前天是爸爸的57岁生日，我也只打了一通电话和发了一封电邮，忽然很想念从前的日子。昨天和妈妈逛街时，看到自己在镜子里的样子，好像变了。我常说最重要的就是天天开心。一直相信只要让身边的人快乐，我就会快乐。快乐。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 short post b4 i head out to meet mom for some retail therapy finally!camwhoring w my h10 in B&W and Mono.see sofie at the background? she was looking into e camera~last night, at 12am i was watching animal planet discovers asia, on live bear bile extraction, i'm sure many of u have heard or seen it before.. i've long saw images of it, but after watching the china bear rescue group, it really pains me to see how tough is it just to put a stop to it.just want to bring the awareness out to all animal lovers (:here's a few pics, not the worst, but enough to tell the story..they are usually caught by snare traps and they lose limbs, metal jacket they would wear all their lives to get the bile juice extracted, where the hole leading to the bile nv closes.. and thats how small their "permanent home" is.. :(but thanks to jill and her china bear rescue group, many like peanut (above) can feel grass for the first time in their lives.http://www.animalsasia.org/i will visit them someday! and help in any way i can!my angels:so last night he had a short nights out, decided to bring me to chomp chomp (for the 1st time) as we dun exactly stay v near.we went at night, i just took this from a random site.X-large sugar cane juice which tasted more like sugar cane water x2the usuals - chicken wings, lala (which was awful!), stingray.hokkien mee green plate vs red plate. red triumphs!food is pretty normal, u can easily get them at east coast park/newton/old airport rd, but for a change u can head there..so yea if taxi is not ur thing, take a train to toa payoh, change to bus 73 at the interchange, and it'll bring u there, u won't miss it. (: some videos! was watching ellen degeneres and they were showing this awesome footage of lionesses attacking a baby buffalo, then crocodile tries to steal it, THEN the whole herd of buffaloes came back to get back the baby!!! if u find the vid too long, start at the 2nd min..//edit:serene posted a vid of christian the lion which re-united with his childhood owners after a year in the wild.. v. touching..i just wondered where he went after tt.. if they nv saw him again, den did it die? hmmm.anyway!! GG season 2 is coming sooon!!!! september 1st!!you know you love me, xoxo. hortpark on an impromptu weekend =) okay b4 i start blogging the great impromptu getaway at Hortpark,here's me loving my light makeup on friday (but it nv lasts >.was agent for an SMU event on fri & sat where i got vivi & christine to give out flyers for!the 2 lovely ladies~ thanks gals!anyway! HORTPARK on sat! it was really impromptu as we were kinda dressed for east coast park actually.. n thank god we went!(all pics below taken with my h10 w/o photoshop! IN LOVE i tell u!)okay i noe, i was just trying to remind u where we were: HORTPARK. =Pmakeup less me and my photographer of the day! (:most pics below would be plants/flowers so if u're bored den go away!i sang lalala but it din dance :(okay reason for me posing so weirdly is just to show u how tiny this miniature shelter was made in comparison to the original version at:yea.. @ botanical garden (:really cute japanese baby (:more flowers:they are all so wallpaper, u noe wad i mean? haha.okay!! HIGHLIGHT! i think the above pic is the BEST pic! it took us many dragonflies and many shots later to get this!!played around with the tools and functions..if u noticed.. some pics the focus is the foreground.. some is the background.. such as the above..below are plants/flowers u can buy home! at reasonable prices!!capsicum, brinjal, chili, lady's finger! all at $10 per pot!!the insects-eating type at a higher price`i forgot to take a pic of my fav BABY'S BREATHE but we'll be heading back there to buy so till then![reminder of my florist dream by age 30]okay.. so by then it was already a 3h walk (approx 5pm).. n since we were there.. we decided to conquer the bridge to mt faber as well!i din even noe my camera could do diff colours. there's even antique look. nx time.that was the start.. battery died on us.. :( it was approx. 2.5km walk all the way to the end where henderson road is.. up up up! saw the f16s make heart shape during the NDP rehearsals as well.. den it was down down down and all the way to bukit merah BY FOOT (it was nearly 8pm by then) to take a bus to eat fish head steamboat for dinner!healthy lifestyle nia! (:okay today was impromptu as well, lil' sis decided we should make shephard's pie, so we did, there n then.okay darker colours: poh's self created maggi curry powder shephard's pie. lighter: me&sis original flavour. verdict: both nice! we even thot of opening our own mini shephard's pie shop!! =] u nv noe!!shall end with my all time fav:xoxo. look what the courier came with today? maybelline goodies from onezine! yay now i no need to actually go and buy the angel lift foundation! =D thanks and check out their web! they have magazines for u to read online! ((:some pics i took the other day:tt's mommy & her son (:my mom's fav chacha.tt's one of MY fav furball. (: plus the other one but no pics la she was all over the place lol. free! module's over so another month break b4 yet another module jobs please!sat was my tai-tai day~did the meritus mandarin again but not for work but for high tea! (:view from 38th floor..us with mom..our high tea~@ mezebar..pretty okay price for good quality food! creamy clams, seafood bisque soup, tenderloin, pizza, braised lamb etc.i like his hair more than mine.. cant seem to maintain it for nuts... :(outfit for the day (:straight after we met up with his family for steamboat (again!) at the same place at bugis (again!) lol we wont be going steamboat for quite some time le..e florist @ ms basement! one day i'll have my own florist!! (:brought his family to keppel~lil' sis, me and sj~just can't get enough of tt place!and midnight movie @ vivo gv gold class after for the dark knight!!camera batt died after tt pic~ last year came to gv for mr bean which was a total waste of my free tix i noe.. so we waited for dark knight this yr which was superb! me love gold class and their recliners! ((:the movie is a must-watch!!! no climax got every part of the movie throughout deserves attention.. and for some reason i think christian bale is super hot in the show!!! =P heath ledger is marvelous in the movie, w/o a doubt. its a real pity he left us so sudden..i had a loooong weekend.. fatigue! time for hibernation! nights~! private my blog for awhile for some reasons.. thot i'd private it forever but NAH!anyway i'm back! (:not exactly feeling all tt great but i'll try.. its just not easy.. experience bravia 2008 did a sony bravia event @ meritus mandarin yesterday~the uniform~the gals i worked w: me, rella, joanna, felkisty and jillyan~during the breaks:your bravia ambassadors.. (:speak, see, hear no evil!us with the rest of the sony crew and promoters..our job was really standing there for 3 sessions of talks and watching "magic babe ling" do her "AWESOME" magic tricks. seriously, singapore's only female magician is SO overated i swear. try doing tricks like linking hangers (instead of rings), reading mind, getting out of a strap jacket and the spike thing, omg so fake but i wont say how the trick goes lol. NV NV watch the same magic show 3 times in a row.. lol..he had a half day leave on tues, so we satisfied our cravings for steamboat! (:i love my hubby! ((:Dark knight vivo gold class this sat midnight.. (:i'm a happy gal! thanks nuffnang! (: this came by the mail a few days ago~just received my cheque from nuffnang (:awesome right? blog and get paid! ((:thanks nuffnang!!! weekend with my new love <3 hello! my new love says hi!so tt day aft we got the h10 mom was craving for pizza, i just craved to take some good shots.. =Dpretty clear eh?some random night shot from inside the car..the darlings:sweethearts (: mine (:our hk memorial photo ON MY WALL, taken with my h10, with optical zoom, from the end of my bed.. ^.* clear!!! sth tt my s500 couldnt even do upclose..with optical zoom..did a super earli sunday morning @ delifrance w his family (:caught red cliff:ok i am biased to choosing this poster for obvious reasons.. TAKESHI TAKESHI!!!i thot the show was really good cos i actually like chinese history and the 3 kingdoms.. john woo didnt take 22 years to make this film for nth.. BUT! wahlao must wait for 2nd part to come out.. dunno wait how long.................i do suggest those chinese history idiots read up on the three kingdoms a lil' b4 u get super blur.."handsome".. as my block ppl call him.. sleeping liddat.. i always called him "gay lou" = gay guy in canto.. haha..view of my area from my floor~okay! tt sums up my super tiring weekend due to late nights early mornings and i had alot of fun sumed up and my h10 rocks! (: new camera <3 okay so after much struggle (yes!), i've gotten a new camera!presenting the semi-pro sony cyber shot H10!!reason for the struggle is tt its slightly bigger than normal cameras, but of cos much better in specs as well so YES i'm a proud owner of a H10! goodbye my ever loyal S500, who braved thru storms and sun and winter (hk) and water (bintan) with ME! now tt its flash is dead and battery compartment needs blue tack.. its currently resting in peace on my table. (:more pics with my new cam soooooooooooooooooooon! (: if only.. if only everything could be reached in an arm's length..if only everything could be so easily achieved..if only i was god.. if there is even a god somewhere out there..keep the jobs coming, keep me busy, keep me happy!okay sorry! what i wanted on VS is gone so no spree! :(to you: i'm really thankful and grateful tt despite everything we've made it so far and still making it happen (: i noe when all else fails i'll still have u.. <3 timbre & keppel bay tt's my computer table.. messy huh..i need jobs.. pls any kind soul have lobangs lemme noe thanks! (:he brought me to timbre on sat after watching hancock~short.. not bad.. funny actually..my sunrise tequila and his heineken..(once again i need to boast tt i was being asked for my AGE =D) pls dun let me age.. or at least age gracefully ahahhaha..cheesy mussels and our half&half pizza (half rosemary chicken half pepperoni and meat)! ok the pizza is much bigger but bu the time the mussels came we left onli 4pieces of pizza!really delicious i wanna try timbre's fried chicken wings nx time.. (:there were these 10 gays sitting in front of us, they were so cute i swear..took a bus down to keppel bay (again! but w poh this time (:)its really surreal.. but i wanna try daytime again.. maybe nx time.. (: happy birthday mom! so! on friday it was my mom's 51st!!! seriously she looks like 45 max rite??? (:@ her office in the afternoon haha her colleagues bought her cake and roast duck aww..headed to SGH after for her appt (yes i noe btw its not the 1st year she has to visit doc on her bdaes so..)den @ nite! it was shin kushiya! gotta say its pretty awesome.. and reasonable px too.. (:cold noodles.. v nice sauce..curry katsu don, but if u like u can skip the curry.. (:some side dishes and salmon belly sashimi! oishi!and look wad i got my 2 most fav persons? ((:dkny - momck - pohvery glad i made them very happy tt night! (: but there goes ALL of my pay.. worth it!which reminds me tt i'm starting a new module n i cant work for 2 weeks and expenses are going up for my family lately with medical bills and whatnots, so kind souls! if u have any job lobangs pls kindly jio me thank YOU!den it was time for flyer! rem i bought tickets the other day? yup!the kenko fish spa which i wanna try!up the flyer~ok this is really funny although u cant see her face but she was so scared she glued to the seat.. for quite awhile..pretty much sums it all up! night view reminded us of the PEAK in hk last yr.. it was beautiful.. not bad for our first experience (:ok! nitenite! pls get me some jobs! >.< a low point in life. //edit:i thot u might miss them..was over at strip/browhaus yesterday w my 2 ladies.. forgot to take a single pic though i brought my camera.. *shrugs*however i saw these 2 gorgeous advertisements (in my opinion) for the perfumes.. its old.. but i love them.. somebody get me a job in a magazine pls??-------------------------------------------------------------------------------i wrote a whole essay of how i am feeling lately.. den i deleted it all away..guess i dun see the need to let the whole world noe wad's behind tt strong front..just 1 wish this 2nd half of 2008.. tts for my mom to be all right.. even i feel worn out by seeing her go thru all tt pain.. one after another.. n the onli thing i can do.. its pray for lesser pain..as for the rest of my wishes.. it's time to just work hard for them..and i really feel soooo tired.. i dun expect ppl around me to noe or feel the low point i'm going thru at the moment.. not even my closest friends.. if i ever had any to begin with..even my bf may not really get me.. but at least i noe he'd walk with me till the very end.. a trip to the singapore flyer. ok pardon me for blogging so often.. the bf says its fun and ask me to blog..anyway..we made a trip to the flyer today not to sit.. but to get tickets for my mom's bdae this coming friday..!they had their wedding high up there i suppose.. saw bridesmaid etc ppl.. and he was just saying he'd book half the wheel to get everyone up there to witness his wedding "WITH ANOTHER WOMAN".. ahahah tt ASS..sweetheart has been buying me a lot of things lately i realised.. got me a few basics from dorothy perkins..yay the tickets i bought! soon soon.. ya la we v slow i noe.. haha.. on a boring sat afternoon caught wanted today and hulk last weekend.. both are nice! hulk better!angelina jolie is hot hot hot..i'm home on a sat nite (again!) cos bf has other plans w 3groups of friends! >.before tt.. during the afternoon.. we're bored.. caution! IMAGE HEAVY!when u get bored and there's macbook. boyboy not around cos he scared of his korkor.. haha..LOVE U ALL! ahahahhaha! happy birthday JAS! party @ botanical gardens/keppel bay all right here goes! most pictures are still with jas' cam but here's wad was in mine.i arrived at 12noon when i told them to come at 1 cos i thot i had to find the place and prepare. WRONG! nvm, den they were late, 3 came at 1.30pm 2 came at 2plus. so imagine me looking realli silly at the shelter.. hmmm..sakae party jumbo kindly sponsored by my bf.. =]if it actually looks familiar to u tts cos it was the place i had my 1st couple shoot w him (: it was kinda the most decent/not so hot place for a picnic..me & my bdae gal.she was realli high on green tea..so i got a muffin for each of them, since we didnt celebrate together..plus a balloon each as well.. my darlings (:love.and den they kinda went crazy..okay maybe onli eric. i clearly remembered she was trying to jump.. wad happened? ahaha..she was kinda gone when we cabbed down to harbourfront..and jas made us walk to keppel bay!this seriously looked like kallang waterfront..we actualli attempted to fly kite at botanical gardens but there was hardly any wind.. but at keppel bay it flew up real high..love u sis!us @ keppel bay b4 our late dinner @ tcc.. no pics.. tired already.. well one more day to ur official bdae! HAPPY BDAE JAS! tired. this is really the time where i feel helpless or useless, whatever you say.i'm truly worn out to the max.why is it tt i can never get anyone to understand how i feel?everyone judges.i forgot when was it when i had time for myself.gone was the old me.in comes the new me.i still secretly miss my old hair. the next time i'll perm! =Dsidenotes, look how amazing alessandra ambrosio looks during her baby shower (:looks straight out of a catalogue isnt it? more here comm asia 08 omg super tired. back from comms asia 08 and besides the fact tt besties were working with me, i feel super demoralised for accepting such a low pay job for doing so much. =(day1:underpaid "cheerleaders" and our ntt docomo babe.day 2:us with xt today!day 3:us with the singtel f1 simulator car.day 4:very free hor we all i noe.randoms!us with the LG Secret.us @ ice cream chefs after day 3.there were soooooooooooo many booths but most of the time we stood near LG.the caucasian models w the newly launched LG secret.the korean dancers!check the screen.pics at e end of the show.she realli wanted to sit inside but oh well this works too..ta-da! i nv take globalroam booth at all cos its small n pathetic nor any other booth cos i was tired. seriously. =(saw quite a handful of friends like callix babe (WE FORGET TAKE FOTO?!), samantha and some schoolmates here and there too!ok tt marks the end of comms asia i swear nx yr i wont work for globalroam. nite! kuishin bo this was the pic taken at T3 on father's day. (thx sj)nite b4 comms asia, kuishin bo w my best galfriends.kinda wordless i noe. but they noe i love them so very much. (: ignore the pic above pls they were high, on wadeva. oh. too much crabs. i have monday blues a pic from sometime ago with her mom's new hp.sat:went with mom to marine parade for some nails lovin'it was her first time! haha she was all nervous for i wonder wad reason.. lol..went pc show in the afternoon with him b4 the day was cut short.he bought me this to watch at home as he was out w his friends. i cried like some pig, partially due to my broken heart tt nite. but the show is nice.. (: watched juno and 27 dresses too, and i cried again? boo.sunday, T3 Dian Xiao Er with his family for father's day and parkway. no pics. camera died.she snuggles up to me every morning.. *swollen eyes*i noe. no-tone/mood post. sorry lovelies.. having a bad time.Communicasia starting tml! hope to see u ppl there! (: i'll be roaming around for globalroam. lol. i mean it. i'm at home on a friday night becos my bf is not booking out till tml afternoon.. :( i miss him!!sidenote: its friday the 13th today.. did anyone of u meet anything bad? cos i did. n i noe its solely my fault. i think the matter is kinda over but i feel super remorse for being unethical, partly cos i was greedy. wad was i even thinking?! please please let it be over and NO MORE NEXT TIME STUPID IDIOT U! :(ba guan and mani/pedi tml with mom. hopefully by then i can sleep in peace liao.--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------anyway i found a real gem in the heart of bedok! a female certified chinese physician who specialises in acupuncture, ba guan and gua sha! n she does it very well n cheap too! many ladies of all ages visit her! so if u need some help ask me i'll give u her contact!one of the ladies doing ba guan.. i'm visiting her again on sat morning!i just got news tt poh's air force friend clifton just passed away while training in brunei.. sigh.. may he rest in peace.. tts the 2nd death in army within 3 days.. :(i miss my bf.. so much.. :( sunset.. saw the beautiful sunset near my house today.. i love the highway, the evening sky, and everything nice* eric's back!did fish n co glass house earlier on b4 we were "willingly" forced by her to take train home although we had direct bus. anything for tt woman. lol.well i'm glad she's back! more of her definitely this 3months!!waking up earli for free waxing tml. ciao. i love weekends (: before i start on my weekend i thot i show u guys this bernese mountain dog we saw at vivo pet shop! UBER cute like bear sia!!sadly i feel that singapore is seriously too hot a weather to have this kinda dogs.. hope he finds a great owner!!erica's back fri! sadly i had school n couldnt fetch her so i got her flowers and went her house to meet her for like 5-10mins?!?! oh well i m glad i went la.. bought the pink flower for genevieve babe but she din check her phone so i left it at his place instead..had mingles on sat @ the playground east coast park! i love east coast!cod fish & chipsbacon fettuccine (creamy!)roasted duckrosti! (not purple)clams spaghetti in white wine sauce (this is yum!)his chocochillo and my strawberry-banana-mango-sherbet shake! damn nice i swear the combi is fabo lol!after meal dessert (:this is the place!headed to citihall for a late night movie..sex and the city rocks! its definitely one of those classics u can watch 10years down the road and still love it.. n i think charlotte is realli pretty..the car his papa wanted to get! cos its 7-seater! his family + 2gfs = 7ppl tts why! his papa is realli sweet.. i noe it looks like van! but its kinda cute la.. hahai like this! but not this colour..things we do at 12am when nobody's around! who says u will be bored aft being together for 4years! =Pconrad:do u see us at the corner??ok i noe this pic is not v clear but when we got back at 1am this stray dog was eating scraps and if u look at the 2nd floor our block cat ran upstairs n peeped down at him.. damn cute..did T3 today!i so wished i was on the other side of the glass panel! hot hot hot!had popeyes. i still love kfc more.ok if u notice the 3corners there's a armed guard at each, but dun u think its quite lame the other 2 seem to be guarding the bunch of trees behind!? lol.reflections..i accompanied him while he studied for his test! i watched transformers and naruto on psp. lol.NIGHT! good week ahead i hope! =] i got tagged.. by 2 ppl already =P So crystal and jane(sorry i took forever) tagged me so i guess i better do b4 i get tagged AGAIN ahaha!Rules of the Taggy Quiz:A] People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.B] Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.Here are my answers:#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?cry. maybe tell the gal he'll betray her too. and leave for good. :(#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?to live happily ever after. =D#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?New York!#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?ya. very extremely. sigh#5. What's your ideal lover like?sensitive and understanding. not boring. not some MCP and .... must protect me.. ahaha i like to be xiao nu ren.. =P#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?both la! one way so sad sia!#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?i mean if he's married or wad den wait for wad? haha. DUN WAIT! take actions! hahaha!#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?move on la!#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?not realli. i try to be happy all the time!#10. What do you want most in life?happy. healthy. win 4D. everyone happy oso! haha#11. Is being tagged fun?ahahhaa ok la..#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?married. opened a florist n be tai tai.#13. Who is the current most important person to you?poh.#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?i think she has character and yet so sensitive and loving (i'm not gay is just a point of view HEE)#15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?married and rich i dun care#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?HORSE!#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?not get into a quarrel/not to make ppl unhappy. i hate it.#18. What kind of person do you think you are?pretty much dumb. caring. sentimental.#19. What do you define as a bad day?quarrels! stubborn hair!#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?friendship! cos i found love but i will still never ending friends!Okay, so now I'm done. I tag these 5 people cos i ran out......:1. Jasmine2. Erica3. ViVi4. Josephine5. Kah i have classes everyday at the most no-lifer hours (2-530pm) so my whole day is almost gone by the time i finish classes but i'm glad i still have till 12th to tahan onli.. >. i'm using macbook in my mom's room cos of this: MY TV SIGNAL WILL ZIGZAG, which mean my image will ZZZzzzZZZ WHEN I USE MY PC IN MY ROOM (seems like they are fighting the signals cos its from the same unit..) but wth, it started on sunday n i'm not v happy i cant use the comp and tv at the same time now so i'm camping at the corner of my mom's room now. :( before i start i wanna say, screw SILVER ARROW TAXIs! not only do they start at $3.20 (same as limousine cabs but feels totally worse than comfort), TODAY a driver chased me out of the cab cos i was eating a hard boiled egg (which has happened to be my daily morning habit if i'm rushing for time!! its nicely peeled in a plastic bag which i always throw when i get off the cab along with my yakult! NEVER HAPPEN IN MY TIME WITH COMFORT CAB but on a fucking SILVER ARROW! i was so pissed i forgot to mark his cab no. and his name. may he lose his license and see how many eggs u can afford nx time asshole.my saturday was spent skipping school and doing vivo, dhoby ghaut and town all in a day.breeks at harbourfront centre~kids haircut @ toys 'r' us! uber cute! the mother was trying to distract her with games n stuff so the hairdresser can cut her hair.. haha..love.rushed over to prinsep street:he made reservations here for 2 (:my seabass and his lamb shank.. sadly.. realli not our cup of tea despite the hyped up reviews. :( we were busy thinking of bbq stingray/lala/fried rice at that point..a lil' gift from absolute haven.. reads: Love is the one thing that still stands when all else has fallen..being the street-goers truly, we went rochor beancurd STRAIGHT AWAY..(this tasted even better than lamb shank =.=) call us cheapos, we may be able to afford the classy stuff but coffeeshops/kopitiams are still our fav hangouts ((: school started. :(did kbox with my darlings:-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------in a twist of event of what was supposed to be visit his mom who's on mc.. i tagged along to food fair at expo on the last day! just another fun day out with his sis, mom, aunt and lil' nephew! yes w/o him cos he's in camp!den did vivo city with mom and as usual we had our biggest buys at la senza~ ((:looks great isnt it? realli simple dinner with mom too bad the alfredo sauce we bought was yucky! :(