the rest. well did’t think that that show will have this ending. rush hour was funny. i got a new bike to ride from home to camp and from camp to home. just imagine walking i can walk from tampines to bedok, what distance can i cover of i am on a bike. heh. i name my bike the “wanderer”. got to go, running late again…..