suddenly i feel very worthless.. i’ve stayed in my current company for almost six years, and i am still commanding less than $3k every month not inclusive of bonuses. isn’t that pathetic??? i really hate the stuff that i did to my life. about how i started late in pursuing my degree, hence i am still left with one more year to go before i can hop on to bluer horizons and i am already an old hag now at 25 going 26 this year. about how i am always in the wrong relationships and mixing with the wrong kind of people. *screams* 

a friend said about taking risks, hopping now. but i thought with the current economy and my pathetic amount of salary, i think my pay is gonna be

i have a freaking jealous streak in me. my friend who is retrenched four months ago, got four months of compensation and has recently found a job at a MNC. lucky her. i want a break too. i thi[...]