Solitude I feel all alone. Despite sleeping next to you every night. What have I done to deserve such treatment from you? Why am I being punished for what your previous gf did to you? How can I possibily find warmth in your arms when you are so cold? 你是不是勉强地和我在一起？ it’s me alone against the whole world. I really can’t believe that my dad rather believe those fucklings than his own flesh and blood. I’ve done my part in this office. I do every, fucking, thing, they’ve asked. I even took initiative to do clearing of their trash. Basically, I’ve been taken forgranted and advantage of. They expect me to do every fucking thing. Initiative has become [...] its cai png day! CAI PNGGGGGGGGGGGG NEXT WEEK ONWARDS IM EATING LUNCH OUTTA OFFICE!!! WOOHOO!!! new shoo! ai (heart) mai nu shoos! lunch 13th july. how many days am i eating this already? *wonders* nxt week onwards gonna go eat outside. This is HIStory. Watched a clip of his movie on youtube last night. Kinda missed the days when i’ll pop in his cassette and sing along to his songs when no one’s at home. Always tried practicing his moves but only managed the moonwalk (on ice LOL) and his signature spins. Funny how life can be. People (or rather the media) [...] 今天吃什么？ “AUNTIE! BAK CHOR MEE JIT BAO! MAI TIR KUA MAI HIAM!” Flood in my office a dripping mop. limbu clean up the mess done by some cb and pcb. good game. Lunch for 8th July 2009 Fried Beehoon with GOR CHAM BAH, nugget and beancurd fishcake. April 3rd. 一切将已改变。。。 7th July 2009 ’s Lunch Wanton Kway Tiao with SOUP. Not too bad. Same as what I ate yesterday. Only bigger pack & tastier Char Siew. I wonder how many more days she’s gonna buy this for me… *fingers crossed* My greatest sin. - My Mouth. I eat too much. Drink too much. Don’t talk much. And when I start talking, either nobody listens, or, they cannot accept. No one knows who I really am. I can only hide in my own skin. Comment on Investigation into Shelf Life Extension of Bak Kwa; Minced and Dried Pork Manufacturing by Shelf Corporation Buy a shelf corporation, they have much longer shelf lifes and you can even make a good income if you know what you’re doing. Comment on you are remembered. by j0yz hee.. glad it’s of some use to u keke.. well, hope e event thingy can work out then u can fire ur boss liao. then the other problem will soon become none.. take care ya =D first night of school here we go again… hopes all goes well. nothing too dramatic. keep a low profile and attend school everyday. not too low until lecturer dont even know me lah. aiyah. just want everything to go shun shun li li~~~~ baaah. i hate first days of school. >.<! Comment on fucked up management by Ah hoon jie jie i guess its like that wherever it is.. change to a better job.. like working in morning? a job that can fly overseas to work.. yippie! fucked up management I knew they were fucked up all along but i kept an eye closed. Boss WAS really good to me in the past before CQ closed and shifted and then new outlet open and then now another new outlet open. I mean, YOU were the one who transferred me to HERE and then now YOU are the [...] Comment on you are remembered. by Ah hoon jie jie Girl, I wanna say thanks for being there at my side when my dad passed away.. Though sometimes, we do also think of my dad as he left quite young at 65, ah mah was better, 85.. see?? Now, I will be at your side.. brace up the courage and talk to your dad.. Ah mah had gone to the place (maybe with my dad). no need to be sad.. Now, to do what are supposed to do.. Have more gatherings for dinner.. Let your dad know that we are a family.. anything, he can call us for a talk.. Ok? Like, have another holiday together??? Up to genting again.. hahaha.. and get ourselves lost in the clouds.. Comment on you are remembered. by Lexandria Thanks my beloved sotong!! xD I hook u in my bag everyday u know! Accompanied by the lollipop which i keep my daily tips in you are remembered. My dad sobbed in the room where my grandma used to sleep in, again. The room where the bed is now occupied occasionally by my brother and my dad. Dad happened to took the side where grandma used to lay so peacefully on, in slumber. He talked to me yesterday about the things he dreamt about grandma. How [...] Gone for 6months. Loads of things happened. 4 months ago, my uncle passed away. Born in 1942, he left us this year in the month of April. My grandma almost left for him the night after the cremation. Somehow I think she knew that all of us are not prepared for a 2nd death in the family, hence she fought on. She [...] Update Part 1 It’s about time I update my blog, donch’yall think? It’s bloody 945AM and I’ve yet to catch any winks. Kinda just finished watching “PS: I Love You.” in the comfort of my bed, with my blanky and loads of pillow (typical bimbotic behaviour, I know). Thank God I’ve watched alone; I’ll prolly be browling my eyes out and sniffing till my [...] publicity bliz for Cowboybar As instructed by Zeus’s left hand man - Jaywalk aka the Sheriff. Right hand man of Zeus say what, must do what lor. Now i wonder, is Zeus right hander or left hander? If Zeus is left hander… Doesn’t that mean that Jaywalk is his…. . . . . I’ll leave it up to your imagination. Let’s introduce Zeus’s right hand man: Everyone, meet Mandrake. For further enquiries bout Zeus is [...] moving Wanted to blog about something else, but recalling and putting it into words will only conjure the demon in me again. So no point. Let’s move to something else then. . . . . . . . . Where should I move this space to? Blogspot again? My abcd3fg blogspot is still around… .lah.cc ? Any suggestions from the rest of the world out there? WordPress kinda limits certain things, [...] 10 things that make me happy. tio tagged by Jaywalk and Supanova. If kena tag by one the chances of me doing it will be very very very very very very very very very slim. Since kena twice, die die must do liao lor.  I be unique abit, count down to the jin jiah happy-de-est. Here goes: 10) Have sufficient sleep and waking up not feeling [...] Real Age via here http://plabox.info/real-age/ Hur hur hur… BOO! Lets101 - Online Dating Lets101 - Free Dating Addictive content in my personality is 80% Beware!!! people easily get addicted to me Lets101 - Free Dating A soul from Venus with a sexual appeal 6.6 of 10. Guys hold your breath… Lets101 Quizzes - fun online quiz OK! Back to being the lifeless creature of the night. [...] random In Singapore: Got figure = model Got face and figure = actress Got figure got voice = singer  or radio DJ Got face no figure = comedian Got figure, face, voice…etc = Actress/singer/DJ No face no figure also = comedian. This is so bloody random. reminder Remind me to remind myself to remind my brain to remind my body that I am not invisible nor non-existent. And I’m very much alive and contactable through all sorts of ways like email, mobile, msn. Fwank kew veli much. Meme-ed by Jaywalk Took awhile for me to do cause sibei lazy ;P here goes: List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for: new handphone (my n91 going to goyak ler… :~( ) brand new zippo to add to my zippo collection. MINI COOPER CONVERTIBLE :P CASH :X brand new watch from I forgot what brand which I’ve showed Joyce. LOL gaming [...]