Update Part 1 It’s about time I update my blog, donch’yall think? It’s bloody 945AM and I’ve yet to catch any winks. Kinda just finished watching “PS: I Love You.” in the comfort of my bed, with my blanky and loads of pillow (typical bimbotic behaviour, I know). Thank God I’ve watched alone; I’ll prolly be browling my eyes out and sniffing till my [...] publicity bliz for Cowboybar As instructed by Zeus’s left hand man - Jaywalk aka the Sheriff. Right hand man of Zeus say what, must do what lor. Now i wonder, is Zeus right hander or left hander? If Zeus is left hander… Doesn’t that mean that Jaywalk is his…. . . . . I’ll leave it up to your imagination. Let’s introduce Zeus’s right hand man: Everyone, meet Mandrake. For further enquiries bout Zeus is [...] moving Wanted to blog about something else, but recalling and putting it into words will only conjure the demon in me again. So no point. Let’s move to something else then. . . . . . . . . Where should I move this space to? Blogspot again? My abcd3fg blogspot is still around… .lah.cc ? Any suggestions from the rest of the world out there? WordPress kinda limits certain things, [...] 10 things that make me happy. tio tagged by Jaywalk and Supanova. If kena tag by one the chances of me doing it will be very very very very very very very very very slim. Since kena twice, die die must do liao lor.  I be unique abit, count down to the jin jiah happy-de-est. Here goes: 10) Have sufficient sleep and waking up not feeling [...] Real Age via here http://plabox.info/real-age/ Hur hur hur… BOO! Lets101 - Online Dating Lets101 - Free Dating Addictive content in my personality is 80% Beware!!! people easily get addicted to me Lets101 - Free Dating A soul from Venus with a sexual appeal 6.6 of 10. Guys hold your breath… Lets101 Quizzes - fun online quiz OK! Back to being the lifeless creature of the night. [...] random In Singapore: Got figure = model Got face and figure = actress Got figure got voice = singer  or radio DJ Got face no figure = comedian Got figure, face, voice…etc = Actress/singer/DJ No face no figure also = comedian. This is so bloody random. reminder Remind me to remind myself to remind my brain to remind my body that I am not invisible nor non-existent. And I’m very much alive and contactable through all sorts of ways like email, mobile, msn. Fwank kew veli much. Meme-ed by Jaywalk Took awhile for me to do cause sibei lazy ;P here goes: List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for: new handphone (my n91 going to goyak ler… :~( ) brand new zippo to add to my zippo collection. MINI COOPER CONVERTIBLE :P CASH :X brand new watch from I forgot what brand which I’ve showed Joyce. LOL gaming [...] 881 OST:一人一半 duet 一人一半，感情不散 一人一素故，感情才会久 时光累积，安静的泪滴 一心去追，爱那么可贵 这样的人，这样地等 无非是等个回应眼神 为爱翻滚，不急伤痕 甘心为你一生都浮沉 这样的人，别笑我蠢 傻傻地心痛也不觉疼 就算残忍，就算天冷 等你想起这没用的人 一人一半，感情不散 已经找到爱，为何要离开 时光累积，安静的泪滴 一心去追，爱那么可贵 这样的人，这样地等 无非是等个回应眼神 为爱翻滚，不急伤痕 甘心为你一生都浮沉 这样的人，别笑我蠢 傻傻地心痛也不觉疼 就算天冷，就算残忍 等你想起这没用的人 一人一半，感情不散 已经找到爱，为何要离开 已经找到爱，为何要离开 其实你不懂我的心 曲：童安格　词：陈桂珠 你说我像云捉摸不定 其实你不懂我的心 你说我像梦忽远又忽近 其实你不懂我的心 你说我像谜总看不清 其实我永不在乎掩藏真心 怕自己不能负担对你的深情 所以不敢靠你太近 你说要远行暗地里伤心 不让你看到哭泣的眼睛 busy lah busy until lost 5kgs. high fever + work when having it = instant weigh lost. less than a week lose 5kgs. steady pom pi pi! dark rings around my eyes are damn obvious these days. *sigh* tough life. signing off! ciaoz! ^%$&#%$#%&$#& ^&$&^$&^%#^$#@$#W$ETDCFVakbhdksjdhbfvasdnvfkasbnfknfbho JNWFVL NOGVARNGV OVGBORGFOWNBHGFO GFT EATG AETR ETR AT2 S\ FA TR WETR &^%$&%#^%#wv%br fyfctu vjboilHPIWEHRFHPIWEH\PIHV PFIHIPVFNHPSDHFPIHG PNKGVHPIUHGPAUHKGR no voice. there’s a alot i wanna blog about. there’s alot i wanna rant. there’s so much to complain there’s so much pain. i cant help it but to feel left out. sometimes i wish there’s more than just 24hours in a day so i can split my hours with everyone. i only have so much time, that much energy. how to be [...] hiatus. until further notice. been lazy to blog. too busy to blog.  too tired until no time to blog.  on PC/come online. where got energy to blog? will be back soon. i hope. *pulls hair* _|_ cant drink, cant foot the bill, then dont come fuck up someone’s day. nuff said. 10 weird habits meme. Rules of the game : **Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. **People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. **At the end [...] 想念你的歌 By 张惠春 The chinese version of Endless Story by Yuna-Ito. 是否曾经后悔过 那时候负气 说走 就走 是否偶尔想过我 所以埋怨我 没打听你的下落 逞强常常让人无法负荷 躲起来边哭边说 I miss you 还舍不得把你 封锁 星光闪烁 如何拥有 站在远方才看见星空的轮廓 虽然有时候会寂寞 墙上时钟 停格 你说放开手才会快乐 用悲伤的脉搏写成 想念你的歌 该怎么才能 让你懂呢 谁对谁错已经模糊了 忘记了 我们都处理 得有点笨拙 毕竟从来没有 像这一次如此爱过 想念常让我无法负荷 常常只有一个念头 I miss you 我的爱情来没有死掉过 Endless Story By Yuna Ito. If you haven’t changed your mind Soba ni ite hoshii yo Tonight Tsuyogaru koto ni tsukareta no Osana sugita no Everytime I think about you baby Ima nara ieru I miss you It’s so hard to say I’m sorry Tatoeba dare ka no tame ja naku anata no tame ni Utaitai kono uta wo Owara nai story tsuduku kono kagayaki ni Always [...] The 4 Memes. Tagged by QY. Didn’t realise until Friday the 13th @ 7:11AM. Lol. Anyways, here goes: 4 jobs I have had in my life: 1. TV extra for MOE productions. 2. Personal Assistant 3. Games Promoter 4. Chat-line operator 4 places I have lived: 1. Haig Road 2. Chai Chee 3. Jurong West 4. Boon Lay 4 places I have been on vacation: 1. United States of America 2. Europe 3. [...] timeless I’m offered a job at another club and they are willing to pay me 8bucks per hour. My current work place pays me 7per hour. But it has been very enjoyable working @ geobar, just that sometimes got models and slackers who pisses me off big time. Habits are hard to change I suppose. This new place, ICON bar’s [...] plasma shattering When I was on the transport back home then I realised I’ve forgotten to video down the commotion. No pictures too, cause too tired LOL. Anyways, there was a fight at my work place at around 4:10AM. I was damn lucky, cause just one minute before the fight started, I was at the area doing table maintainance. It happened [...] 4th of July This is gonna be the next important date in my life, yet again. IF it doesn’t work out, then God knows when it’ll happen again. Don’t think  my lifestyle is going to change much, except travelling a hell lot. Time to work more and save more money! wasted time, effort and money. Remind me not to do anything for any guy any more. Really waste my time, effort and money. Still got cheek to turn tables around and say me. Haiz. Whatever, man. Whatever. \/\/ |-| /-\ T E \/ E |2 ! ! ! ! ! t (-.-   t ) Smoking Ban Please take note that from today onwards, all clubs and pubs in Singapore DO NOT allow smoking within the premises unless stated otherwise or a section is given for smokers to light a stick. Please pass the word around so servers like us would not have to go through the hassle to remind patrons to put [...] sick again. down with fever. im currently holding my highest record: 38.4 degrees. my previous record was 38. a round of applause for me please. cause it’s the 3rd time in the same month i’ve gotten fever. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! somemore throat cramp. nahbeh, i is power. all hail the sick queen! *sniggers* discharged My supervisor is discharged. She may not need to go through the spine operation afterall. But basket, TTSH’s service and environment for the patients are damn bad can! The normal wards are so bloody humid!! 10th level with the fans on full blast and windows wide opened! Jeez! Tsk. So much for being a respectable hospital. Even the freaking lift [...] hospitalized My supervisor is admitted into TTS Hospital 2nights ago with symptoms of a slight stroke. Then the results came out and she is diagnosed with diabetes and ghout, which is pressing against her spine, explaining why she’s been getting stiff neck and numbness on her right side of her body. She is not even 40. Think [...] 笨蛋 By Jinsha, with Lin JunJie’s voiceover. 金沙： 很多时候，我应为怕受伤，所以就选择先放弃。 我更应为我太爱自由，所以宁愿渴望爱情，却依然不知怎样让别人进入我的世界。 JJ: 难道，我不能给你白分白的信心吗？ 你知道，我一直有多在乎你。 金沙： 我珍惜这份安全感，却担心它的期限。 所以每天的感觉，还是孤独的。 我还是需要一个人，一个人想一想。 冰箱结霜咖啡滚烫 煮不好最简单的早餐 我的生活是一团混乱 维持单身感觉茫然 喜不喜欢习不习惯 我总是说不出个答案 一个人来又一个人往 怎么让他流连忘返 我不想当笨蛋 我在墙上写满渴望 我可以大哭一场 房间还是空空荡荡 我绝对不逞强 该属于我任其自然 可是我也要安全感 在某个适当程度的主张 纵然是了解眼光也是温暖 JJ: 这段日子，你真的过得好吗？ 金沙： 没有你的早晨，加了糖的咖啡也是苦的。 JJ: 当时我尊重你的要求，所以我离开。 但这段日子你不开心，所以我就回来了。 金沙： 也是我连自己要什么我也不知道。 我一个人悠悠荡荡，自由久了，也没有了目标。 梦里醒来，发现墙上已经不知觉写满了你的名字。 JJ: 单身是茫然，恋爱便彷徨。 我明白，所以我用时间去振明了这颗心不会应为你曾经的放弃而改变。 每个早上都想赖床 没有梦是最让人沮丧 我的眼睛盯着天花板 也跑不出任何对象 我不想当笨蛋 我在墙上写满渴望 我可以大哭一场 房间还是空空荡荡 我绝对不逞强 该属于我任其自然 可是我也要安全感 在某个适当程度的主张 纵然是了解眼光也是温暖 我不想当笨蛋 我在墙上写满渴望 我可以大哭一场 房间还是空空荡荡 我绝对不逞强 该属于我任其自然 可是我也要安全感 在某个适当程度的主张 纵然是了解眼光也是温暖 金沙： 难道我真的是个笨蛋？ 一直错过已经在身边的幸福。 JJ: 我们只是用时间找到了我们需要什么。 时间让我们认识了自己，也肯定了对方。 金沙： 应为你，让我知道真正的幸福是什么。 — Somehow this song suits whats going on my life right now. Ok, prolly the beginning of the song only. Sorry for the lack of updates, been busy with work and school. apologise When I was on my way to work, on the train, I’ve witness something so disgustingly annoying. The train stopped at Chinatown station on the NEL train, heading towards Clarke Quay (where I’ll be alighting). At the another end of the door, people are waiting for the doors to be opened to rush in like any kiasu [...]