Sometimes I will stare out of my window and just thought of
jumping down straight....
But I will hesitate in the end... Not because I have thought of my
family and friends or how sad the people who know me will be or how
foolish I am for throwing everything away at such a young age using
such a method.
I stop simply because of fear. Fear of death. Fear of pain.
Fear is such a powerful tool sometimes. Humans succumb under the
pressure of fear - Fear of failure. When used properly, you can
achieve beyond the possible or when failed, also turned mad from
anxiety.
Unfortunately, this is why you still see me standing today. Simply
because I had succumbed to fear and did not act upon what I should
do or want to do.











