Roaring My Way to Nuffnang Wild ‘Live’ Blogging best describes my past few days.ok fine.the real reason why i recycling and reposting that picture (i used the picture before.in one of my previous entries)is cos of this.Nuffnang Wild ‘Live’ Bloggingharhar.so gimme an invite!!!!!!!! make it two.if not i'd be like that bird in the gathering.again.alone.*emos*lols.oh.and.click click to enlarge to read what it sayslols.i already have a picture of a famous blogger digging his nose.huahua.sorry Kenny Siai want the invites larh =Pwhee~~~~ skinny not skinny not skinny not????obviously.i am too bored.haha. first of hopefully.many miss melaka tourism street carnival.had to join this to get some experience before the big pageant thingie in july.hence.that is why i missed camp =(but its alright.an opportunity cost.i got experience.and made friends. *think positive renee* hahathe perks leh.u get to be dolled up *this i like*hair and makeup for finalist preveiw show at Alohalol still can see my scars from past breakouts =(then you get to strut yourself around the stage.im strutting myself around the stage.hahaBUT.ive always thought catwalking and posing is easy.just do it lah.like nike advert only -_-but noooooooooooooooo.its.not as easy as it seems leh.and i have totally no experience whatsoever.catwalk to me is.just walk in straight line.lol i tell you.when you're up there.or when i was up there at least.the only thing that went thru my mind is.dontfallpleasesmiledontfallpleasesmiledontfallpleasesmile.and then things like walk straight line pose for 5 seconds do a half turn all goes out the window.harharthen.the place to change.cos we had streetwear traditional wear cocktail wear.the place to change was.HOT.like.sahara desert kinda hot.oklah i exagerrating cos i have never been to sahara.but it is the you step into the tent(yes we had a tent lol) and you sweat almost the second after you're in it.it is that hot.makeup all melt -__-then had to do talent.haha this is funny.i did taekwondo.and i didnt practice.at all.and just went up the stage.and did it.contestant no 7 doing it.hahaa few mistakes here and there.but its obvious that.people generally.dont appreciate taekwondo.therefore.i shall sing for my next talent.harhar.hope it doesnt rain.too lazy to cheoreograph a dance larh.i barely scrapped thru to the finals.9th out of 10 place.and yes they did call out according to who got the highest points.my friend Jean was called out first.Jean posing like a pro.heck she IS a pro.heheand for a moment.i thought i wasnt going to make it T.Tthis is me.thinking in my mind"omg im not going to make it~~ *cries* ok please smile please smile please smile"but i did! hahahhaa.and you can see my tan lines in the above picture LOL.ish.finals is on the 31st.this saturday.at hang tuah mall.or along the street around Hang Tuah Mall.support me please? *batts eyelashes*got Q&A session.lol.i scared i membimbo larh.hahatentatively its starting at 2 larh.but from past experience.and taken into account malaysian timing.you know what i mean larh.haha.pics courtesy of Eugene Ee *thankyousoverymuch hehe*whee! day 2 of literally being aloneday 5 of you being away.faster come back dammit.ugh. =(so far its ok.no emo moments.probably due to the fact that i didn't really have time to idle.the small pageant thingie has been keeping me occupied.and yoga too.my first time in this kinda things.and i must admit.minus the heat.the sweating like a pig.getting horrible makeup from sponsors.its actually quite fun.lets see how far i can go in this one.the big one is postponed to july.bleh.jus when i was looking forward to it.preview show tonite.whee~it starts at 10pm.wth ritee??? i can predict a long long long night tonight.whee~ life of a broke cheapskate i honestly dread the days to come.it was good to take a break from the familiarity of this placebut im back now. hence.dreading the days to come.it was good to run away from the cluttered room with cluttered memories lying around.waiting to be picked up.and be put away.no im just not ready to deal with the mess right now.its still messy*those who've seen my room will know what i mean.heh.*but today was good.kept my mind a whole lot of things.had windowretailtheraphy.broke lah.one of those days you wished your dad you had a money tree in your backyard =P and it grew legitimate money.haha.if not then kena caught for fraud.i wish larh.oh.i ate alot today!..like.erm.yah.alot.wait i story you later in this entrythe girls@US pizza. super long never come this place..and i ate.a few slices of pizza.one chicken wing.and a garlic bread.usually.on normal days.that is probably the last proper meal of the day*i can soooo predict alot of people are gonna scold me now.haha*then.it was shopping windowshopping time!minus the older of the twin because she has duties to fulfill.heh.sampating with the younger twin while waiting for mylittlebigsistersunglasses!omg the salegirls in BRAND OUTLET STORE in DATARAN PAHLAWAN is so freaking rude.she told us in a polite sarcastic kinda way to not take pics.of course its after we took those pics dee.fine lah.then she say loud loud"posing posing bukannya ada duit nak beli"-____-then nevermind.give her face.we minded our own business and walked around the store.but feeling super lemah dee.then she had to say loud loud"berlagak~~"omg.dam pissed can? and.its not like there is any big big sign that says no camera.or maybe there is.but you dont have to be so rude right? we even obeyed your sarcastic polite request.dont need to say those kinda things right???bah.decided to jus walk out and not create any problems.we had our pictures ANYWAYYY~~~but just to satisfy our ego.we did bitch about her and how we could like make a comeback.like.going home and take all the guess paperbags MNG paperbags pretend like we go shopping gila alot dee and come into the storebut we didnt lah.but still.ugh.BRANDS OUTLET STORE salegirls are rude.rude rude rude rude.i didnt buy anything from them.neither did any of us.but.we memang no duit larh.harhar.*materialisticsuperficial renee mode turned on*sigh.im reminded of my love for MNG.top:rm199 (freaking expensive i know.haihz)spagetthi strap: rm49.90 (heck this can get for rm5 in FOS lahh..was jus trying with the brown top...)butbutbut.so nice righttt.haih.sudah lama i never give my money to MNG.hahaai know i got tummy.shuddup.malas to photoshop it out.why the uploader thing is sooo darn slow oneee then.at SUB. where everything there is black and white.and an ocasional silver or gold.and sometimes.very rarely.a bright colour.haha.top:rm95 subjeans:rm55 voir (woohoo got it at a sale at jusco.lol)shoes:rm30 some shop in cineleisurebra:price unavailable cos cannot remember harhar.La Senza. i just had to lah kan? =Pi like this top!!!!! ahhhhhh~~~dress: rm150 Subcamera: daddy's give one. Olympus.hahathis dress...is a bareback.and i like it.cos it super fits the body super nicely and the fats fats all cannot see.pig betul its so exp.thats why i said it is one of those days where you wished you had a legitimate money growing tree growing at your backyard.ok back to the food part.had.McDonalds ice cream sundae cone. (i just realised.how one earth you u spell cone?kon?con?.. lol)then.i had one hour of pilates.jonker walk with my browngentleman *refer to 22nd birthdaypost*muah cheefried ice cream (this is ultimately sinfullll)char koay kak.the raddish thing.haha actually its alot dee.shuddup i know i have a mild eating disorder.im under a duty to maintain my weight/look/waistsizemustbesmallerifcan now...harhar. =Pso.yeah.an unemo day.yays.hope tomorrow wont be an emo day too!perhaps.i really can get thru this i am so dying.itching.for a island/beach holiday. last paper *imagine a happy post here*ok there you go.none emo post.haha.sorrylah.last paper tomorrow and i find it so hard to concentrate because its the last paper tomorrow.and im free to look at all the online boutiques that i want free to go shopping er.windowshopping as much as i want free free free.bleh.that was so fake.madeup.im actually not looking forward to anything.plans all seem to be falling apart.the only thing im kinda looking forward to is the pageant thing.heck i cant even go back to penang.SIGH.last paper renee.last paper.10 letters.10 days. emo randoms got back the things today.and it is sitting in my room.strewn everywhere.and i am not going to deal with it just yet.pushing it to some corner.leaving it.just like emotions.im pushing it to a corner and i'll deal with it when i dunno when.in all irony.i didnt get my heart back.************that.was the last time.no more.spare me the hurt.i really do not have the energy to fake anymore smiles.id rather be strangers then have backstabbingtwofacedfaked.im sorry i am a disappointment.************pilates rocks.i get this sadistic satisfied feeling when my stomach muscles hurt like crap the next day.and the more they hurt.the better i feel.*************i am over the whole thing.and maybe you should be too.and.it is not like i have wronged you anyway.************there is always two sides to a coin.always always.and.you'd never know a rotten egg until it is broken.you see the nice beautiful shell.***********more and more jadedmore and more hurtsmaybe.it is not worth trying anymore.id just wait for the day where id gather enought gutsto just walk out.and ignore the chatters behind**********its hard to find genuinity nowadayseven fake pradas can look so real.whats more.people can seem so real at times*********please grow up.thankyouverymuch*********no.you wont get anymore pity points from methis time.it is no moreyou walked out.and said i made you walk outstay out then.********no i am not the slightest bit bothered.call.feel.talk.assume.for all i careim over it.have a great life.*******i do not have an eating disorder.it is just that my meals arent really in order(ok.lame/blondemoment.shuddup)*******the guy acting as prince caspian is hot.i want to be susan.heh.*******everything that wasnt.crushed.pun intended.*******one more paper to momentary freedom.one more.please study renee.please.*******it is 4.20am.sleep.thankyou for tuning in toreneeisemo.fm a birthday without tears i had a SUPERB 22nd birthday!like.supercalifragilisticespealidocious kinda superb! hahamy first cake.by my darling sisters and CP my housemateer.the background is my room.i know its super messy but its exam time larh.clothes notes flags(haha) everywhere.this the muka yang tak pakai mekap dan sedang berstudy.lolthen i had land law paper the next day.blerh.on your birthday a killer paper.nice rite?then.wayne mengdrag me out along with a whole bunch of nice nice people..and we went to calanthe!the people that layan me and my stupid hyperness.they layan me cos i know they sayangs me.i sayangs them too! haha..i had two brown gentlemen last night.keke.both also delicious =Plittle did i know.somebody.or more like somebodies were driving down this fast.from KLthe picture is NOT edited ok...it really says 180km!loli was happily hypering at friends cafe.which is the next stopand i was blabbering about why must go from one makan place to anotherand wayne was saying.this is minum.calanthe is makangot difference one meeehh!?anyway.then someone came over my shoulder and wished me happy birthday!oklah i thought its some other friend who came late and all.i turned.and i nearly hyperventilated.oklah i screamed OMG first.its SHARON and SAMANTHA (the shh! girl.lol)and im like.omgomgomgomg what on earth you guys doing here????was tearing and all.but that wasnt it.they ask me go treasure hunt.turn right walk straight look for sam's car.inside the car got my pressie.er.ok.so i went.but i saw no sam's car..then as i was wondering was it turn left.or right?i saw..lol.that is my birthday present?!er.got the head chopped off i dunno why dont ask.but yah! and im like. o.Ook skip skip renee hyperventilates excited skip skip skipok.cake time!!!i had secret recipe cake yo!!!!!lol..er.i dunno why im scratching or wiping my eye.i too happy.tears of joy.yeah.that should be it! lolthe compulsory push-the-candle-into-the-cake-as-deep-as-possible-and-make-the-birthday-girl-pull-it-out-with-her-teeth-rituallol.my oily nose all kena..tsk.and the cake finished rite??lolmight as well camwhore =)wayne checking out my friend.tsk.HAHHAHAHmy present again.hahahaha.dunno why the head chopped off again.tskthe board nice right??? *hearts hearts hearts*and oh! the present gave me a present too!unwrapping my present.hoho.my face in this pic super hiao la thats why i cut it off LOLim tipsy liao at when these pics are taken.heh.the shh girl and me! :Pthey went back to kl at 3.30am.and i was left home.alone.everyone else sleepingand i still hypering around.couldnt sleep till like 7am.lolzbut i studied the next day ok?!..heh.super killjoy lorh the exams.sam and shar gave me big huge diva earrings and a red thong.hoho.and the little cute thing above burried in sweets is what my presentguy gave me.its stitch and.22 different kinds of sweetsand each kind has 22 of themso in total.is.484 sweets.i dunno where he even get 22 kinds of different sweets...haha.not yet take out and count count.but got ate a few dee larh.the bobo sweet is NICE!!!! haha.anywayssand everyone else who made my 22nd birthday such a wonderful wonderful one!especially samantha who planned it all.and wayne who dragged me out...and liasing with sam.hm.wayne.im watching u.heheheheh..anywaysssss.totally random tak kena show off pic of me:wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.next paper on tuesday.at least got time to breathe and berlepaks for a bit for now.teehee.ps: they didnt drive that fast larh.the meter spoil.must minus 40 from it one.hehei layan.cos i sayang 22 years of my existence ok i know its not like the best picture.but i was deliriously happy.superly excited.extremely hyper.thankyou for the birthday surpriseand i really really was really really happy.at least i cried tears of joy this yearthankyous.wayneshihwenjessjulianelysiaelvinacpjustynedebbiesharonrutinalfredi could really be myself.without having to have the slightest fear that i would judged.lovelovelovelove all of yous!!!will blog like detailed stuff later.paper tomorroww!! and i was sooo hyper i couldnt sleep til like 7 this morning.lolz.ok study.im 22 omg~~~~~~ examsssssss i hate exams.i hate it even more then it has caused me to be totally unexcited about my birthday.stupid land law paper.stupid finals.on a lighter note.i believe i had the MOST eventful year of my life.no not gonna list them down.id soooo get into troubleat least i did something crazy before i turn 22.garh.they say that after you celebrate your 21st birthday...there isnt any birthdays to look forward to.i somewhat agree.perhaps.id look forward to the birthday of my own daughter *ahahahah dream on lahhhhh* =Pok study study.kthanxbaifeeling guilty.for being happy i shoud be studying form 4 doodles.it is dated way back to 2003this for you! cos u mentioned me in your post.loland yesh i really like reading your blog =)i changed the feng shui of my roomits not because i emo okay.my table fan spoiland my ceiling fan is like 1km away frm my bed and deskand it really sux to be sweating while you sleepthereforebeforeafterlol sorry la i know my drawing really bad.desk and my bed is right under my ceiling fan nowi know it looks more cramped lah..but not like im gonna dance around my room or do yoga in my room right.actually.maybe i would.hmmmmm.hehe~DJ tiesto at PD this weekend.and i have 3 papers back to back next weekit was hard to decide ok.i am a good girl *smiles*shall go sulk now they say she's lucky Early morning She wakes up Knock, knock, knock on the doorshe feels like the world is really at her feetopportunities everywheredreams seems to be finally coming trueBut she cry cry cries in her lonely heart thinking,if there's nothing missing in my life Then why do these tears come at night?britney spears-Luckyits been a while since she has to fake happinessquite some time since she has to put on a smileit hurts.altho everything else is really really turning out wellthe cruel pain a broken heartdoesn't go away with the joys of the world.i need You, Lord.there is a God shaped hole in all of us i am lidat super proud of my doodlesmy notes ok.been studyinghaha.sorrylah i super(im trying not to use the word dam cos after people will ohdearwhysheusethatdamwordsomuch) proud of myself.putting my artistic (hah!) skills to good useive been doing it every sem anyway.provided there is time laone more week to exam still wanna say have time ah.jump down building laaaanyway.angst post on the way.im creating a perfectly perfect opportunity for flamers to flame.im suicidal.yes.i am.back to the angst post.that was a warning.hee~i feel super extremely misunderstood.just because i let go this side of me a littleyes this side of mepeople go like why are you so lidat lidat why you change so much lidat lidat lidat lidatand why u lidat lidat lidat.even that one person who claims to know me.inside out.that person says.say that i am lidat lidat lidat.and i dont care and i am lidat lidat lidat.of course im referring to the cleo bachelor bash post.its an EVENT.i got a freaking.no.not one.i got TWO passes.which so happen to be upgraded to VIP (heee~) passes.im a sesated girl in melaka.who does not go for this kind of events got she doesnt get invites to this kinda events.and i got invites.so.therfore.oleh itu.i go.apa salahnyer?and i didnt get pissed drunk.heck i didnt even got tipsy.and i went home at 1am.thats ohmygoodnessly early to go back okay.or maybe not.oh oh.and maybe its more on the fact that i have been partying for ..*insert whatever number you like here* weekends in a row?*now everyone gasp and say oh dear why is she so lidat lidat lidat*sigh.siens.u know? so lazy to JUSTIFY myself.go ahead and think whatever you want to think.yes yes. i am lidat lidat lidat lidat lidat lidat lidat lidat.i am SO LIDAT cos i went for lidat kind of event.ugh.happy?wah sien nyer.wan go jump building.then halfway down the building id suddenly spread out my secret angelwings and then i'd fly far far away to disneyland.hah!*disclaimer* i know got aloooot of nice people out there who cares for me and did not say the things about me that i have mentioned above.and yesh i sayangs each and everyone of you.i just needed to vent.rant.argh.yeah.just.needed.it.blogging is theraphy.and no money for a psychiatrist anyway.and oh.the birthday is coming.wahahahahhahaha.i want..*takes in deepbreath*oneyearyogamembershipnewguesspursemoreshoesimdamsuperficialiknowshuddupwaterheatermorehangouttimewithmysayangstheblexinkldigitalcameraestteelaudermakeupgiftsvouchersfromparksonisetanoranywheretakemegoonashoppingspreeortakemegotojagoyaandohofcoursedisneylandidontmindanewbottleofralphbyralphlaurenandohyesticksandinvitestomorepartieshaha.im superficial.shuddup. the rest of the weekend super alot things happened lah.might as well get it over and done with.hahaSaturdaySundayi know the water thing super random.the zoo.i have a gazillion pictures of the animals.but takkan want to post all here right? giraffes elephants horny animals(haha) orang utans snakes yada yada.same things lah kan.i also lazy.haha~ok.focus renee focus.study now.kthnxbye it hasnt quite sunk in yet.this reality.it just feels like one of those momentary darkness during an electricity blackout.and the electricity will definately come back.definately.what can i feel.im not too sure.there are many good things.many distractions to keep me away from thinking.i havent even really had the opportunity to do what i always always do.bawl.maybe it is good.but that piercing pain which i thought id never feel again..is back.despite the distractions and all.that pain is there.like it or not.sigh.im emo.yes i am.it iss only human to be emoive stopped caring about the judgmental eyes of peoplewho thinks since they think they know.they know.but you will never know a rotten egg.until the shell is broken.perfect outside.rotten inside.and.rainbows.will be only there as long as there is rain.and sunshine.without the sunshine.there can be no rainbow.*holding on to every bit of sunshine there is now.i need.the.rainbows.*ahh~~ Cleo's Most Eligible Bachelor Bash 2008 Saturday.25th April. Zouk KL. 7.30pmthanks to the VIP passes we happily walked pass the massive line of people.happily registered.happily walked in.on the RED CARPET.lol.was supposed to get it from Kennysia but.long story.so we got the passes from flyfm instead.hee~this is the picture of a polaroid pic which they took..hence the glossy glossy look.its been while since i had a hard copy picture.everything is so digitalised these daysfirst thing we did when we got into zouk: wen to toilet to camwhore.haha.VIPs get to party upstairs where its not so crowded and....free flow of not only champagne...but red wine..white wine..and beer! of cos i only had champagne.i hate red wine.and i dun like beer.the elbow belonged to a flyfm guy.terrence i think.dunno.but yalah.kacau only.would've been a nice pic.er.i dun tink he cute loh.kakawe didnt get to take picture with this year's winner. Brian Lau. Bachelor No.8 u free go google him lah.the bachelor i was rooting for.altho i know he almost had no chance of winnig *shrugs* he got sense of humour and personality ok.....dun so shallow can? hahahahahakenny's facial expression.tsk. this.is.mo.nazrul *nudge nudge*he studied law.hahaha.man.wat if i ended up like him? cos i so see myself doing something other then law u know? HAHA.but yah.omg no i must be a lawyer.right?..maybe not.*shrugs*alphared sampat-ing at the background -__-the two RTs is cos.my intials are RT and samantha's chinese name initials are RT too!=)she was he host for the night! and with another guy i dunnowho haha.the night ended pretty early.heck it started at 8 something.wanna party til 3 meh.siao.went home feeling all hyper and excited at 1am.its been a bittersweet weekend.the world wont just happen.you have to make it happen.sitting around doing nothing will cause nothing to happen.so wake up and seize the moment.carpe diem! randomnity just being me.random =)i could do with a tub now.erm.i like sherbets tho.this picture was taken when i was in....form 2 i think.not too sure.but i NEVER knew that i was THAT skinny.i was actually freaked out when i saw the picture.zombie hands!! look!!! haha.oh man. *stares at flabs now*those were the days lah.hahai can only doodle this much when i am emo.oh i bet it is after i die only will my doodles will be considered an art.and my doodle wit be worth.alot.anyone wants me to doodle for them? haha.kidding. =Pthis is my Land Law midterm question paper.i have a super enthu-semangated lecturer who collected our question paper along with the answer sheets.why? i don't know.see the red circle?zoom zoom.haha.i NEVER thought he would see that lorh.seriously.i think my lecturer super funny.and super free also lah.headache with lousy answer scripts...still want to add on with the question paper scribbles ah?but he made me laugh today lah.so its all good. and i told myself.. fail.i tell you.FAILhaha seeing the world reading nicolekiss too much.and i am so inspired by her.to just do as she is doing now.altho i probably do not have the guts to.but i want to!so.tempted to jus take a bus to bangkok.and just go.it could be the firt real unorganised crazy trip that i have done!because all these while i will NEVER go unless everything is secure.booked.and ready for my arrival.imagine having to sleep in the bus station!or doing some weird odd jobs just to get some cash to eat..i mean.these kinda things could happen when you're travelling on a really low budger right?oh.and the people you will meet! there are probably many big bad wolves out therebut i am sure there are God sent angels too right?oh goodness i am tempted.maybe i am just being rebellious. =) law students... cant do maths.hahawe were in our company law class.8am class.early earlyand with very short attention span.and since i have entered law school..never again were i asked to solve a maths question in order to obtain an A.imagine the joy.cos my maths is LOUSYbut we were bored.til SeanyHornyPorny gave us this:got stuck halfway.mommywen did that question.i know that there is some kind of formula to it lah..but.oh wells.she went all the way to finding x too..which turns out to be the square root of one over two.don't know if it is correct also.haha.hopelessness yang melampau.tsk.then.another question:lol.i got it wrong ok.that is not my answer sheet by the way.the only maths id probably will be able to do is how much that shoe cost and how much the other hang bag cost and if i bought bothe of them how much would i have left in my bag.hehe. ironic this is my week so far. as i said before.life is bein really ironic to me lately.especially this week.there are things that just digs my heart out and rips it apartthenthere are things that would put it all back togetherand leave me smiling.not just the smile cos i have to smile kinda smile.butsmile.like.deliriously.hahalike a certain someone giving certain invites to a certain event (i cant wait! and yes i am thanking YOU!)and another certain someone's presence at a very physically challenging class that made a whole lot of differenceand yet another certain someone saying adowable things during a crossthat only we both know what it really meant(you sound goodlah don't beat up yourself by saying you sound like shit can? besides.i told you dee.the only sound shit makes is when it drops into the toiletbowl..)then there is another certain someone who'd send me youtube videosabout free hugs but often id just push my physical limits to its end.JUST so that i can close my eyes the minute my head touches the pillowand i wouldn't have to think of the things that hurts.buti am fortunate.people around me have been amazingand the opportunities that this week has to offerim seizing each and everyone of them.and i thank you for everyone who has made me smileeveryone who painted a rainbow.amidst my storm.i am not drowning.yet.still staying afloat.still trying to stay afloat.haha.this is beginning to sound as if i am going to die soon or something.anyway.i just wanted to saythati have been realllly blessed by each and everyone of you who have made me smile!*hug* week from hell dammit im supposed to do my equity assignment now.but the left brain and the right brain (i have two brains remember?) decide to not cooperate.instead they ganged up against me and decided to think about things that are not supposed to be thought of.at least not for now.it has been a terrible week.it is ironic isnt it? life.i mean.the one moment you feel as if you are soaring up highthe very next moment.as if almost immediately.you find yourself eating dust.then you find yourself struggling just to make sure your emotions do not spill all over the place.then.there are wonderful people in your life who still manage to bring the rainbow after the rain.i guess in the current situation the rainbow happens even when it is still raining.it has been raining so much.i am pretty sure i will drown soon if i do not move my butt and start swimming to safety.but sometimes.i just wish i would drown.and it will all be over.no more rain.no more.everything.in the meantime.my pen.and my doodles.shall keep me company.i hope that your week has been better then mine.*hug* mystique 2008 so i deleted the previous prom post.well i felt it was.well.i don't know why id deleted it.but.here it is. =)Kenny Sia The Prom Date sent me his pictures already..and.he still havent replied to say if i could use it for my blog. but im gonna use it for now.maybe i will have to take them down.hehe.yays.he said i could use them as if they're my own.whee~thereforeeee.some of the *nicer* pictures.courtesy of Kenny Sia.i have a lousy 5 year old digicam.only 3.2megapix.yes i need a new cam i knowapparently the from is supposed to have a fairytale ending.well i guess i had my fairytale =)oh and yes i was whisked off my feet.literally? haha.i don't know.the moment the date came out from the lift..i was whisked off with him with the array of VIPs *im tumpanging their VIP-ness haha* into the backstage room..along with Stephanie Chai.lucky me.yes i know.the whole kenny sia is my date thing also started out as a joke.me being my silly LOA lack of attention self.haha.never in my life i'd imagine he'd really be my date to prom.i wasnt even planning to go in the first place actually.lucky me.yes i know. *beams*the stage from where we sat.we were the first two at our table.and it was pretty much only both of us at the table most of time..haha.unless Jien and Stephanie Chai had a break from hosting and came down to the table.yes.i shared a table with Stephanie and Jien and Kenny Sia.the dance floor was pretty small.but it IS a dancefloor.at least there is a dancefloor.lucky me.yes i know. =Pi really like this picture.this is with my camera.so whenever you see a not so nice quality picture.it is taken with my camera.haha.sorry lah i know its lousy.but its still working*sayangs my camera*kenny's camera. =P Stephanie and Jien doing their thang.hehe.they were pretty good.really good.and Jien was so.sarcastic. and i LOVED stephanie's dress.she said it was from Eclipse.hrm....lolzwhat is a vainpot's blog post without a vain picture of herself.well of cos the picture would have to look nice if not it wouldn't be posted.right?anyways.kenny's camera.i rike.see the seats next to me all empty one.the table was practically kinda like.kennysia's table.hahatsk.lucky me.yesh i know~i was a litle taller then Kenny!! teehee~my heels were REALLy high le.we're both actually about the same height =Pnorms of prom.massive amount of pictures.everybody looks so beautiful..hehethe thing about wearing tube dresses..is.not only you have to worry that it will suddenly drop hence exposing your wildest dreams *omg im kidding!lol*you also look naked while taking close up pictures.hence.tsk.notty kenny :Pthe person on the stage is Wayne.and he was singing a nice beautiful slow jazz song.and Kenny suddenly said..that it was a perfect time to dance.and asked me to dance.so that is kenny.dancing with.yahand the attention shifted from the stage.to Kenny.and the person he is dancing with.i remember the whole time.saying.omgomgomgomgomg~cos.i thought at least..you know.people will get up and dance cos it really was a nice slow song and all..but..hm.but thank you Wayne.for singing beautfiully =)his bigcanggihmanggih camera.and my ancienthumble camera.the night felt short.thats what the prom date said too.haha.time flies when you are having fun.and i did.hope you did too.yeaps.lucky me *smiles* yes i deleted the prom post.will.blog about it.soon.yes.soon. i know you dislike me putting this upfront for the world to see but i just have to tell you how much i miss you and even just for a second to feel you next to me sighs.i miss you.i really really do. sick.like head wanna explode (literally) kinda sick.=(i want to manja.=(and doctor's fees are so exp.and the pills are so humongeus.or however u spell that.sigh. mommy wen's fault mommy wen.she is my classmate.coursemate.cf fren.same-aged-mommy.assignment groupmate.and we have assignment due.like soon.and today.after yoga.i THOUGHT i wanted to sit down.be a good girl and finish up the assignment.but.*Julian is mommywen.she using daddyju's account to chat with me*Julian: im gonna corrupt u some moreJulian: =DJulian: http://www.loveclothes.blogspot.com/nariel: noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonariel: omg.hahaJulian: ehhehehenariel: ishnariel: so free harJulian: ermJulian: not reallyJulian: tats the website wif the levis jeans oneJulian: hahaJulian: http://nadiyazlan.fotopages.com/Julian: http://myvirtualboutique.blogspot.com/http://misybusy.blogspot.com/http://buzz2bummerbee.blogspot.com/http://galzshoppingmansion.blogspot.com/http://bbwardrobe.blogspot.com/http://www.karena-shoppingland.blogspot.com/http://www.clicktoshop-boutique blogspot.com/http://www.elevist.com/http://aclothingshop.blogspot.com/http://www.theaprilboutique.blogspot.com/http://mellabellala.blogspot.com/http://kadieazlan.blogspot.com/http://pinkangarooshop.blogspot.com/http://www.princessgalore.blogspot.com/http://fetishforshopping.blogspot.com/http://justsimpleclothes.blogspot.com/http://www.twilightpinkk.blogspot.com/http://yummycreation.blogspot.com/http://www.the-bargainshop.blogspot.com/http://hugsandjellyfishes.blogspot.com/http://littlemisssh0pah0lic.blogspot.com/Julian: =Dnariel: ...Julian: me is the corrupting unariel: ...Julian: =Dnariel: im so gonna blog thisJulian: hahahaJulian: no.......Julian: =Dnariel: yes i am.hohook.so its not my fault i couldnt send the assignment to you soon mommy wen.hoho. granC gala still beats me why they chose to change the D to a C in the grand. *shrugs*anyways.yah.law night.i think its the last time i wanna be in a committee for such a big event.stress.stress.stress.but.it was fun actuallyand lots of perks too!ok.anyway.pics.cam died halfway.had nice pics from the people who carried big cams.so i jus put up what i have.and what i think is nice.kaka.my bosses.the programme director and the co director.im the kuli.hahathe different faces of renee.haha its clickable! if u want to see lah that is.my prince charming..frozen by the snow queen cursed by his evil stepmother to be a swan.when i kissed him right...he melted.hahahahahahathe people.dont have much pictures cos my cam died.okays.ive done whats required.hahaha.back to reality.back to assignments and midterms.bleh~ i need want a new blog template.something simple.something with white backgrounda little pink.or maybe alot of pink.we'll see. =)