women mood swings just put me off marriage...like...totally.argh. THOUGHT #58 "I BMW lor....Bus, Mrt, Walk. :)"-DNGO THOUGHT #58 "you may not think you are pretty, people may not think you are pretty. but I think you are pretty. isnt that wad matters?Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. And now I'm the beholder. I think you are the prettiest woman in the world."-Protokkokmanlines to say to your gf...throw in a few "i love you"s and you should get lucky that night...:) THOUGHT #57 "its not high tolerance leh, its BO CHUP..."- Liang Qi (commenting on my nonchalace towards everything)haha.....whichever/wadever way it is...im just glad i have this attitude that i bring around.you may call it good temper, high tolerance or bo chup....wadever it is...im just glad that im like that, cos for one...it just makes u a happier person.Life...is really...too short to be sad/angry all the time. My typing speed 100 words peel peel "盘底的洋葱像我 永远是调味品 偷偷的看著你 偷偷的隐藏著自己 如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心 你会发现 你会讶异 你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密 如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心 你会鼻酸 你会流泪 只要你能 听到我 看到我的全心全意"-杨宗纬 (洋葱) i tio edited i wrote in a letter to my paper on monday after i saw a feedback frm another reader which kinda pissed me off. hmmm...this is wad i wrote:"Don't compare humans to dogs. I refer to the letter on MY PAPER, MY SAY on Monday 21st April, "Against dogs in food court? Kids are more annoying." I am disgusted by how reader Ms Michelle Jean Yeang compares human kids to dogs. Theres definitely a reason why dogs are not allowed in shopping malls and foodcourts. From the outside, the dog may look clean and all, but how can you be so sure that the dog is really clean. Are you able to see the bacteria or insects hidden in the dogs' fur? Some people are even allergic to dog fur. But do you see people being allergic to humans? You know about religion and phobia being valid reasons. So why take the chance and allow pets into shopping malls and foodcourts? Sometimes animals, their fur might drop and if it gets into the food, who is to be blamed? To dog owners, true, dogs are loyal animals and will love you back but if you treat them well. But to compare a dog to someone else's child by saying "How would you feel when you are out with your child and someone told you you should have left your kid at home?". Its ridiculous! People have no qualms complaining about dogs for certain reasons. There is something that should be done about them. Having a pet is a responsibility and not everyone likes pets. A child is different. You were once a child, you know how it is like to be a child. How does it feel if someone says to you, "Hey, even my dog can do it!". You can write in to show your displeasure in people complaining about animals but do not compare animals to human kids. "ok i admit it isnt a very well-written letter cos i wrote it like in 5/10mins and i find it abit incoherent...but i just wanted to make a point lah... but i wrote so long rite...this is what MYpaper published:nice lor...haha...edit so much....basket....the letter was supposed to show my displeasure and now they make me look so mild...basket...$%$%$^%$^%&%%^$ the looping of song starts again thanks to Eileen for this song.i like the lyrics. it struck a chord.Always be My Baby - David Cookoriginally sung by Mariah Carey,but as she says,this is like the male perspective.i like i like!u idiot u idiot. *ouch* !@#%^&**&^%$#@!#$%^&%$#@!%^&%$#@ Now you want to be freeSo I'm letting you flyCause I know in my heart babeOur my love will never die, no i'll try!u idiot today is irks and piss-y day i ought to be in a good mood today.closed a deal and all but somehow,i have this urge to blog about the things that really irkand seriously irritate me.*people who are naive/childish but think they are mature*actually more towards the womenfolk out there.its really irritating to hear this girl/woman talking about how they want a mature guy, how childish guys are and then u talk to them about certain issues and u go, "WTF...and she says the guy is childish".i think right, its not about the guy being mature/childish or whatever.u can be boring/real childish but just as long as your views are kind of sync with how she thinks, u will be the mature and fun person.and then u tell the girl this and she goes..."no whaaaaaaaaaaaaat, i will expect my guy to have his own view and mindset and blah blah blah..."yah yah, balls to u lah.irritating women.eh brother, i need beer. haha~u will always find me funny one.swee swee bo zao zui, song song gao jurong, shiok shiok curry pok...haha~ ;) about msn and sms-es theres this thing that i hate about msn and sms-es,its the tone or lack thereof and also the waiting for the replies part.sometimes cos msn and sms-es u cant really hear the person saying stuff so you/the other person misinterpret what u are saying and it gets really irritating at times.was reading this book in TIMES on being a good communicator and the author was talking about how communication these days become harder with the usage of emails and sms-es. the thing that i like about talking on the phone and meeting up with people is that u get the message across fast and when the person say something u can hear the tone and somehow get what he/she is putting across.and the one thing on msn that really irks me most is,one word/ one line answers.and then it just stops there. it totally irritates me and from now i have a good mind,and damn right i will do this - i will just close the window.kuku nathan. hoho... i wonder what that woman was thinking. lolx.. THOUGHT #56 "if it can get worse,its not bad enough."-Peiru (came up with this quote while slacking studying for her exams) WHAT A PLEASANT SURPRISE LAH u know i had this post where i said i didnt want to put any hits counter cos i dun wanna be demoralised by the dismal amt of hits.haha...but somehow. i realised.i think got quite a few people are reading my crap....i scrolled down my blog today and chanced upon my post on the commercials thingy and i saw 3 comments which i nv saw b4...and then i went to it and realised...theres this ang moh who reads my blog.and he says i have a nice blog.HOHOHOHOHO...who is he i dunnoe.but he sure made me happy..I AM EASILY CONTENTED CAN ANOT?!haha...thx dude. will go see ur blog more often.i think cos. u have a hot gf.:X *ooops!* 佛在心里 and so i was talking to my fren on msn today.wun wanna say her name cos actually i got to know her when i was doing cold calls and trying to get her to buy insurance. but because of certain health reasons, she couldnt buy.and also because of certain health reasons, she devoted her life to Buddhism.and she saw my nick on msn today and this is what she told me...“得不到就学习放下， 人不能对抗因缘，所谓一切都是因缘一切随缘。 善因缘也是恶因缘， 恶因缘也是善因缘。 处理事时别太执著， 调整心情与观念， 既然人是从零开始， 死后也带不走有何必在意得与失呢？ 只要尽了力， 不论好坏因缘， 无法处理就放下，不能改变的也放下， 做完了自己的责任就放下。 这样人就会开心与自在了。”善斋善斋。。。 (not sure if i got this correct though):) THOUGHT #55 "it was good while it lasted,it could have been better if it didnt end."link link~ this man is sexy. lolx i am not gaybut i somehow find that this french man called,Jacques Dutronc just ooze sexiness,with his big sunglassies, leather jacket and a cigar in hand...PHWAH!damn cool lah...sexaaaaaaaay~ok set..i am getting my cigar next week.hoho...sexaaaaaay~Jacques Dutronc - J'aime Les Filles exhausted i never knew it could be so mentally taxing,to just think of someone.u stone at the oddest of times,u sigh excessively,and u need deep breaths cos your heart feels so heavy.not in the best of moods though,i went to meet up with a friend who just broke up.so there i was with the listening ear and the consoling words,while inside i feel like crap.neh...i nv liked to share my woes anws.this is just called asking for it. i got a bashing i had my nick on msn that day which read:"the only things worth spreading: peanut butter and legs."and for some reason i got a bashing frm a self professed feminist;(DIE FEMINISTS DIE!)Kayjal, who was actually my sec1/2 classmate.whose english is somewhere there one lah...i was this like... kangaroo kena spotlight..if u know what i mean.she must be feeling bored and those her hormones act up.im pretty sure she was pms-sy...and for a nick like that...this is what i got.........so what if you catch me where would we land says:ur personal msg is very gross and demeaning to womenso what if you catch me where would we land says:just in case u cared, I'm letitng u know.so what if you catch me where would we land says: And again - why wld u assume that I am PMS-ing if i make a comment like that? What do u even know about PMSso what if you catch me where would we land says:I am a feminist.so what if you catch me where would we land says:What i'm against is your RHETORIC which is not ur fault since u ahve been socialized into this discourse by the mainstream mediaso what if you catch me where would we land says:But ur not even making an attempt to see that ur language and rhetoric is wrong or patriarchalso what if you catch me where would we land says: oh nvm. Why wld I even bother trying to speak to youso what if you catch me where would we land says:can u even understand what I'm saying?so what if you catch me where would we land says:obviously seeing as u need to bother ur mental faculties require some working upon. it's alrightso what if you catch me where would we land says: not everyone is as fastso what if you catch me where would we land says:or as intelligentso what if you catch me where would we land says:Ur welcome. BEcause obviously ur incapable of thinking outside of the framwork of sexuality in your discourse.so what if you catch me where would we land says:What I'm saying is why don't u try to step out of this frame and think along other lines where women are not merely sexual creatures.so what if you catch me where would we land says:or vessels for immediate gratificationeh seriously. it was just a harmless nick.wtf. she seriously must be pms-sy...gay...bashing for no reason.hahabut thanks. i needed some entertainment at the moment anws.:) sighing a million times. at times you feel your heart is soheavy and tightand u sigh or take in deep breaths to make it feel betteri must have sighed and take in deep breaths like a million times yesterday.and today is.... i think halfway to that mark already.....i think this few posts it will be pro-emomomo-mannb chowhai I have decided. I have decided to start to blog in proper English, with proper punctuation and grammar, after feeling so embarrassed by my dismal lack of knowledge in French phrases used by English speakers.I comment and dig people about their grammar and spelling, and there I realise I have alot to do also.I am really very embarrassed.I shall attempt to change my reading and writing habits.:)ah fuck it lah. nbcb. write so nice for fuck. hahahahai look at what i have written and it looks really foreign to me.its so unlike protokkokman.if u have issues with my writing,pls click the little "X" on the top right corner of this window.:)))) HAVE A NICE DAY. i am not widely read shit.I feel so noob after seeing the list of French phrases used by English speakers on wiki...I never knew..Ballet, Brunette, Bureau, Cafe, Clique, Commandant, Concierge, Connoiseur, Dossier, Entrepreneur, Facade, Fiance/Fiancee, Mousse, Naive, Petite, Rapport, Sabotage, Unique, Encore...Were French words/phrases...omg...I am so bloody embarrased. THOUGHT #54 the heart feels so heavyjust kill me THOUGHTS #53 i need to stop being so childish&grow some fucking ballsgrrrrrrrrrrrr: ))))))) its the dog and the lamp post imagine u r a dog.u stake your claim by peeing on this lamp post.then another dog comes along,with more pungent pee,and decides to stake his claim on ur lamp post.its not about losing your lamp post.its losing your lamp post to another dog.haiya.its a dog's world aniwae.