time flies geez I have barely done much and i realised it has been weeks since apr 29. Oh well. Today i realised that one of my deepest darkest secret is : I dont like yogurt. But i never dare to admit to other people because i did not want to come across as unhealthy. So i have this love dislike [...] mumbles #01 The title portion can be risky. Last week, i felt like posting up some thoughts but when my mind was blank when it comes to thinking of a suitable title. I gave up the idea of blogging that night. SO … whenever i have no idea what my post is gonna be, i will just [...] tumblin’ humbling cost of living is so high here. I’m actually feeling it. My landlord has asked for double my current rent when my lease ends in a couple of months and I realised that life really isnt a bed of roses.   unprepared I am so unprepared for anything. Maybe i like being in a rush hahahahah I have to interview someone this afternoon and i am not changed yet and it’s already 1141am. I have yet to print the map to where i am supposed to go or find my digital camera. Crazy? Insane? Maybe i just like the rush…   A nice, familiar feeling… This is abit weird, but yet it’s nice and familiar. It’s like returning to an old habit after a long, long vacation. The weird part was that I had actually given up all hope that I would go back to writing here. I thought that I wasnt the same and I didnt have any life in [...] Thu, 27 Mar 2008 19:28:46 +0000 I’m back from a long long time of wordlessness. Its time to say hello again. Tue, 04 Sep 2007 17:31:15 +0000 Am tired of doing something i dont believe in anymore. No wonder people like to use the term “going nowhere”   Yes, that’s how it feels like. One of the tougher things to face: colleague who stinks of coffee so badly. Not even the nice coffee smell. Stale Stale.. yada-yada i put on braces because i want to straighten my teeth. it has made me more self conscious when i speak and it is so difficult to eat. I expected it to be trouble some but not as much as what I am experiencing now. I am amazed by how much tension one string of [...] another quiet one.. It’s friday and i am at home again..yet again. This is kinda a rut cycle huh? Oh well, what to do? my other half is tired, and he wants to rest from his stressful long week. I think it’s quiet nice to have a quiet dinner at home, comfortably too. We watched les miserables, the movie. [...] Unrested Geez.. for some reason, despite my active weekend, I could not sleep yesterday night. It must have been that tea i drank at 6pm yesterday. It kept me up the whole night!! So by 645am I was awake already. So I thought I just started prepping my work anyways, since i am up. Then while thinking [...] Do we really ever let go? We always say things like “I am so over you” when it comes to our exes but I really wonder WHEN exactly are we truly over a person we once had some real feelings for, once before. I have not seen him for almost a year and a half already. Yet when I found out via [...] Playin truant.. I played truant on friday. It turned out to be a very nice outing for karl and i..unexpectedly. The activities itself were pretty routine. Sat on the sentosa luge few times, i was illing from the crowd and 4-5pm sun. His friend bought us tickets to watch the legend of the sea, a touristy laser music [...] Dont want to fade In life, there’s some times when nostalgia just hits us so hard, its hard to get by. I yo-yo between the two extremes… i am fading… and then I dont want to accept that I have to fade now.  The most painful part of aging i guess. I feel time passing me by. tick tock tick tock. [...] come on…where’s my fun Seriously.. no eye candies for me for the past few months. it’s a desert here. SAHARA…. i do get the occasional attention here and there very mild but oh nothing beats the eyes savouring meat heheheh   i have been having the issue of i think everyone else manages stuff badly. and it’s annoying. I dont know why i am [...] Standing Still You know life has come to a stand still when your dreams are more vivid than the hours that you are actually awake. Last Saturday, I woke up with a jolt. Feeling disoriented. Why? Because I remembered clearly, the dream I had before. Karl and I were living in an horse shoe or U shaped building. [...] Protected: stressed There is no excerpt because this is a protected post. Protected: falling There is no excerpt because this is a protected post. Protected: holiday reviews There is no excerpt because this is a protected post. Protected: the worst piece of art ever! There is no excerpt because this is a protected post. Protected: clutter clutter There is no excerpt because this is a protected post. Protected: stuck in a moment i can’t get out of There is no excerpt because this is a protected post. Protected: inspiration not the same as reality There is no excerpt because this is a protected post. my meez Protected: blank-blanks and more blanks.. There is no excerpt because this is a protected post. spank me I have been a very bad girl today. So yes, please spank me. I got to work so late, taking my own sweet time.. I got in after lunch. Yes on purpose. Reason being? I had nothing to do. and I had monday blues. I made appointments to run some errands…. is this an efficient use [...] Protected: a small but still a mistake There is no excerpt because this is a protected post. Typical outlook.. well, well, well. here i am early in an ungodly hour…writing stuff once again. firstly, i would like to complain about how amazing those spambots are able to keep spamming my LB site..with all kinds of nonsense unrelated to me. 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