Is just all about me.... Well,I just finish watching a dvd just nowP.S I love youHave you watch it?I cried throughout the whole show but it sets me thinking...I suddenly realise there is something wrong with me...something wrong with my life....And...I need to reset my life backPlease forgive me.....Let me take a break...............Monday Night.....Suddenly my wife, Sherry got this craving for seafood and I was called up to go into JB at 8pm. By the time I reaching out meeting point at Woodlands Mac, it was already 10pm and we are very hungry....We could not stop Melvin and Sherry who ran into Macdonalds like mad insisting on getting a burger.....with their mouth full, they could only point......I was too terrified to drive alone and I got Melvin to drive for me....We had just cut our fingers, drip blood into a bowl and pact ourselves as best buddies.....The food was great, thanks to Garrett who paid for it because I being the bitch scream at him....Poor Garrett, I havent scream at anyone for very long.....Sorry, I still love you oki.My wife who was busy busy eating....I went JB because of this.....Xiao Hei need a good wash.... and I can feel Xiao Hei was very happy lor.....8RM, but they really clean inside!While waiting for the cars.....While waiting......Love,Poisonlady Sat Night Out.... Sad Sat night....No drinking because I totally got no voice and my throat got like dozen of needles pricking me...Got to know a new friend and we decided to go out for a movie.My friend wanted to go Jack place's initially but I told him to consider my throat and we went for some Chinese food.My friend......hiding cos he said got no make-up.....I dun think he is camera shy lor....Food was great!-_-Me! Happy with the food!Cant finish..... =(Meet Ray who enjoys the soup as much as I do! We both got bad throat.....We went for coffee before catching Wall-E.....Met the girls up for some coffee session because we decided not to club.....My lao gong! We got married in facebook!Was thinking of doing a wedding shot...hahahaMe and Ray who insist on standing behind me because he said his face will look smaller....that means he makes my face look bigger....Judy and Candy!At 2am, we decided we need to eat since drinking and eating will have calories.... Ray was determine to be on diet but was fed by us the whole night....Lovely night out!I had enjoyed myself alot despite the bad throat but I will recover soon and party again next week!Love,Poisonlady Event......but not I working Me and my twin sister, Judy was invited to go to one of Playeur Magazine party which they held every month.Was deciding whether to go or not because I usually don't attend event or rather, I alway work at the event.Was quite excited to know that it was a Quaruba'r because it was my friend's outlet, havent seen him for very long so decided to go down to say hi as well.The turn-out was great!Didnt know who this guy was actually, he didnt even told us his name and wanted to have a shot with us.Didnt really know what to wear......I make Judy wore nearly the same as me so we matched!Both of us, Judy was not feeling well and she went to my car to take a rest.Me and Kelvin! He knows I love Martell only and decide to give me special order..... I was the only one in the bar to have martell while they have the free-flow *hao lian*That's also the boss, Danny, damn funny also and in the end we both look darn red....One of the new friend I met who I found out is a regular at the place. Opps...i forgot his name...solli....Was drunk and sick when I went home........I actually lost my voice today so I cannot go MOS!!!!So sad...I suppose to meet a new friend there.... =(I so wanted to go dance and drink tonight!Victor even offer to pick me up and offered to talk on my behalf but it is the fact that I cannot drink, that's why I need to sleep after blogging.....Hopefully I will get better cos I got a movie date tomorrow to watch Wall-E! Hopefully my date remember to book the ticket...Going to sleep now.....SO SAD!!!People, enjoy partying tonight!Love,Poisonladyp/s: Not sure what's getting over me, people been asking why I am drinking so much recently....I also dunno why... Friends Friends Friends! Long Long week....With photos!!!Lai!Met my ex-colleagues at not a very nice place..... Funeral....because one of our ex-colleagues, Ho pass away at the age of 50+. We adjourned to supper because everyone was excited to see each other and not very nice to be merry there. But good to see some of them again. I work with them for almost 5 years!Time for a very big celebration on Thur. Vainpot Disciplinary Night @ MOS! The attendance sheet I had prepared.Cane for spanking.....Me!Yan who really dig out her school uniform.....afterall...mine was long time back.....how to find?Thanks to Victor who picked us up and send us there. Quite paiseh to walk out to take cab lor...The school children! HahahaOur teacher of the night, Judy who need to teach bad student some lesson....Where can you find happier students?On our way!Big night with lots of students!This Cinderella need to leave before 12.....Trina and beau!They said no matter how hard i try....I still look like the chao ah lian who bully people...And i think he looks ugly in spec.... opps...Who wants to be my classmates?!!!!Macus.....marking his attendanceJudy's friends!I was appointed as the Class MonitoressThis Yan....so called Prefect who was busying playing and forgot about disciplinary!Kris! Long time no see!We had the same uniform!Eileen Wee came down, super sporting......in those convent school uniform....Busy night! We took up almost the whole VIP area in MOSKaren arrived a little while just when I was getting red....The girls!Think all male species will love to be in school if everyone wear like this...The cake I bought.......but......i never got to eat it =(Happy Birthday girl!Please zoom in to her eyelashes.....That 2 tiny pieces cost $100 hor....Boys to take pic with the Birthday Girl! I never see them so happy....Girls' turn! Who took this photo huh??!!All so busy....we got like 3674 cameras in front of us.....Messy Night.....Though Judy look not as red as I am.....We are both high......Jolin and Nerissa who havent appear here for the longest time.....Nerissa and her Xiao LiangJolin and Edmund!This girl so busy.....never got a chance to meet upThese 2 people happily use my camera and take take take.....Opps....Not ready.....Win liao.....Couple Photo, never include me and ask me take for them....Both left the industry and left me in it....Lai Liao......take photo.....Nerissa and Esther!Melvin and Me. He gave me a nickname "Klutz" because he dio alot of blurness from me...She said must take with birthday girlI tell you......Xiao Liang is really happy..... Maybe he will frame up this photo...hahahaHappy Birthday!Clement!Garrett! Found out he was my ex-colleagues from Propnex...Cash again.....Party ends around 4am......I was very high.....because i turn from red to normal....Ju and colleagues came down as well to drink.....Cant rememeber their name!Woooo best friends!Everyone thinking where to go......Last group photo before we leave......Fri night! Another friend, Cindy's birthday! Went to a pub to drink......Happy Birthday Girl! I wont be around on my birthday so you cannot make me drunk...hahahahaAfter that I went to MOS again to continue celebrate Judy's birthday! HahahaSat Night, Sherry asked me to check out a new place call Hellipad @ Central. She said must dress very Ar-tas lehAr-tas boh?Very nice place and reminds me of Lola and Liquid room where I used to hang out.More champagneI make everyone go down to Butter Factory because I want to dance and I use Judy's birthday as an excuse to party. Hahaha3 nights of drinking with only 6 hours of sleep for the 3 days.... I though I might as well play hard and sleep whole day on Sun.It was a great week!I had destress enough......Need to work very hard now!Love,Poisonlady Back to School! Tonight is an important night....We are going back to school to celebrate Judy's birthday.MOS Vainpot Disciplinary Night!Dont be shock when you see people in school uniform going to MOS tonight....It will be fun!!!!!Wait for the photos!Love,Poisonlady So sad..... Was talking to my friends....Chat and found out we happen to know a guy by chanceAnd found out the guy were going after one of my friend, but failed and was with another girl...After comparing the mobile number, found out that this guy is actually one of my friend's bf...They been together for 5 years5 fucking long yearsSingapore is very small lor....I was very upset when i heard about it...Why?Why does he have to betray her trust?Why does he have to lie to her?I am so disturbed by this incident....And the only thing now to do...Work...Love,Poisonlady I changed...... Aiyo...Solli leh..Lao Niang forgot about blogging....This week hectic, lots of meetings and trainings.Last weekend got drunk.Really drunk.Went MOS and Butter factory to club on fri and satI always said I will not drink but in the end, reach there liao, dun drink also cannot.Very hard when all your friends are alcoholic.My friend, *V bought me Martell last week at MOSI was so drunk that I cannot even remember I personally pass to the crew to keep the bottle.Got up next day and found the card in my bag!!!Met him for dinner and ask him about it the next day with a blur look.He said he got the bottle for me and we cannot finish so left 1/2 a bottle.......At MOS.....Siao liao......Told Sherry and Judy about it and they said continue this fri.....Siao Liao........Anyway, just to spread around:PS Divas is searching for Models, Talents.Please email your contact number and name to:psdivas@hotmail.comThe person in charge will reply your email and direct you what to do.Pls email if you are interested to be part of our industry. Dont ask me anything. Gam SiaAnyway, I realize something.....2007 and 2008 Me like look very different leh....Prettier and prettier, right?HAHAHAAnyway, realize that I somehow got change.Maybe old liao ah? Or did my face slim down?But I still wanna go for plastic surgery!!!Anyone wanna sponsor?Pls dont tell me I dont need it, pls dont preach or anything.If you are not supportive, then just shut up.I am insecure with my looksI am not happy with my looksI am upset about my looksI admittedBut nothing can stop me from doing something I always wanted to do.At least I got something I can look forward to.At least I got a goal to work towards it.At least I know what I want.At least I know I will be happy.And the only thing that can make me happy now.Love,Poisonlady Not used to it...... Just got home not long ago....My days are dull recently....Only doing 3 major things....Office, Eat, Home......Sales have been slow recently and encountered alot of problem....Facing rejection....Getting scolded.....People dont understand.....I dunno whether I am short of money or not (bank is going dry though) but I think not a major problem yet because I am not starving and I still got food to eat.I think getting an achievement in life suddenly became very important to me now.Dunno what I really want but I just want to work.I work all day long and I only have one thing in my mind.Work.Not that I am making myself pathetic but I really dunno what else I can do.Even today go office, boss was surprised.I think not getting what I want frustrates me and I kept conditioning myself that everything will be alright.Just a matter of getting used to it....I guessTomorrow IS a better day.The day after IS a even better day. Whole week IS a great week.I promise to myself.Love,Poisonlady Singfest 2008 Though I dun really know what is singfest all about but I only know got Pussycat dolls on Sun @ 8.50pm I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLYWANT TO GO!!!Wa lao! So last min then I know, wanna beg or steal any tickets also difficult! Wanna buy but quite ex leh! And I only wanna go watch that part only!Anyway, I will go ask around, I hope got miracles!Just now hor, I went to Starhub centre to get my mobile broadband.Was getting a bit crowded and one of the staff actually came to attend to us and check whether we got attended by anyone.The staff then approach an uncle sitting beside me."Sir, did anyone attend to you?"No No"Oh, you buying a phone?"No No"Paying the bills?"No NoEr....sir, so what do you want?I want to watch the tv...!!!!!!I blur, the staff also blur....I find it damn funny lor!HahahaBut he never watch tv for long lar, he still went to get water from the water dispenser...Anyway, going to work now.Bye Bye!Love,Poisonlady Zi Lian-ness..... If you still remember.......I am the Zi Lian Kuangster....Photos of me.....me.....and me.....How I spend the week....Just wanna show Lao Niang.....before Thumper....Met Joey for Lunch.......Really nice place.... NUS Alumni I think......Great View!Me and Joey with Super Strong Wind.....Eight Degree but more like 360degree view!Food is cheap and good!Er......not really nice like that....stupid table....Joey who cut short her hair....I love it!Aiyo.....she stress very stress!The side dish we added!Ramen we had!Ok lar.....not very very nice but edible....Ah Ju called me, said is emergency....... I thought what.... I dunno how to jump start lor!She manage to do it all my herself! I didnt even dare to go near.... I scared.... Chao Da die not nice leh....Went to meet the girls for steamboat and food and wine.....again.....The 2 got celebration.......Happy like dunno what.....but will be stress soon....Must Jia you k!We suddenly crazy about brownie!I had waffles!Met *AO for dinner!Me!Went to eat Japanese BBQ! I love BBQ Meat!!!!!He ordered like nobody business......and even cooked for me......damn song!In return for not lifting my hand, I search for him a small slice of cake, sang him a birthday song softly (I am embarrass leh) cos he told me was his birthday soon.....Went for a drink, after he yawn like 8 times in front of me.... I decided to chase him home.....Met Stella Mummy and Zeta for dinner!Need to gather again soon, Stella, pls arrange k. We potluck steamboat food there....Feel so bad for not attending her Housewarming.....Too last min and I was so busy.....I cut my hair!!!!!!! Nice?This new hairstyle cost $89 which I was so impulsive to spurge on......Retro Theme! Bernice, Cat, Gillian and Me!I suddenly realise I became very skinny.....why???Going for a house-warming party invited by *AOWhile waiting..... I decided to Zi Lian abit!We went for Coffee first!Went over to the friend's house! Wine, Champagne.... I so scared...I never touch at all....Because the host owns one of the biggest record company in the world, he is crazy about music! Makes us all sing while he play the guiter.....Lovely house, Lovely people, Some new friends I metAnd after leaving his house, *AO decided to force everyone to play fireworks with him.....Imagine 4 adults squatting there.......like small kids.... It makes *AO happy though....and he went home happily to sleep....*OA is flying off, wishing him have a good trip!Recently the people I know are mostly busy man who needs to go for business trips....I want to go for trip also!!!!I must work hard hard!Clear all the debts first!I pray hard I will be able to give myself a trip for my birthday!Love,Poisonlady Fucking CTE Any time, everytime! Wa lao Outdated Photos... Just stole the photos from facebook....Everyone just use their phone to take pictures lor.....lazy to bring out camera liao....Aiyo....Nothing much to blog leh, sister just niam me said I going to burst her pocket liao...I been using her credit card quite abit....My client delayed my payment leh..... I forgot about it and thought I could pay off some my debts sooner...Not much shows this month also.....always come this period is the low season leh....(We got low season de hor especially in June and July and August)Sep will be a crazy month, friend asked me whether I want to go for the F1 Grandpix and will get me a ticket. Think that period need alot of girls like crazy.Maybe I cant watch F1 afterall........think I need to work.....Not only F1 racetrack need girls, got after parties, ushering guests.........My client requested me to provide some girls to usher some VIPs from the airport also.Now everyone of us are keeping our fingers crossed, now see who fast can chopped the girls liao...Photos time!Me and Rachel....(Who took this photo sial????) I look so tiny....Whiskey, Mumm Champagne , Shots.....Whatever I can lay my hands on......Karen, the birthday girl!! Who appeared after 1/2hour when I reached.....She was damn busy.........and high.......Happy Birthday!Me getting high high high!Cheers!!!Cash and Jacky also joined us for a while....The freelance models team.....Imagine.....most of us known each other quite a while lor.....Hope we can celebrate birthday together more!3am....lights on.....Shifted outside for some fresh air......Out came 2 bottles of champagne from the manager.....my god.....My god.....so busty.....Have a good week!Love,Poisonlady Drinking......2 nights in a row.... This week is a hectic week....Never expected myself to get high 2 nights in a row....Photos not much cos I been lazy to bring my camera out recently and the girls have not upload any pics yet.Just "lun" first with the photos I stole from Sherry's facebook....Was doing a beer event cum auction night on Thursday, didnt drink during the event but decide to sit down with one guy from Ireland who is also a lawyer who is also 29years old.Me and Yan happily drink and drink because he buy and buy.....Both of us had make a pact and had reminded each other like 28474 times that we will not go drinking but will be a good girl and have supper.Drink and drink already mood very good and very happy.Decided to head down MOS to meet sherry and Judy to get more alcohol see what they are doing since we were nearby.The gfs pact dont work.......Sherry, Me, Judy and YanSherry who got us 3 bottle of Moet Rose, Judy.I prefer rose more but I still dont like champagne.Yan who got drunk and went home very early.....Cash and friends and more friends joined us......Irin and Sherry.Again......Gosh....I didnt remember her nameClement who remembered me but I TOTALLY dunno him at all.....Crazy dancing....I got a lapdance for free from cash! Friendship cum colleague r/s lor or he charge very expensive de hor.The dancers......Still the dancers......Lovely night with me getting drunk and sleeping at Newton Circus while they were happily eating supper....(How did I got there????)With a huge hangover, next day went over to Thumper!It was lovely Karen Tok birthday!More drinking again....but I didnt get drunk, not as bad and I can actually go for supper.Photos to be load.Caught "The dark Knight" on Sat, it was a great great movie!Lovely!Girls went to MOS again and I surrender.Need a good rest.Gonna work very very hard!Love,Poisonlady Past Memories Look what I found! I always have the habit of keeping things, all the past memories.....This box belong to my nearly 4yrs ex-bf. Mr TanHmmmm, wonder why I got his car key with me? I should have return it to him wor....Alot of stuffs, receipts, cards, movie tickets.....I totally forgot about this card!Imagine 4 years ago........Somemore he got wrote that "he handmade it himself"!Found the map of Banyan Tree Bintan......I think we used to go swensen many many times....Imagine he gave me the birthday card when I was 18yr old, seems so so long agoooooI think this was the best candid photo I ever had.....We went to Genting....This file belong to Mr Weiyi who is happily married now! Nothing much cos we were only together for like 3 months? But i remembered I went to the Zoo with himLast but not least....this box belongs to Mr Ng.....Looking back at all the cards, letter, there will be words with "I love you forever", "My love for you will never fade", "I drop a tear in the ocean and if they ever found it, it means I will stop loving you".....I think there is no forever love at all, how can someone love someone forever?Maybe only family love......But I think Love this word will be kept hidden inside me for a while, career should come first.I still wish all the loving couple be grateful for the person beside you and have a everlasting relationship!And do communicate more, it is really important, say it out first rather than bottled it all up.Love,Poisonlady Acer Aspire 2920Z I need money, need to sell off my Laptop which I bought only about 4months. Usage not much, only a few songs inside.I bought it for $1399 and I was thinking of selling $1000. 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Also to buy me small little gifts to let me know he do think of me, must give me alot of assurance, call me everyday, sms me everyday.Last but not least: Loves me for who I am.My wishlist to "that person above" for a man I want send up very long but "that person above" always send me a wrong one.Never mind, if everything above else fail, just send me someone who loves me alot and I loves him a little bit will do.Love,PoisonladyPlease call 1800-POISONOUS now!Poisonlady is ready for dating now, feel free to call the above number.Press #1 if you think u fit the requirement above.Press #2 if you don't fit the requirement and still want to try.Press #3 if you think you fit the requirement and you think poisonlady's friends are better.Press #4 if you wish us to match you with anyone (including men) who is available.Press #5 if you wish to help your friend match with poisonlady.Press #6 if you are a female and you think your partner is also calling the same number and we will teach you the steps to make a bomb to blow up his handphone.Press #7 if you are a male and you think your partner is also calling the same number and you suspect she is turning lesbian, we will need to verify her details. Please get ready her I/C number.Press #8 if you just want to tell Poisonlady that she is pretty and nice.Press #9 if you want any love advice.Continue with pressing #1 if you are a manYou will hear the reply of "Please be prepare that there are 13248327 options"Continue with Pressing #2 if you are a womanYou will hear the reply of "Just give that man a blowjob. "Press #0 if you just want to talk to poisonlady who might just reply you with "I am very very busy lor"Thank you. For all the girls who are feeling pain in the heart now.... Recently I scream alot on "Men are just fucking liar bastards"....I seen girls being hurt, being cheated on and my friend said it just give her another reason not to have a bf and get a commitment.I almost fell flat when one of my best guy friend called me and said he had no feelings for his gf after being together for very long.It makes my heart wrench when i see women going through the pain and doing crazy things.Somehow I don't understand them, I just want to tell them to just wake up from the bad dream and move on. It was alot more easier for me but I know it is easier said than done for them.Maybe the male species are angry now because I am scolding your own kind.Maybe it is not easy on your side but if you are really mature enough, stop giving your woman any hopes and if you really want her back, do it correctly.You will never understand the feeling of what your woman is going through........The feeling of wanting you back badly....The feeling of piercing pain in the heart......The feeling of craziness when she will do ANYTHING to get you back.....The feeling of sadness when your face just keep popping into her mind....The feeling of hurt when by just hearing your name, she can cried non-stop....The feeling of the excitement when you said you want to see her...The feeling of madness when she tried to stop herself from thinking about you.....The feeling of confusion when you told her that you really loves her but yet you don't want to be with her.....The feeling of betrayal when u lied to her.....The feeling of fear when she think she might lose you....The feeling of anger when you cheated on her....The feeling of hope when you called or sms her.....The feeling of self-denial when nothing else matter to you anymore.......The feeling of degrading when friends just scold her for being stupid....If you can find all the feelings overwhelming, imagine this is all the same feelings she is going through right now.... a-l-t-o-g-e-t-h-e-r.Men,I just hope the male species out there use your brain and do the correct thing.I totally understand that if you don't loves someone, nothing will help to bring that feeling back.But if you use your upper head to think, things might be better for you and her.Of course, relationship is troublesome but you have a choice.What choice do you want?Girls,You also can make a choice.If you really love the man and you absolutely believe that he still loves you, you can try way and means to get him back.Please do it the correct way also.I have to warn you first, getting him back is not a miracle where you can see result overnight. It might take months or even years and you have to decide whether you want to take that effort.Ask yourself, do you really love him? It is because you just cant let it go? It is because you are too used to him?I have seen cases where my friends been through "hell" but they really made it through and now walking the life path with their man hand-in-hand.And I always believe that if you really do love someone, nothing else matter.Love,PoisonladyThe 1-day ki-siao Love Gurup/s: If I were born a man, i think this post will be totally different liao..... New Handphone.....Finally.... After my 6mth old handphone died on me for so long and been using a my lousy old phone which I cant sms out, finally I got a new one.....I been so busy to go out to shop around, last weekend I finally have a chance......Last sat, I went out with my friend, I decided to name him,*PP.Wanted *PP to accompany me for a new phone but instead I went shopping with him for his clothes instead.I am not the kind to shop for very long and I buy things very fast. He didnt really take a long time though but I was yawning throughout in Hugo Boss while he tried out his suit......He said he will compensate me by accompany me to shop for my new phone.I think I only took 5 mins to get the phone I want.......Was just walking pass one shop and immediately something "golden golden" caught my eyes.I fell in love with the W880I immediately! The moment I saw it, he asked me whether I like it.I keep nodding my head and just smiling silly at the phone.He decided to just get it for me because he knows alot of people cannot get in touch with me.I am so happy!!!!So slim! I like it! Simple and enough functions! I never like a phone with too many features.....With also a new phone, he let me indulged in the warm brownie with ice-cream!With fruit punch!Thanks! *PP! 3 weeks away for business trip, i think this home-stayer is going crazy.*Name and face to be keep confidentialAfter meeting *PP, i went over to meet the girls for movie.Caught "Hellboy 2" but nearly fell asleep, not very bad lar but not very good also lor.Went over to Sherry's hse to drink and chit chat.Normally I dont drink but since she left abit of Martell and I been very stressed up about sales this 2 weeks, I wanted to relax abit.But I cant even finish 1/4 bottle from 3am to 6am.Clearly a lousy drinker.Enjoy your lovely Monday!Love,Poisonlady! Just a nerd on Fri Night Went to bed this morning at 6am and woke up at 9am.Though I only had 3 hours of sleep but it was a great day today!Met up Marshall and heard the news that he was married and baby boy is on the way! I am so happy for him!It was great to meet up your friends and found out they are leading a happy life!Met Adeline after that and found out she is attached already! It was great news also! I am so happy for her!Havent see my friends for very long and now I have alot of catching up to do!Life is great!Today is a good friday night!Girls are going MOS (again.....) my god..... I decided not to go because I got to settle some stuffs.Pitstop Cleaning is currently going through some changes now and I got to clear up alot of things.Met 2 Japanese man the other night doing a bank event and both of them actually proposed to me.Their friend commented that "These 2 men are very nice guys but unfortunately single"I also unfortunately single leh....Anyway, it was very amusing to have 2 men asking you to marry them the whole night and I was very entertained by them though I am supposed to be the one entertaining them.Forgot to take pictures but it is ok because we are dressed quite like prisoners.... (Sorry Eileen, haha)I am now sitting in front of my laptop and looking like a nerdy geek.Need to go to bed soon cos I going blading tomorrow night!See the nerd!Paiseh, resolution not good cos I used my webcam.Love,Poisonlady Plastic Surgery.... Hello.....Hows your weekend? No photos to blog cos I never go out much.....I realize my friends are mostly alcoholic wor...I didnt drink with them and I decide to just make them have coffee with me. Better right? Drinking makes me sleepy recently and I think when I start having alcohol inside my body, my mind starts to wander alot and I will become very quiet when I drink. Not like last time can party and party.Dunno why...is it got become more mature liao?Trying to go for blading twice a week, anyone also into blading? We go together leh, I want to learn braking.....Anyway, I been doing alot of research on Plastic Surgery....I just found out....ALOT ALOT of people actually got do plastic surgery lor....My god...But i still think it is the good decision leh.I always encourage people to go for some enhancement and anyway it is so common now. I always want to go for nose surgery to enhance my bridge, slim down my jaw just a little bit, do my chin to make it a little bit sharper. I still considering whether I want to give a dimple to my face or not and also to make my lips alittle bit fuller and make also make my eyes abit bigger. I think my body nothing much to do, except to tone abit (Must go blading more) and I really really hope I can add like 3cm to my legs.....Anyway, just want to let you know, if you email me to ask me about plastic surgery, I really dunno how to answer you because my research might not meet your expections. Try to search around forums and read through, oki. When I can save enough money to go for the surgery (Gods know when) I will update the information hor. Love,Poisonladyverypoisonouslady@hotmail.com Blue Black......Blue Black Gan Si Lang tired....I feel like 80 year old grandma now....My whole body is aching like mad lor.....Just now when I bend down to try to pick up a piece of paper, think Lao Niang sprain my neck or more like I pull the muscle than sprain ba..... I also not sure...Yday we had a bbq for all the girls!I am so guilty lor..... I had alot of fun these few days liao, so I got to work very very hard liao!No more money to spend!!!!!!!!! Siao Liao......Me!!!Waiting for Karen Tok!ECP..... Nah Bey.... The pit was fucking far.... C17 and they told us was near Macdonalds. Macdonalds one is C28 lor..... Imagine we walk like mad....20mins I thinkLydia!Erm.....Judy.....always cannot have normal expression (We carried all that drinks and ice lor)Nearly die.........The only good thing is got good view....though the whole stretch looks the same, I still feel we got a nice view!I am damn tired after carrying and driving to and fro......BBQ starts! Thanks to this 3 person who cook for us, I never even go near lor....Only know how to eat......hahahaWah....i dunno is who leh..... Trying to cycle....All the great food!Oh, we are very into blading now....cos it can firm our butt and can work out also but all of us not good lor.....Judy trying to blade and Gillian trying to teach.... My new blades!!I got it at a very good price! Only $139! Cos only left my size! The blade shop I bought from was beside Coffeebean, forgot the name but the guy was very sincere and helpful so I bought from him!We was really scared........ Havent blade for damn long......I suddenly remember Mr Weiyi, we used to blade alot..... and he is my brake lor....Now Zeta trying out......imagine we were all worried.....Each of us got 1 person to accompany us....cannot fall down lor..... later our skin not nice, how?Cheers!Thanks to all the girls who make the effort to come! But so sad some cannot make it... =( we shall do it again!Well, we realise we only rent 1 bicycle because we need a "transport" but suddenly Karen asked why only rent 1? Who is going to jagar the bike if go toilet???!!Girls night out! Hope we can do this till we old lor but next time we get the professional to deliver the food right to the pit......Worst thing happen....We parked our cars at this driving range and when we went back to collect our cars......The gate was lock!!!Wa lao....5 of us still carry alot of things lor, somemore got 3 new rollerblades...We need to walk one BIG round to get to the front gate....I cannot take it and I start climbing over the gate.....Wa lao...Imagine 5 models so "da glam", trying hard to climb the gate and look so sneaky.....Names will not be mention cos it is really very unglamorous.....This girl here looks like fallen from sky lor.....then drop down at a wrong placeSo gungho...... she climb damn fast also!She was abit stuck and we dunno how to help her cos we were all over at the other side liao.....When all went home, we got alot of bruises and blue black and all of us body aching like mad....Lucky we still young......HahahaLove,Poisonlady Girls Party!!!!!!! Beautiful Sunday!I am slipping my tea and blogging now in my cosy room! Reading a new book when waiting for so many photos to be loaded....This week have been busy..... with the girls, with appointments, some shows, some dates and I think there will be more to come!Photos alot......Will now take you back to the past week to show u what I have been doing....20 June 2008 FriLast Day of the Comasia, we headed down to Far East Plaza for some shopping and food!Strongly Recommended by Judy and Noel......I only like their "Fried Nian Gao"Rachel and Me!Judy and Noel!After food and shopping, we head down for some coffee. Ju pop over and join us! I think I really love her with short hair!Me and Judy!I am glad my gfs are getting along very well! We are all nice people! Haha22 Jun 2008 SundayWent for late lunch cum dinner at Great World City! Only 3 of us but the food seems to serve 5?We went to catch the movie "Zohan", was quite a dumbass movie lor....Yeah! The girls were fun!24 Jun 2008 TueAfter much food and play, Judy invited me to go to her Amore Gym for a Kickboxing ClassShe look so......professional......and she looks like she was really ready to kick someone.... I was not doing good, too dainty for the class...... My body still aching even till now.....26 Jun 2008 ThuMet the girls again for a movie, this time we catch "Wanted" Sherry and Me!Judy and Yan!These 2 are really Siao Ding Dong....Look at Yan's face.....these 2 trying to steal her drink!Went to Sherry hse for a serious game of "Monopoly"! Proudly sponsored by me!Money not enough.......I can counterfeit money!Trying to get everything in order since we have 8 person playing.....The guy Vs the girls! They all had only 1 property! HAHAHA! The big players were negotiating on a deal, trying to buy and sell real estate. Hse building up.....so scary....that's where all my money went to.... I was quite rich in the first place....Chris lost! And need to be punish!I am really not good at this game.....Announcing the Winner! Sherry! Chris need to call someone in the middle of the night, sing a song and hangup.... After 2 gave up because it was late, we switch to playing "Pictionary" Not easy game, most of us were bad at drawing. Me, Judy and gillian lost to the other team! We were punish also.I called Karen, she was damn funny because she actually sang back.....thus I was laughing like mad.... Gillian actually called her god-brother.... Judy called Elise.... 27 Jun 2008 FriAfter finishing my show, we decide to go for some drinks! Hair were damn messy after the jobTrying to dress more casual nowadayJudy! Her lovely white clothes were stained by red wine.Someone once asked her whether she can see anything because her eyelash very big like fan.....We headed down to Thumper first because it was Karen first day at work as a PR Manager! Well, we got the very VIP treatment!We didnt realise we were all wearing white!Thanks babe! I will pop over often k!Judy so happy, think maybe because of the champagneCheers to our friendship!Was actually trying to get Sherry into the photo but she siam......After Thumper, we head down to MOS! Smoove! First time i go that room lor....We had red wine, malibu pineapple......Si Rachel......dunno why she cover my face sial.....Dunno who...... this very badly taken photo....WITHOUT LAO NIANG!Now only half of Yan......I was getting very high though.......I was not really drunk.....Dunno got drink alot or not but got drink alot of kinds..... My eyelash dropping also I dunno......pui...I dun remember taking this photo....The girls love to dance!We had to eat some food because this 2 were very drunk........Thank god we got 3 sober out of 5....See........she just walk out and start to dance......without music hor....The 2 damn noisy......Sherry in charge of feeding them and I in charge to take them out for a walk......28 Jun 2008 SatAfter going to bed at 6.30am at Sherry's place, we woke up at 12pm to get prepare for Esther's ROM.They were together for many many years, finally tie the knot!The freelance models team....... Finally one down, many more to go.....I do hope everyone will find their true love someday and be very happy! Busy Me! Helloooooooooooooo!I am rushing out soon but thought I just say Good Morning!!!!I been quite busy this whole week also...Think I been meeting my gfs alot, we had alot of activities recently...And tonight we are going for movie!I cant really say much now (and I got so much to share) but I will upload the photos soon!Btw, anyone know which Sim Lim shop is reputable and good? My friend wants to get a HP Tablet Laptop but we are quite scared to anyhow walk into a shop wor...Got that kind of will-be-rip feeling leh...Thanks ah!Love,Poisonlady Bitchy Me Finally last day of the show but got to work tomorrow morning and sunday as well...Now so late I still blog for u......See I so nice....Lao Niang this week never sleep much, very tired hor, been working hard oki...Debts seems to be piling up, been going for retail therapy also (Miss Karen sell me clothes lor when working.....and I tot I got no time to go out....)Today I very bitchy mood leh....hahaha...keep bitching the girls....Find that the girls very wonderful, let me bitch and bitch....Anyway, photos lar or I bitch again.....Me! Day 1! Hair too long......dun dare to cut leh.....Was in the toilet before start work for Comasia.....Paiseh....Battery no batt.....Did a sony event for the night!Moulin Rouge! Find the costume very cute!Why I love to do this, I can play different roles!Gillian and me trying to pose differently.....not between us different hor, is different kind of pose....(see I told u i was damn bitchy liao)Day 2! Waiting for Judy!Start to Zi Lian......Love my lens! Got people come to my booth just to tell me my lens very pretty..... Hmmmmmm Judy leh?Dark eye rings.....Think eyebags coming out.....My side profile.......also niceMy dunno what profile....also nice lorWhatever profile....I think I look nice! HahahahaJudy still not here?Act Cute......Our booth!Me! My new heels btw!Gillian and Me! Thanks for the show dear!Aiyo......the light.....I actually like this white uniform!GillianImagine I stand like that whole day....Day 2 night, another event!See the girls all busy......I am done!While waiting for them....HmmmmmmWaiting......The girls! Yen, Gillian and Karen!Me and Yan.....Miss Audiocode! Hahaha!Waiting to board the ferry!Yen and Thea.....Imagine everyone staring at us.....Lovely Karen......Gillian....Miss NueraJust 6 of us.....imagine we like going very very far....only 2 hours nia....Was so tired......I really concussed with my mask on.....Bedsheet from Ikea in case u ask....Very cheap that time I bought but NOT comfortable leh....Day 3...Black liao.....Waiting for Judy again....She promise to buy cigarette for me if I pick her...hahaPolicewoman....with no baton, no cuffs, no gun.....so sad.....White nicer right.....Gillian.....Went for dinner after the job.....These 2 devils bringing me to somewhere damn scary....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I never love massage.....My feet so damn pain....I no choice liao....Pay the $25 ba....My first time.......This man here hor, damn bitchy.....But very funny though....He said never prepare red packet for me since I first time give my feet to him.....I damn scared........Gillian very happy lor....She loves massage....Judy also damn happy lor...She also love massage....I feel so............pain.......Bladder, Neck and not enough sleep he told me.....Gillian give me the support....hahaha so funny lor this photo!This man very stress to do Gillian feet....He was sweating like mad....Judy and Rachel who joined us for dinner at Sake!Lovely little girl!We both dying liao.....massage makes u tired is it?Tired and cannot think of making funny face leh...Fri night....I am at home!!!!!!!!!!People jio me go Velvet, Zouk, Phuture, Dragonfly, Lunar...Wa lao....I very long never go out on Fri liao cos I been working alot....Aiyo....this week I busy.... Next Week I make time.Friends, pls wait for me okiLove,PoisonladyP/s: Got more photos......No time upload, stay tuned Comasia..... Pls stay tune...Alot...Alot...Alot....Of photos...Day 1...Stand for 12 hours....with high heelsDay 2...Stand for 12 hours....with high heels and bootsDay 3...Stand for 9 hours...with high heels and high heels (changed 2 pairs)So.....I amvery...very...very...Tired...Promise to blog soon...Day 4 is the last day.....Love,Poisonladyp/s: Imagine I am dragging a chair with me whenever I go remove make up, bath.....need to sit sit sit... Blogging help me relax.... Not that I am damn free to blog everyday but I think blogging do help me relax abit...Suddenly the not-good-feeling rush over me....I guess when u try to be nice, kind, caring and good, people think likewise....Not that I will demand anything in return but I guess I do have some expectations...I expect people to understand me...I expect people to know the real reason behind is not for myself....I expect people to know what kind of person I really am....I expect people to know that I do care.....The funny thing is when u seems to know people for very long, it seems that they don't even know who you are.Just getting abit upset because I find that when u treat people nice, people just take you for granted and for those great pretenders out there, people just worship them.And never would I expect that as I am typing out this post.....The tears rolled down my face uncontrollably...I guess....It.......is.......Just....PMS....Love,Poisonlady $$$$$$$$$$$$$$ Wa lan noi.......I dropped my phone, hit the ground and now cannot switch on...Nah Bey!All the time I drop ok one leh, how come this time si liao??!!!My friend wanted to treat me to some nice food (I really look so hungry meh? Everyone seems to ask me out to eat....) but when he knows my phone died, he said can get me a "nice" phone instead......but dunno is it got food no phone or got phone no food......Nice?Hmmmm...I think anything "nice" should be something not too big and can endure Lao Niang to drop one and easy to use. (I am thinking of Ericssion K810i, good or not?)I can make things spoil easily.....dunno whyAnyway, been too busy to go shopping so I guess a new phone got to wait abit.My head only got one thing now.....$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$I think this mth is a good mth, client delayed my payment for 2 months already so I think it should come in soon.Will be rushing for shows and shows so I think I should be able to pay off the debts soon.I never owe more than 1 person money in my entire life and now I owe so many people.....Damn stress lor...Last time when I was in Pri School, my daddy never allows me to borrow anything or even lend people anything.I got listen to him lor.I never borrow anything and never even dare to borrow "rubber" from my classmates.....ButI do lend out alot of my "rubbers" out.....But at least.... I got listen to him on one thing...still not so bad horRemember next time tell ur kids one thing at a time hor.....Dun say 2 together....Love,Poisonlady Single Girls Night Out! It was unplanned and planned...Planned because we were going down for a briefing for a show coming up next week, client specially came down to tell us that the job we will be doing got high position guests and also warn us not to be late because we are going out on a trip without passport.....Unplanned because I didnt realise that my gfs are single now also wor.....Sherry and Gillian!Yen Yen who complained she got no make-up and Judy who just got bk from Bali!Me and Siao Char Boh....Gillian who looked damn tired because she just came back from Batam and Me!Gosh....I think she really didnt sleep much......This lady also went batam but she looks good....so guess what happen in Batam?Lovely girl got a lovely tan, makes me wanna go tanning also!Went for Kopi instead of drinking now......er....the server did a bad job of taking the pic...I need to position the camera for him lor....It really feels good to have gfs for support and we will talk and share and listen to each other.Sun is another day where most of us will meet up for an official gathering and I just cant wait to see them again!I am going to be soooooo busy!June is a good mth!Love,Poisonlady Sisters! Life is getting very meaningful now, realize there are so many things to do!Alot of people are concern about me, but I am really really really alright.I am rational enough to know what I want and I know what I need to look forward to.I spent alot of times writing, thinking and reading acquiring new knowledge, using my brain more now instead of my heart.I am going to get my goal real soon, some of my friends find I am weird to have a goal like this because I seriously don't look like a kind-hearted person and I am not going to tell u in case some nut case appear to write stupid comments.I will always get what I want and I believe in myself in getting what I want!Cheers!Didnt know sometimes stomp got my photos....went up to steal them! Jeannie, Gillian and Me!I actually find this guy damn cute! Was actually planning to steal his poster. I dunno him at all though and I never even see him in real.Bernice also find him cute, haha!There was one fine weekday where we had a sister day out! Shopping and eating!I will always be the driver unless daddy is around.Forever.....checking the mirror... I not vain hor... I AM SIBEI VAIN!Been wanting to try this restaurant since my friend bought me to eat and I love it!Their famous bbq grill!I had a wafu beef burger!2nd Sis got a teriyaki set!Youngest sis had Katsu set!We went shopping and think we walk alot sial but I love spending time with them though sometimes I am very busy but mostly if they jio, I will try my best to make it.2nd sis burn a big hole in her pocket and my pocket because she had been clearing my credit card bills but I promise I will return to her soon!Sibei heng to have her when I am a very poor person now.Going to do alot alot of shows this month, thanks god!Love,Poisonlady Japanese And American Food... I got a freaking long day today, in fact the whole week...I am going to sleep anytime but I got to prepare alot of things.My very happy client who gave me another 2 new contract for Part Time Housekeeper, so I got to prepare and send it out by Mon.Tomorrow meeting my ex-colleague for lunch, havent seen her for so many years!After that got our monthly Pitstop Meeting.Today was an "Angry" day which my friend said it is actually called "Road Rage".Alot of jams today lor....Met up my friend for lunch at Great World City. Saw this nice Ramen restaurant and decided to just head in cos we were both starving....Not bad actually and he said is cheap, he never even tried Ramen before.....I was suppose to attend a wedding dinner in the evening. My best friend's brother got married. The wedding held at Orchard there. Meritus Mandarin.Damn angry, the road towards orchard jam like 45mins? Nah Bey, I so angry already never mind, after when we reach there.Went to Cineleisure but parking full!Went to Meritus Mandarin but parking also full!Asked us to go for Valet, Valet also full!!!I was so angry that I dropped off my mummy and best friend, I told them I want to go home.They got out of the car immediately and quietly sensing that it was the best thing to do, I guess. I was in a foul mood.I didnt manage to went home cos I was too freaking hungry.Tried calling my friends who were nearby town to meet them for dinner then I can go back to pick up mummy.Finally found LaLa (Cannot disclose his identity or he will kill me) who was going home to the East.He said if I need someone to talk cock, sing song then I go find him.At Kallang Macdonald's....So....He went to buy 2 Double Cheeseburger Meals from Macdonald's and we ended up parking our cars behind the dark dark ulu ulu carpark and start to enjoy the wonderful American Food.Whenever take his photo must cover face one, havent seen him for damn long but really thanks for the nice American dinner. HahahahaHow come my face so skinny sial.....Anyway, enjoy ur weekend!Love,PoisonladyIn case u cannot see from the sidebar, my email isverypoisonouslady@hotmail.com