Worried WorriedJust feeling very stressed and worried.I wonder if I can do it.Got a disappointing response from him today. Though I know what he meant but still...Think only ding ding knows what I mean....but.....I WILL DO IT.And I can.===========================================================================Anyway, I just finished watching DVD with dar, Perfect Strangers.Got the disc quite sometime ago but haven watched it, so decided to watch it today.Really interesting show...Fav quote:"A secret will only be a secret if it's never found out"So, my theory is, zi shi bao bu zhu huo de (paper cannot cover up fire).If you dun wanna be found out...dun do it in the first place.Anyways, some things can't and will not be forgotton. Ever.I wonder if there are still many secrets hiding.........====================================================================Back to my topic...I am really really worried.God......I hate this kind of feeling....Note: I tio toto today!!!! Although it's just 3 1/2 numbers, which means I only tio $20 but I still very happy!!! Very long never tio bei beo liao mah!!!Yeah. and I will update on Marvin's bday celebration soon... Just a note Just a note for myselfI had an appointment which was good..but also not so good.....Anyway I was feeling quite sucky.So I called Freda...chatted for awhile.And then I decided to call dar dar.Me: " Dar...I very sad mah...just now my appt was ok lei, he wanted to buy...but he wants to terminate his current plan(which was not sold by me)"Dar" uh huh...then..."Me: "blah blah blah blah...so i very sad lor...."Dar: "orh...."Me: YOU PLAYING GAME HUH?"Dar: :ya..."Me: "AIYAH THEN U GO PLAY BAH."Dar:" ok...bye bye"NA BEI!!I so angry mah...just wanted to chat with him...tell him how I feeling mah...Upset mah...and he playing game....^%&^%$^%#^BUT.....He sent me an sms like half an hour later...saying.."Dun sad. Things will be better. Love you"Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....Bei bei is so sweet sometimes mah.....*blush* yeah I know Yeah I know....Haven been updating.Dunno what to update...Seems like there are alot of things to update...But....also dunno what.Oh well...Will update soon...I hope....kakakakka....Note: Am looking forward to see all the girls this Friday!!! Woo hoo!!! Stress again Bleah.It's a rainy tuesday...And a boring one as well.Have tons of photos to upload...as usual....The F.I.R Concert we went on pre National Day...Us....Thanks to Eric Too for the tickets!!Polly is damn excited abt FIROk my lappy is low on batt so will update again..TATA!! So Pissed off It's so frustrating when you quarrel over someone which is NOT even related to me!I'm just being a F**king KPO.Please. It's NOT even my son.NOR MY NEPHEW.I guess my concerns are just being wasted.Why the fark I should be bothered.But IT IS MY LAP TOP.So what if I'm not using.Yes I gave it to him to use.But not play EVERYDAY rite?? If I take back. Machiam I wrong.Now, it's so FULLY utilised I think I never even use so much before I bought my new one.Arrrghh. Not my problem.I shall SHUT my farking mouth up next time.AND DUN RAISE YOUR VOICE. CUZ I CAN SHOUT LOUDER. Monday Blues It's Monday AGAIN....I dun really like Mondays....Arrghh...I'm stressed stressed stressed!!Got alot of things to do....Alot of things to update...Alot of quotas to hit....Alot of people to call....haiz. I'm just so stressed!===================================================================Some updates:3-8-08 SundaySlept till like 5pm!!Gosh. It's like the whole day wasted sleeping!!!Anyway, we just prepare to go out to meet his colleagues for dinner at Coca cuz Kok Wee came back from his training liao.Was damn full lah!! Buffet....it's so evil...Anyway we all haven't watch Money Not Enough 2 so we just went ahead to watch it inpromtu...And we were all late for the show cuz we wanted to get drinks and snacks and the cashier at the counter was damn slow la! Plus there was a long queue....NBThe show was nice...but I felt the quality at Shaw abit sucky la. The seats were horrible. Gave me a headache.And the screen like damn small lei....Anyway, I still cried like nobody's business.And I was trying damn hard to control myself cuz I was sobbing liao!!And when I sob I very noisy de...Nice show.....abeit the hokkien abiot cheem for me I have to read the subtitles...hahahha..After that went home..Nua, FB...watched my Anime show Blood Plus....koon.2-8-08 SaturdayWoke up at 1plus.Joined the guys at Ubi for lunch. Eat chicken rice again. haha.Dar was getting sick of it. But I like lei.After that got nowhere to go. Dar wanted to go suntec eat his Yami yogurt but it's damn hot plus it's gonna be damn crowded so I dun wan to go...So we went home nua instead...Last minute then we decide to go out again.Met Ray & Polly, Winnie & Ad for dinner at Chinatown porridge at 10pm.And we went KTV. Wanted to go to the cheapo neh-neh place but it's fully booked.Na bei. Went Party World instead.Haiz. Still no voice to sing lah.So angry.Finished around 3 plus and went home le.1-8-08 FridayWent to Far East alone again.Still didn't figure anything out...And I stained my jeans lah!!^^%%$#%%^&^*&*$Ran to Watsons to buy pad. And change. Lucky my jeans colour dark cannot see...Na bei...Went to meet Ding Ding and Ah Da at TPY.There was FJC meet up that night. Dar went first. I wanted to go but we were happily chatting away that I decided not to go down.After that went Great World meet the guys to watch The Mummy.Ray & Polly, Winnie & Ad, Chang & Celine, Dar & me.Berry wanted to accompany her mummy to watch The Mummy so she didn't come. Haha. So funny mah.After the show went home liao...===================================================================I always wonder...Why cockroaches are called "Xiao Qiang"...And I have been wondering....until I asked Dar that night why are they called xiao qiang.Then I realized that there was a story behind it!Hah!!You know???I'll reveal in the next post.....muahahahahhaha.....=================================================================== Back From BKK Back from Bangkok!Super tired out....I think I'm really getting old....the walking is killing me...I'll get leg pain...and my back pain is getting very bad....Anyway, the shopping was good. Just that the clothes there are really small sized.And... *coughs* I can't fit into alot of the clothes there mah.I got a jeans which erm...I can't fit into after I tried it on in the hotel.Well...Ning Ke Sha Cuo Bu Ke Fang Guo (Rather kill wrongly than let it live)Hahahahah...I felt I didn't buy alot of things lei.I only bought like....1 jeans (which I can't fit into)2 gaigai shorts2 home wear shorts10 tops2 pairs of sandles2 pairs of shoes4 boxers2 bras6 necklacesI think...that's about it lei....can't remember anything else...And some gifts for my friends...Alot meh?????I wonder how the both of us spent so much...-__-""Well, will upload the photos soon.Haha. I'm always slow mah.It's fun travelling with them too...hahahhaBtw, I went with dar, ray & polly, marvin & berry.Can you imagine the 6 of us just squeezed into a cab a couple of times...Haha. The seafood was great as usual!!I love prawns...and prawns....and prawns...and the tung-hoon!And....the stoopid ah gua show was fucking boring can!Waste money!Plus WASTING even more $$$ taking photos with the AG!Orh bi good....even though is AG but still will get angry one okie!!HMPH.Anyway pui pui pui....I didn't take alot of photos cuz...I'm feeling fat...and ugly. HahaBut Berry and Polly took alot of photos!Will snatch from their FB or what soon....Ok..will update with photos soon...Having rashes on my legs...dunno why...roars....Arrghhhh...it's boring getting back to reality... Pui pui pui.... Hello!! Elllllloooooo.....Hee. Sorry haven been updating cuz Dar came back last weekon the 14th...Well time passes so damn fast ain't it.One turn and whoosh....49 days...I have tons and tons of things to update...and tons of photos to upload!!!Ok some updates....=============================================================21/7/08 MondayToday I had training for the whole bloody day...And guess what.I decided to wake up early so I could buy Mac breakfast and eat in the carwhile driving. And then I was so motivated by my breakfast that I rushed thru my routine and get out of the house early, cuz still got jam mah.And...unlock my car...and turn my key in the ignition....and....eckkkk..eckkkk....puffs...MY DAMN CAR CANNOT START.F**k off can.I know my battery dam boh siao siao ( abit crazy) liao.So I intended to change. But my mechanic got no stock mah.So I waited lah..And.....na bei....I tried to wait at the car park for someone to help me start my car.Cuz I have the cable.But.....bo lang jui si bo lang (no people is the no people)....I mean, it was 9 plus liao so I guess most left for work already lah.And then....I decided to go buy my mac breakfast first.After that, I stood at the carpark for awhile see wu lang(got pple) come or not but to no avail...So......................I decided to wait like 2 min more since it will be over the peak hour charge if I take a cab mah...Yes.... I am a cheapo neh neh!!And, I decided that there will not be any cars leaving and I checked my watch.9.30amOk! I shall take cab lah. By the time I walked out to the main road should be 9.30+If not will be damn late for training.So I walk out to the main road, and saw a cab coming.*Flags cab*Open the door, sit inside, look at his clock, and it says9.29am-___-""""Sweat to the max.....Eh, it's not me that is cheapo neh neh lor!It's the cab drivers!!! Solli mah. Too long never take cab liao!! Luckily it was only $1...hahaha..But nowadays cab is damn gui lah!!!!Yishun to Bukit Merah is like $20!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faints*Training is damn boring lah!Hitched a ride back to TPY, and poor dar came pick me from therecuz no one seems to be going north...He is damn tired lor. Yday slept for 2 hours plus only.We came home, ate dinner, and he concust liao.As I'm typing this he's still snoring away mah...wahaha...===============================================================20/7/08 SundaySlept till pretty late. Super hungry...Went Parkway for dinner. Steak at Jack's Place.Met Eric and boon there.After that twang for a long time and then watched Dark Knight at Downtown East.That show is quite nice I must say...and this Batman is sibei yan dao (f**king handsome) can!================================================================19/7/08 SaturdayI is the super tired!Major hangover!Old le...really can't club mah.....Both of us slept till 5....And as usual, I'm super hungry.So we decided to haf steamboat for dinner!!Only Eric joined us cuz Marv working and Ray got a frd's birthday...After dinner me and dar went to watch Hellboy.Stoopid Eric go Lunar again.I think they are crazy de. Club everyday??!!! Shen Jing Bing.....Haha. It's been awhile that only the two of us watched a movie together.Kinda enjoyed that. :)================================================================18/7/08 FridayToday had my facial appointment.Old liao need maintainence! I must say I really need that massage...Wanted to shop but seems like Taka and Wisma nothing much to shop lei!So angry...and also depressing....Anywayz, I went home after that.It's Keegan's birthday today so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!Also my colleague's birthday..So went Lunar to celebrate....Ok lah. Not that fun that day. Dunno why.I was quite ok until my colleagues ordered beer...Being a beer lover...I happily ta with my friends....and the fact that I had been drinking Martell for the past 3 hours were forgotten...Which ended me puking....again.....And apparantly I stole Eric's porridge to eat during supper.Wahahaha...and I scolded him when he wanted to take a mouthful of his porridge.That was so hilarious mah....================================================================Ok. As usual, I dun have the mood to upload photos mah.Haha. Maybe later..bleah... My My My Wow...times really passes by doesn't it...It's been 5 weeks plus since dar left le.He's coming back in another week or so!That's like 10 days counting down!! Woo Hoo!!Haaa..I haven been doing anything constructive without him around..Just catch up with friends..Twang...Play MJ..Work...Watched Euro 2008Catching Desperate Housewives (I'm still at Season 2 nia)And basically....Nothing much!Hahaha...I got no friends mah!!Well, have more photos to be uploaded..from Daniel & Catherine's wedding..But I have yet to edit...so..======================================================I am so stressed out can. Arrgh..And I haven shit in a few days.And I'm having a terrible stomachace.But...Nothing...I have to drink some fibre drink to make me shit!Gross..Hah. I know it's been oversaid.But...I am on diet now!!One more week before he comes back...And I dun wan to be a fat auntie!!Kakakaka...========================================================Sometimes I worry too much.Many people said I worry too much.I think and think...and think...Dunno for what also lah.But...ok.You probably dunno what I'm saying..Anyway..this is a totally irrelevant post!!==================================================Ok..will upload some photos soon!Short hair is so difficult to maintain can.I need to go for a haircut soon... 19 more days! Woo Hoo!! Today is a boring Tuesday.I have to buy a pink dress for my friend's wedding tomorrow.PINK.DRESS.You'll never see these two in my wardrobe...let alone the combi of PINK DRESS!So....Pink theme again...piang ooi...why pink mah??The only pink I have is hot pink!!Well, so today I went on the mission in search of the pink dress.I went to Far East Plaza....and i walked and walked...and walked...and I dun see a freaking pink dress thats' like...pastel pink can.I was so tempted to go shopping!!But...I had to find that pink dress mah..so I walked around again..and I saw a shop with quite an array of pastel pink dresses!!!!!So I just tried like...4 of them..and I just decided on one.No time liao mah.After that I went to meet Apple and her friends for a cuppa coffee at Bugis.Then I went for steamboat dinner with ding ding and friends..super full can!And then...came home le.Haha.I'm supposed to sleep early cuz I have to wake up early.Have to reach her place at 630am mah.Anyway, I do have a ton of photos to upload!Last Saturday we celebrated Esther's belated birthday at Party World.I totally lost my voice..can't even sing at all..arrgh.Maybe I should go see a specialist. Haha.Anyway, some photos!Esther's Birthday cake from Swensons!Cutting her cakeSweetie MeganUs GirlsMe and EstherEsther and her loveAnyway, I'm gg to bed soon...arrgh I really dun think I'm gonna wake up in time tomorrow!! It's JUNE already? My my my...Time really flies doesn't it...It's already half a year gone...Sigh....And I actually did nothing much this year man....HAIZ......boring day!Germany sucks...So does Austria!!PUI....No mood......bleah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Emptiness Have you ever felt emptiness in your life?Like...there's nothing to look forward to...nothing to aim for...nothing to make you happy...just nothing....empty...Sigh.Man I'm in depression...hah. I dunno am I the only one at my age that has nothing to aim for...But all I'm feeling is emptiness...It's tiring...Life is pointless when there arn't any goals to aim for...It's kinda worse without him around...But that doesn't solve my problem....Anyway...I'm missing him tons....33 more days to go!That's the only thing I'm looking forward to... for now... HTML!!!!!!!!! Arrrgh.Just trying to figure out how to change a new skin which is just..like...normal!Arrgghhh but having alot of problems with it.Haiz. Anyway I will try to sort it out soon.By the way...I cut my hair short!So...will update with photos soon!Missing him... Depressed I am so depressed........Haaizzz....Why Why Why....arrrrrggghhhh!!!ROARS...======================================================On a lighter note...Some random photos..At Power House on the 23rd May FriNigel was the funniest that night...haha..he was happily dancing away that night...So was Winnie....Anyway...got nothing much to say..I MISS DAR DAR VERY MUCH....:( Day 2 without him Day 2 without dardarWell....it's just the second day...47 more days to go!Today wasn't very productive..and I'm still feeling sucky about everything.Oh well. Damnnnnnnnn...Wanted to upload the photos when we were at Power house..but I'm just too lazy!!Haha. Hey Adrw...I also want the photos you took at Power House....send send send!!Okie...tomorrow is gonna be a busy busy day...Gonna concust soon...nite everyone... Day 1 without dardar Day 1 without Dar DarYesterday Dar left for Qatar le. I sent him off at the airport along with Eric and Ah boon.Although it's only 2 months, but it seems like a long time to me.Some of you will think it's "sticky", but I haven been without him for so long before.Think the max was 5days to a week?Anyway, will be missing him muchie!!Us at the airportDar Dar bought me a new wallet!! So sweet of him...Love ya tons!He say I can hug my wallet and sleep while he's not around..hahahGot to run le....Update soon...Missing him... 6 more hours to go 6 more hours to go...And I won't be able to see him for 6 weeks.I know. Some will say it's not a very long time. But, it's the first time I won't see him for such a long time. So far, the longest I've been away from him is probably a week at most?Haiz. I am so gonna miss him much.Later will be sending him off at the airport...So scared I will cry non-stop...haha.====================================================================Still coughing away. Hope will recover soon.Yes alot of photos and posts not updated!Will do soon ya... Man U won! MANU U WON!! MAN U WON!! MAN U WON!!MAN U WON THE CHAMPIONS LEAGUE!!!!!!!!!!!!WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!!! So exciting can!!Penatly shoot out...I've been wiating for that for a long time...When Ronaldo missed that shot I thought Man U is dead for sure...But Terry missed one too...and....The man of the match would be Van De Sar for me!He saved the last shot and woo hoo!!!!!!Glory glory Man United!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Haha. Dar will be staying at Eric's place then he will go to work in an hour's time...Me have to go home alone le....Good Morning everyone!!!!!!Tata! Sickish OMGI just realized I haven updated my blog for... a month!!Haha...me is so lazy mah.Anyway, guess wat. I'm at Eric Spoonz place now watching soccer with dar dar.Super far can...Pasir Ris... -__-"Anyway I have alooooooot of photos to update.I know I know!!! Dar dar leaving soon le... I is so sad. Well, will have time to update soon....I'm actually feeling abit sickish now....Like...very heaty kinda feeling. My nose and throat is not feeling well. I ate two panadols jut now. But I guess it didn't really help. Still feeling giddy and having a slight headache.Well....last Friday had some fun with my darlings!!In the end I dragged Esther, Marilyn and Kelly down to Lunar. Even Karen went along too.Hah. Surprisingly I was not drunk!!Ta daa....and as usual Mar high high again. And we had a huge episode with the stoopid waitress there. Anywayz...will post the photos up soon.Will probably be going Lunar this coming Friday again...before Dar goes abroad...Hopefully it will be fun!Okie...second half of the Champions League starting soon...Man U vs ChelseaI hope Man U wins!!!Glory Glory Man United....Glory Glory Man United.... Tired Whole day training today.So freaking tired.Ok. I just uploaded the photos in FaceBook...so....lim bu is very the tired to post now.So..will post again.Tomorrow got test somemore. Na bei.Ai kun liao.Wan An...But one photo in case you miss me... Happy Birthday to ME! Happy Birthday to me...Happy Birthday to me...Happy Birthday to meee......HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I OFFICIALLY TURN 29 TODAY!!!!!!!!!!MY GOD....Shocking...I still haven digest mah. Still, it's just another day.Today Dar working so I went back office mah.Met Freda for coffee and we were discussing about our life and work. Hah.So depressing.Her birthday was on the 6th so we are both Aries.We are similar yet different.But nevertheless, one of my best friends!My birthday was celebrated at East Coast. Wah lau. It's really tiring and shag to organise a chalet mah. Everything must buy, prepare, eat, then clean up.Luckily and special thanks to Raymond and Polly and Spoonz Eric who helped me out. If not I think jia liak le.=============================================================Today met dear Polly, Raymond, Elyn and Berry for dinner at Sushi Tei. The food sucks mah....But thanks for having dinner with me!And we adjorned to Villa Bali to chill out. Dear Berry and Elyn bought a small Strawberry shortcake for me. Haha, so wu sim mah. Thanks dearies!Well, the chalet photos in my lappy, now using dar's lappy to blog. So those photos have to wait!@ Villa BaliThe GalsPolly and Berry Elyn and meDar, Ray and Chang Eric and Jason5512My cute little strawberry shortcake!Happy Birthday to me!!!!!!!!!!!!My precious Dar darThe pressies that the peeps gave.Thanks!!!!My pressie from Dar Dar...Thanks too! Muacks!Hee. Anyway, 29 le. It's gross to think of it. Haha. Many has messaged me that I'm joining their club mah (the 30's club) BUT....I'll never catch up with you....kakakakaka....Really thanks to my dearest friends...The peeps:Raymond & Polly (for helping me buy & prepare the food)Marvin & Berry (for cleaning the floor :) )Tortoise & Jamie (for the extra liquor) James & Fishball (for helping me eat!! And running over polly's foot purposely unintentionally) Kenneth & Esther ( Ken helped me eat alot...second round...hahaha) Andrew (looking cute with the nerdy glasses-ps I'm writing this cuz I know u will read...wahahhahah) Eric Spoonz (for getting the otah n satay..and sorry for the summon) Marilyn & Kelly (for the belachan chilli...love ya all! Esther too!) Elyn (for the Chivas and making a scene when she half drunk ) Eric & Seline (for helping me clean up)Chang & Celine (for the bee hoon!! Really nice!) Jason5512 (for the cake) Wapiang (for the shocking "exposure" in the bathroom) Flow-er & Chub-bee (for bbq-ing the chix wings. Chubee got skill one mah!) Keegan & Cheryl (for helping me eat!) Thanks to all for coming!!And of cuz my dearest darling who helped me with the food......and just being there for me...with me....Thank you all my friends....and those who sent me sms wishes...thank you all!!P.S I got friend one lor... :P My Birthday is coming! My birthday is comingggggggggg.....!! Woo Hoo!!!Hee. Dunno to be happy or sad.I love birthdays.....But it's abit scary when it's the LAST number TWO I'll see in my entire life ever again.Duh. Suddenly it crossed my mind that...Among Esther, Marilyn and Kelly.....I am the youngest...WAHAHAHHAAH....But. Kelly always seem to be the youngest one. Kaka...Sorry babes...no pun intended! But...Apple still younger mah...Hee.Anyway, I'll be celebrating my B-day at East Coast next Saturday, Hopefully it'll be fun!And hope I wun get drunk or anything man. The bunch of peeps is siao langs one.Though everytime the drunk ones are not the birthday boy/girl....it's always someone else. Haha.I just finished my exam on sat. I took my AFP...sibei difficult can! I think I'm gonna fail it lor.Nothing much on the weekends though.Watched Three Kingdoms on Sat.Blur Tortoise booked the wrong day for our tickets and we ended having to watch at the first row! But thankfully...we si bei heng. Managed to find seats behind and no one actually came to take the seats! Hah. Are we lucky or wat. The show was not too bad. Though I know shit about Three Kingdoms-San Guo Yan Yi. I dun really know the what nots one....Haha. Sometimes I really feel I quite ben dan(dumb) one. Hee. Anyway, the show is watchable la. But not at the first row. think you will puke.=============================================================Anyway, yesterday 6th Apr is my dearest Freda's birthday!!Happy Birthday babe!May you stay pretty and lovely always and may everything be smooth going for you!Love ya tons! Muacks! Note: Dun think she reads my blog lor...wahahahaha....=============================================================My dearest friends asked me what I wan for my birthday mah.....Tortoise asked...what I need...Hmmm....I reckon now everything is a want!Haha. I got my camera and lappy le. So now left all my wants....but....they are not cheap mah....Haha...so I haven reply..Hee...Actually, I keep wondering what dar dar will get for me...He is that sort that just ask me what I want then bring me to buy de... :(Think men all liddat one ah? Men prefer you to get something that is needed and makes sense one mah. So they rather tell you what they want so you won't go get something that is totally unneccessary but you actually thought it was sweet. -_-"Haha. Well, I dun think this year is gonna be any different...but still...I'm still that sweet, young little girl that loves surprises!!Gotta go pay for my chalet tomorrow le...and plan my food!!Wah lau...quite tao tia mah...But I hope all my friends enjoy themselves! It's more of like....most of us haven been to a chalet for a pretty long time le....So excited!!!!Okie. Gonna sleep soon so will update again!Tata and love all who loves me for who I am.....Muacks... Boot Camp Just Finished my boot camp yesterday...SUPER SHAG can....Interesting....But I would say it's kinda similar to the course I attended before.The only problem is. You dun really get to sleep man.Cuz it's like a whole day event and we ended on 5am the first night. By the time I bathed and sleep. It's almost 6. And I woke up at 9am.I was surprised I could wake up. Haha.And then, the whole thingy finished at 11pm! Wah....I tot it would finish at 9pm mah.Well, we adjorned for seafood dinner after that. Yes. DINNER. At 12am.Food was ok. But we eat like we never had food for a super long time lor! Think we finished a 10 couse dinner in like...half an hour?My goodness, I was literally catching my breath cuz I was eating too fast.And I normally eat damn slow one lor. Even my friends cannot stand it. Hahaha.By the time i was home, it was already 1am mah. Concust at 2 I think.I took probably 3 sec to fall asleep. hah.Well, I guess its a good idea to go for this kind of courses once in awhile. To motivate yourself, or to loosen a baggage you know or might not even know, to refresh your memory on certain philosopies, or anything.The point is. If you could learn one thing from the couse, it's good enough already.==================================================================Well, just to update some photos which I took awhile ago.Good Friday Celebration at Lunar Tortoise and Jamie Elyn n me (and Jamie at the background trying to squeeze in) Jason5512, Dar and ah Boon Note: Ah Boon siao lang lai eh lor.....drink like water.Haha Us Again.... I really dun understand why guys like to hump guys when they're high... -_-" Dar and Jamie Tortoise not happy liao...see his face at the background? Hahahahaha Tortoise "jie jiu siao chou" Background: Dar and Elyn laughing away! *ROARS* I is a very easily jealous woman!! Wahahaha.... Dar's colleague and me Asked him to take photo with me hor he gimme the urrrrrrggghhhh face Ok....his fake smile can barely make it.... But....I still love dar dar deep deep!I am so going to work damn hard becus I want to have my own place in two yrs time.And I had a damn weird dream yesterday....hahahaha..... Command & Conquer Told ya I was addicted to Command & Conquer huh.I'm kinda getting bored with it.Today was a buussssssssy day!My goodness. Rush here rush there. Did something silly and have to redo and run all over the place again. Na bei.Waste petrol can!!And Dar was on leave today. So he went Sim Lim Square with spoonz. And he bought the new C&C!! Original mah....Siao ding dong lor that guy...And he's playing it now............................ON MY LAPPY.-_-""" Anyway, me going to attend a boot camp tomorrow! With Apple actually...Hahahahaha....Hopefully it's beneficial for me. I mean, it's good to invest in yourself once in awhile ya know. The last time I spent like $1k mah... -_-""Anywayz...have to repoart there at 8am!!!Meeting Apple at 7am for breakfast.......Hope I can wake up....I'm having a terrible stomachae...arrrrggghhhh.....for a few days liao. Damn. Gonna sleep soon.Shit. Photos Resize My new lappy cannot download all the "chiong" softwares mah!Adobe Photoshop need to pay one lei.So...I surfed around for a free software that will allow me to resize my photos, and I found one that allows me to resize all at one shot!Call me sua ku or wat lor...but I is very happy now!No need so ma fan liao, can upload many photos le...Hee hee.But. I very lazy to do it now lah. So just now testing nia....And I wanna show you my dream car......Damn "zhan" lor!!! Somemore it's white!!!My favorite colour!!! Okie....I need to sleep liao. Tomorrow is gonna be a busy busy day le... Night people!! P.S I was abit upset. But thanks for understanding...I love you deep deep dar dar! Muacks! Good Friday How was your Good Friday??Me?Having a major hangover. Haha.Went Lunar with some of the peeps. I would say I like the music there. Very like Devils Bar mah. The crowd?? Erm.....I super miss Devils Bar can!!Anywayz, I got my new lappy liao!Hee hee. So happy can. I'm actually outside Katong using my lappy to surf and update all the nonsense stuff. Kaoz. I really is a computer idiot.Hopefully, this lappy won't be spoilt by me..again. Hahaha.Trying to download the apps to organise my photos...but low batt le..hopefully can "dong" till I finish this post.****the download berry berry slow mah*********** Still....feeling...bleah Still feeling bleah...Came home abt 9plus cuz no mood for anything else....duh!!!! Gross gross gross....how siah...Anywayz....Stun from Kelly's blog.April babiesSuave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. Hah. I like the last part....My birthday is coming soon!!!!!!Old le old le!!!P.S Last Friday was my company D&D..will post the photos soon! I can't I can't.I just can't.No matter if it's 1 month, 1 year or 10 years.I can't. And I won't.Dun tell me I should.I sometimes wish I could.I'm tired. I'm very tired of trying.It's more difficult for me than you think.It's so difficult when you are facing this alone.And I have to pretend that sometimes everything is just okay.Like the show I watched yesterday.FIRST RULE.Morale of the story: Dun assume things like they are based on the surface.Very very tired.So. Just stop. Kena SUMMON Fuck.I forgot to mention.Lim BU yesterday dio SUMMON can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!knnnccbdh%$$%^%##%&&**$200 summon. Pui chao nua.Fuck the G okie.KNN. Then all the cleaners got nothing to do wat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IDIOTS.Super spoil my mood yesterday.Then. I decided to get a lap top at the IT Fair.Super crowded.Got myself a DELL lappy. Cuz my lappy ki qia liao. How to work without one you tell me.But me got a cheap cheap one. Bo lui mah.But still. FUCK. $200 can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Na bei.But I haven got my lappy. Out of stock so they will deliver.Happy. Cuz I dun have to lup the lap top home crashing into all the idiots there.Unhappy. Cuz I paid le and I dun get to play with my lappy!!NB. Oh...it's WHITE!!!So nice.....But interestingly. I anti DELL one lor. They CSO is like fuck one.Haiz...But compared to Acer their specs better mah....and Acer dun have white. Haha.Well. I is in a bad mood recently.Lost.Depressed.How...... My God.I have no idea how to get rid of the music can.I like the skin but the music is damn irritating.Does anyone know how to stop it?And hor why my tag board cannot see the space where you put your name and comments one...Wah lau. Irritating to the max.